DAY 28: Write about loving someone

I'm not sure if I was ever in love or not, but I'll write about it, I'll genuinely try.

I think being in love with someone you know doesn't or won't love you back, is horrible. It leaves you feeling like crap. Because you then start asking yourself, "Why am I not good enough?" "What do they have that I don't?" "Am I not lovable?" And all that kind of stuff, when let me tell you: you are good enough, and if that person doesn't like you back, just think, "Well, their loss, because I'm the best, and so awesome." And for that, I have to say that don't waste your time loving somebody that you know won't love you back. I've done it for two years, trust me, so not worth it. 

Otherwise, if you love someone that loves you back, and you can continue loving each other without it hurting, I'm sure loving is such a great feeling. I'm sure loving someone is great, you always have someone there for you, you know they'll be there for you and vice versa. I've never had that though, but I'm sure that kind of stuff exists, I have faith. 

Then there's another type of loving someone. It's loving someone from afar. Though I don't know if that's really love, since you don't even know that person, you're just admiring/appreciating them from afar. That's blinding love. That's the love that makes you go head over heels for someone in a bad way. I don't like liking/loving someone from afar, it's wrong. You don't love someone you don't know, I just- no. It's not right. If you like someone, go ahead and talk to them, don't just stand there. Worst case scenario, you end up being their friend, and that's not that bad, you gotta admit. 

That's about all I can think of for loving someone. I'll see you guys in day 29!!!