dear baekhyun,

you are, the light in my dark life.

the problem with me is, i open up things to everyone and i forget to save things to myself.

i act careless and relentless.

i make choices and decisions in the end i regret.

i can't explain what i want to feel in words and i want to speak about something but in the end, i can't.

i can't do it.

life is hard they say, but for me speaking out is much harder.

the reason why i am sending letters to you is because, i, myself, couldn't do it personally.

but i promise i will reveal myself to you someday.

just wait.

still there is some part of me urging to myself that i should be more careful, but to you.

i forget what being careful is.

because i could watch you every single minute and find a thousand things that i love about you.

someday,
k.t.y