it's okay if i'm not
your favorite chapter you have written,
but i hope you sometimes smile
when you flip
back to the pages
i was still apart of

dear baekhyun,

i know you're probably annoyed of me by now, but there are still seven letters left so don't worry. after those, there's nothing anymore. i promise.

and i know i totally took like a weirdo now, sending letters to you even if you don't know about me. but i promise, i will reveal myself later.
it's just, maybe through this letters you will know what i feel.

in hopes of someone that understands me.

i thought at first, i think it's impossible but i did. i did it. so i hope you won't get tired reading at my rambles and problems.

and maybe even confessions.

baekhyun, i love watching you from afar. i love watching you and maybe you are one of the most beautiful sights i've ever seen.
even when you talk, you sing, and even when you laugh.

i love the sound of it.

the way your eyes lit at the sight of your friends, the way your lips turn into a beautiful smile, they way you brush your hands around your hair. i love every single one of it.

i know you not because you're one of the top students in this school, not because you're popular, not because you dated hera before, not because you are best friends with the infamous park chanyeol, not because you sing very good and you are the lead singer of the band in this school, not because i always see you at the canteen everyday to chat with your friends and not because we always use the same bus stop everyday.

because, we are friends. and i value that friendship so much that i don't want to break it not because i have feelings for you.

and through this letters, i hope you know that you already had my heart even though i didn't gave it to anyone.

and maybe after you know the real me, i hope the friendship lasts forever.

just remember that there is someone out there waiting for you, waiting to meet you, and waiting to fall in love with you.

love,
k.t.y