TO: kim.taehyung
SUBJECT: broken

tae,

hoseok came up to me today, apologizing for everything that happened between us, something you should have done instead of him.

i know i have the right to be angry because you couldn't say it to my face. the thing is, the moment i'm about to lose it, i remember that it's you.

for some reason, i can't find it within me to hate you for all the tormenting pain. i wish that i'd be infuriated at just the thought of you, or at least become so crumpled i don't feel anything.

but i can't.

i miss you, and all i want is for you to take the mess i've become and fix it. you've done it once before, but that's what led me to being so broken now.

dahee

saved as a draft
october 12
04:78