I'm a pretty sad person. I've always blamed my self as well as hated myself for some things that I've done. And I've just been telling myself how horrible I am. I honestly thought I'd think this for the rest of my life. Until my best friend told me or...showed me otherwise.

I never thought anyone would say or think of me like this, because I've always said I was never a good guy.
I was wrong. It's still kinda hard for me to think or see me this way but...I think...believe I can be this person.
Also this goes to anyone else who r sorta in the same position. Stop for a minute. And don't take how you see yourself into consideration yet. Take into consideration of those who make you feel happy, and loved for who you are. Take into consideration of  how they see or say you are. Or if you know someone like this...tell them who they are. Tell them what makes them special. What makes to u love them. And before I end this I just want to say thank you to her for honestly...everything. Even though I still need work on believing I do have a little bit of faith. And I feel happy which has been a very, very long time since I've felt like that. Thank you and I love you.

AN: she said that part where I stick up for my people which I'll always do but...Yeah I'm single (but who cares)