One thing I have started to realize is how important it is to just trust God. I always knew you needed to put your trust in God but the past year I have really been trying to answer all my questions about God, eradicate my doubts, and build a strong logical foundation for my relationship with God. That's not necessarily a bad thing, it's good to have intelligent logical reasons for believing in God. However the more important part is having faith in God. You don't need to having everything figured out to trust Him, He loves you while you're a mess and it doesn't matter to Him how much you've figured out as long as you love and trust Him. Give God all your problems and surrender yourself to Him. Don't worry about everything else you can go find the information you have questions on later first trust God and have a relationship with Him. One of the best things you can do for your life is to put it in God's hands and let Him handle all the unknown, because He does know those things. Put your trust in God and that will fix some of your problems.