Part 3

Luke's pov again

Days passed by and now they where back to normal. Back to there normal selfs I guess, but something was off. Nothing seemed real, it all felt so fake.

Again evan texted me to open up the door.

I drag my eyes across the top of my phone screen and sigh, 9 o'clock. "Coming..." I said, sounding almost half dead. I get up from my sit and I dragged myself towards the door. I opened the door but I didn't see no one. I frowned and walked outside. In the distance I see a figure, he was making his way towards me and I meet the man half way. Once we where face to face it was only silence  between us. Sobs came from the man and I take a step closer. "What happened?" I asked. "His pushing me away again....he told me he can't do this and he wants to go back to North Carolina.....his telling me to take him there-"

"Wait...." I said. Evan pauses but continues sobbing, I frowned at him and waited for a good minute for that to get into my head. "Im so lost....he wants to leave?" I asked. Evan gives me a single nod and I hum. "Why?"

"I don't know...." Evan then rubs his face and cries some more "Im I not good enough?" He asked.

Not really sure if he said it to himself or me but I answered it anyways. "Don't blame yourself, it's not your fault"

"....."

"He must be pressured by all of this dating thing-"

"He started talking to that asshole, Jared again- AND he didn't even tell me! Becky told me!"

"Why would he start talking-"

"Supposably his mom is dying"

Silence.

I don't dare to say nothing after that. "And he asked Jonathan if he can give him a ride....Jonathan agreed and took my car...leaving me behind at CVS"

This can't be real.

"Jay...just left you?"

"No, he kinda kicked me out...of my own car since I wouldn't shut up about Jared"

"Im fuckin speechless" I said to the crying male. "He left an hour ago....and I just couldn't take the tension in my body any longer....I had to come to you- another reason why I told Jonathan to leave me in CVS cause you live close to it..."

I sigh and I looked at the ground. I felt a tug on my long shirt and I look up. Evan pulls me in slowly and I stop breathing.

What is he doing?

He gently presses his forehead on mine and I stay completely still. I feel frozen and I couldn't move a muscle. I don't breathe or blink, I just feel him snake his arms around my torso and brings me closer to his body.

This was too close for my liking but it was comfort right? Right? Tell me jesus if im fuckin up.....

I feel dirty, not just cause this felt like evan was going behind Jonathan's back to be with me and to talk to me about his problems but because I feel like something might trigger him and make him do something dumb that he might regret.

Time skip

Evan refused to get inside my house so that ment I had to stay by his side outside. I hold him in my arms as he cries. When evan felt he was doing to much with me he moves away from me and looks down at the floor, which I'm happy for because evan will always stay true to jonathan no matter what. Hours past and he was looking at his phone waiting for Jonathan to call him or text him but nothing happened.

"It's beyond late...." I whispered. "It really is....you should head back in....I'll leave in a few..."

"Your crazy if you think I'll leave you all by yourself in the streets....specially at night" I said.

Evan sighs and looks at me. "I just don't get it" here we go again. " Why from all people does he have to ask Jon? You don't ask favors to your ex's-"

"I already told you Evan....they where close....they knew each other for 5 years-"

"I know but why him?!" He shrieks.

"You know what? I think your jealous..." I said. He looks away from me and after a long pause he returns his gaze at me and sighs. "Maybe I am....- No you know what I am! I'm fuckin Jealous because this fucker is going to take all of Jonathan's attention and I won't get nun....soon enough I'll be dumped and this guy is gonna be back to having Jonathan all-"

"If Jonathan is smart, he wouldn't trade you for Jared" I scowled at the angry male next to me. "Jared doesn't have steady life.....if he falls down again Jonathan will try to help but I think Jared is gonna drag Jonathan along with him, killing them both" I told evan. Evan stops fussing and just looks at me with a blank expression. The Phone rings and he quickly picks it up.

"Jonathan?! Hey.....no I'm still in CVS.....no why would I be in luke's place?.....well maybe his already asleep I don't know Jon-.....where are you?.....you better-....okay.....well....I guess....just pick me up and drop him off later....Yea okay.....bye....jon" Evan drops his phone to his lap and the phone call ends.

"What did he say?" I questioned. "His coming already....and we need to give this asshole a ride...."

I sigh and he gets up. He picks me up and hugs me, my tippy toes dragging on the floor and he sighs on my chest making me flush. "Thanks for listening....."

"Of course, evan...any time"

Next day

The next day and Jessica has already left the house, leaving me all by myself in this lonely house. Not having my cat makes me paranoid, he  makes me feel like someone is there with me and without him I go crazy. My tears spill out of my tired eyes as I hug my knees and rock myself back and forth, hoping that some how it will make me feel better.

I sniff and quickly grave my vape. I turn it on and try to blow out some steam. My body is shaking and my taste buds are covered with that fruit punch flavor of the smoke. The smoke clouds my vision, my thoughts and room making everything foggy. My teary eyes rolled back and I turn off the vape. I get up and walk towards the kitchen table. I leaned in and rested my elbows on it for a while until my phone rings.

"Hello?" I called. "Morning love!" Jonathan said on the phone. "Hey..." I whispered. "What's wrong?" He asked. "Just woke up...." I said trying to sound like I wasn't crying just a minute ago.

"Love? I'm taking you out"

"Out? Out where?"

"To Korean BBQ!"

Me and him? Alone? Not a chance-

"Don't worry evan will be with us!"

"....great....when will this be?" I asked. "In 50 minutes so get ready!" He said. "I'll take a shower then"

"Take it then, cya later...love you!"

He hangs up quickly and I stay quiet. I ignored his comment and got inside the shower.

-

Once I was out my mom quickly pins me to the wall and I let out a gasp.

"M-mom?" I asked. "I got the news. Didn't I tell you that getting a cat was a bad idea- and what is this shit about court?" She growls.

I rolled my eyes and pushed past her. "Listen-"

"You disappointment! Your making me and your dad look bad!"

I stayed quiet and repeated her words in my head. "How did you get inside?"

"Extra keys" she said. "But that's not the deal! Look what your stupidity is doing and now you'll make us look bad-"

"Stop. I'm not making no one look bad but myself-"

"Don't act like you know more about life then I do young man" she warns. "Your just an irresponsible kid, your a mess, look at yourself!"

I chew on my mid and grind my teeth together. "Are you done?" I asked darkly. Venom dripping down my mouth as I glared at my mom.

"Not at all, I have lots to say but if I tell you every single one I'll be here all day"

Bitch.

I glance at the time and see that 50 minuets already past. I go to my phone and check the messages.

Jonathan was already here and I was no where to being done so I told him to wait which he replied with a winky face.

I get my clothes ready and my mom glares at me. I brush my hair and put cologne an all that good stuff and I looked at my mom.

"You can stay or you can leave. Either one, I don't care. I'll be leaving right now so if you leave, lock the door-"

"Don't worry, I was leaving already" she spat.

I get out before her and run to Evan's car. I get in and I was welcomed with warm smiles. "Morning you~" evan said. I smiled and then I look at jonathan who already has a Starbucks Coffee in his left hand and a big smile on his pale face.

"Hey guys-"

"MORNING LOVE!" He shouts. I laughed and took the Starbucks. "Morning and thank you"

"Korean BBQ?" Evan asked. "Hell Yea!" We both answered. Jonathan quickly turns around and looks for a song. I turn back around and found my mom glaring at the car. An uneasy feeling takes over me and I begun to shake. "Let's go..." I whispered.