"What have I done?"

I opened my eyes and Bucky was standing above me but the gun was on the ground. He had his face buried in his hands and he was crying.

"Bucky?" I called and he was back. He bent down and helped me sit up. "Kyla" he sobbed. "I'm so sorry, I'm sorry" he kept shaking and repeating that.

I stood up and hugged him. He gently hugged me. "I'm okay Bucky" I said and put my hand in his hair. "I'm okay." I said and he buried his face in my neck.

"I did this to you." He cried. "Bucky no you didn't." I said and he let go of me. He looked around and then walked a good ten feet away from me. "Where are you going?" I asked.

"I don't want to hurt you ever again." He said and I sighed. "Please Bucky." I said and he turned away from me.

Three guards started firing at me and I immediately dropped to the ground. I grabbed the gun Bucky dropped and started to shoot down the guards. One of them made his way over to me and everyone could tell I was to weak to fight.

I backed away and put my hands up.

"Lock her up, take her to the base." A guard said and I started to run. I couldn't fight them, and there is no way I'm going to their base.

Bucky started running the opposite way of me and he took down the guards. He kicked him in the shin and the bone broke then he punched him in the face with his metal arm.

"Bucky!" I called and he walked over to me slowly. "We need to get to the ship." I said and he nodded. He handed me a gun.

"What's this for? I have one already?" I asked.

"This one is for me... If I ever turn into that monster, kill me." I stopped walking and jumped onto him and hugged him.

He was surprised, but hugged me back. "You won't turn into him again, and I'm not killing you." I said. He was so upset with himself.

I should've been smarter than to walk over to him in the first place. I knew he wasn't acting right.

He put me down and I limped over to their ship and removed all the trackers from it. Bucky watched me, and stayed quiet.

"Bucky, stay here, you can't leave or they might try that again." I said and kissed his cheek. "Please don't feel bad, I'll talk to you once I get back." I said and he stayed silent.

I walked out of the ship and yelled for everyone to get to the ship. Sam and Clint ran right over. Rumlow was still beating up Steve and Wanda was running over.

"Steve!" I yelled and he looked over. He was bleeding in several places. He ran over and hopped in. Sam lifted the ship off the ground and sped off.

I knelt down to Steve and took off his helmet for him. I helped him up and he coughed up some blood. "Steve... Where does it hurt?" I asked and he didn't answer.

"Bucky, what happened are you alright?"

Steve asked. "I can't believe I hurt you Ky." He said and I walked over and sat next to him. "You know it wasn't your fault." I tried to comfort him.

"I thought I was finally in control of myself, but I was wrong. I'll never escape Hydra." He said and I wanted to blow Rumlow's brain out for doing this to Bucky.

"Hey, we still don't know what happened back there, I won't let that happen again. Once this is over, we will find Dr. Banner and he'll fix this. You are in control now Bucky." I said and he didn't say anything.

He was looking down at the ground. "Why'd he even stop me? Why'd he snap me out of Winter Soldier mode?" He asked and put his hand on my thigh.

"I think it was so you'd feel guilty, but don't let him be right. Bucky I'm fine, now that you're back." I said and grabbed his hand.

"We can stay at my families vacation home in Florida. It's an hour away." Sam offered. "Is anyone gunna be there?"

"No, we're gunna be alone."

I leaned my head on Bucky's right arm and was still holding his hand. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep. I was still sore, but nothing was broken. Soon after I was half asleep, I felt his head on top of mine, meaning he was asleep as well.

~Two Hours Later~

"They're so cute." Sam said and I opened my eyes. "We're here." He said and they all walked out of the ship. I took my head off Bucky's shoulder and tried to wake him up.

"What?" He mumbled. "We're here." I said and he opened his eyes. He stood up and we walked inside the small house, still holding hands.

"How'd you sleep?" I asked. "Okay." He said and paused. "Um....how do you feel? I think you're bruising." He asked.

"I feel better, and it's only a few bruises." I said to try and make him feel better. Once we were inside, Sam closed all the curtains and locked all the windows and doors. The ship was now in auto-pilot mode flying around in the sky to wherever we programmed it.

"Guys, can we all just sleep? It's been a long day." Wanda asked. "I think that's a good idea." Clint said and everyone paired up. I didn't let go of Bucky's hand. Sam and Steve, Clint and Wanda awkwardly stood together until Clint offered to sleep on the couch.

"I call the left side of the bed." I said to Bucky. We walked upstairs and picked a random room. It was painted with light colors and there was just a bed, a closet filled with woman's clothing, and a bathroom. There was no TV, or any electronics beside a few lamps.

The bed was a queen and I took off my shoes and my uniform so I was just down to a black tank top and some tight spandex. I opened the drawers and found some pj's so put those on in the bathroom. I came out and Bucky was shirtless.

"Oh, I'm sorry." I said after a good ten seconds of starring. "It's fine." He said and I turned around to see him in some black sweatpants and grey shirt.

His metal arm was showing and it looked so uncomfortable. "Please stop starring." He said and climbed in bed. "I'm sorry, again, it's- never-mind. Goodnight." I said and pulled the covers over me.

That was embarrassing, to say the least.