It's important to remember you are amazing. You have read almost two hundred things about God and in our world today that is rare. You are pursuing a relationship with God and that is really awesome. God made you in His own image and He designed each part of you and He loves you. Don't forget that you are loved no matter what you do by someone who sees all of you. You know the secrets you don't tell anyone, the dark places you're afraid will scare others away, the sadness that fill you for no reason over and over again, how over whelmed you feel but you pretend it's all together, when you put on a brave face but are scared to death, God knows all of that about you and more. He knows all of your worst qualities and loves you anyway, He also sees all you're best qualities and they make Him proud. He knows you aren't perfect and that you mess up day in and day out but to Him it doesn't matter because His love and forgiveness washes out your mistakes. Usually I emphasize you aren't good enough but I realized today it can be so important to just have someone encourage you and that we all need that sometimes.