You screamed as the quinjet being to angle downwards as it plummeted towards the earth and you began sliding towards the wreck that was the front of it. You scrambled trying to find anything that you could grab a hold of to try and stay inside and you looked up just in time to see one of the seat straps dangling a few inches from you and you grabbed it and pulled hard using the strap and the chair to climb your way back towards the nurse's station that the rest of the Avengers were in.

You were just about to make it when another explosion caused the quinjet to lurch sideways and that's when it happened. You'd just locked eyes with Steve who had his arm stretched out for you to grab when the second explosion tore through the quinjet and you went flying out the wreckage that once was the nose and cockpit of the jet screaming at the top of your lungs.

You could hear Steve screaming your name but his voice was fading fast as you rocketed towards the earth and you knew that none of them could get to you in time. You were going to be very badly hurt if not killed and there was absolutely nothing you could do about it and you felt tears fly from your eyes as you began to sob the closer you got to the ground.

Suddenly, two arms slammed into you and you screamed as you felt both femur bones snap on impact. The pain was too much to bear, both in your legs and in your heart and you passed out before you could even take in your surroundings. 

~time skip~

You don't know how long you'd been out and, if you were being completely honest, you really didn't want to know. All you knew is that the pain in your legs had lessened considerably and that your heat was no where to be felt. You lay on a hard cold surface shivering slightly but kept your eyes closed as you tried to figure out where you were.

You weren't given much time as you were doused with ice cold water that made you sit up screaming as you shivered on the bed and the men around you laughed coldly. "Ahhh. Glad to see you are finally awake." A man with a thick German accent said from somewhere off to your left and your blood ran cold. You knew that voice from somewhere you just couldn't place it. "Give it time, you will figure out what is going on and where you are, Fraulein." The man said coldly and you could hear things being moved around as you began wracking your brain.

"Until then, however, we are going to use you as the very next test subject in our experiment. I'm sure you've seen the research notes given that you were the one who stole them." The man growled and you were lifted off the bed and slammed onto a cold metal gurney and the hulking man began to strap you down to it. "Take her to operation theater 1. I want all of those sniveling half educated inbreeds to see my work in action." The man off to your left said and fear coursed through your veins and you commanded yourself not to cry.

The team would... not be there to save you this time. The realization of what must have happened to them slammed into you so hard that it physically lifted you off the gurney as you began to sob not caring whether it pissed any of the men around you off. "Oh my dear (Y/N), do not weep. We are doing you a great service by injecting you with our serum. You will be the strongest and fastest of all our test subjects. Far smarter as well. You see the serum that you saw the formula to that was what we gave our first batch of test subjects. As you could tell when you fought them in the surveillance room the serum was... effective in some ways. A complete failure in others." The man said from above your head as you were wheeled out of the room to the right and down a long corridor.

"Those inhuman beasts were done away with after their failure to capture the Avengers. But it was not all in vain you see. We had come up with three other different serums all of them completely different than the others. This serum that you are to be injected with is the last that we invented. This is going to be the one that pales the others in comparison. This is the serum that will bring the Avengers... and then the world to its knees." The man finished as you were wheeled into a large operating room that had theater seats surrounding you.

Immediately, you began to hyperventilate and the man whose voice you still could not place spoke something in German that you couldn't understand but then a moment later an oxygen mask was placed over your mouth and nose and you felt yourself calming down as the pure oxygen began to make it's way into your lungs. Tears still silently flowed down your cheeks as you remembered your friends the ones that you'd come to know and love as closely as family... and then there was Steve. You felt your heart shatter into a million pieces knowing that you would never see him again, never hold him again, never tell him how much you truly, desperately loved and needed him in your life.

The tears turned cold and you realized that he and Bucky probably did survive the crash and that if they did then they would be the ones to hunt you down and end you once you were let loose on the world. You couldn't help but think that in a twisted kind of way you were glad that it would be them. You wouldn't want anyone else to see the monster you'd be here in a few moments and you damn sure didn't want anyone but what was left of the Avengers to be the ones to put you out of your misery.

The German man's voice spoke but this time through the speakers that you didn't know hung all around the room and you jumped as you were pulled out of your self loathing. At first you couldn't understand anything that he said as he spoke in German but you heard scattered applause and you felt your stomach turn. What kind of monsters could sit and watch as someone was turned into a veritable killing machine, a monster of monster's design, and politely clap as though it were nothing more than a new opera in town? You bit your lip as you felt someone pull tight a tourniquet on your arm and you knew that you only had a few moments left of being human as a mouth guard was shoved roughly into your mouth and you bit down on it to keep the sobs from spilling out.

You looked down just as you felt the needle puncture your skin and heard the words that caused you to pass out once again from fear. "Ladies and gentleman, I, Johann Schmidt, am your surgeon host this evening. Prepare yourselves for a most extraordinary transformation that few have had the privilege to witness." Johann Schmidt... the fucking Red Skull. Your vision blurred and darkened as your brain finally processed the words just about the time the nurse placed the electrode pads on your temples and you flinched as you heard two small clicking noises.

It didn't occur to you in time that you were going to go through the exact same thing that your love's best friend had went through for seventy years until you felt the electricity jolt through your head and you blacked out completely. What you didn't realize as tears streamed down your face was that Steve and the rest of the team were closer than you could've possibly realized and that they were about to avenge you.