The clock struck 11:45 pm. I waited an extra 15 minutes just to be sure I was able to get out without any complications. Ok and maybe I'm just a bit nervous to leave... I mean I hadn't thought this through!! I have nowhere to go once I leave! Maybe I should stay? No. No, I can't. I have to go immediately. I can't put the Weasley family in danger just because I'm too much of a coward to face my own past and need to hide behind others as protection. After everything they've done for me, I cannot pay them back in this way by letting them get hurt. Besides I'm sure George now hates me, what's the point in staying anyways.

Taking in a deep breath a opened the door and looked down the corridor. It was completely dark and I muttered a curse under my breath for not thinking about how I was going to depart in the dark!!!! I could vaguely make out the stairs to my left so I quietly made my way over to them and carefully crept down them. I was almost at the bottom when a creak came from below my foot. I winced and didn't dare to move. After making sure no one was coming I resumed my journey down the stairs and somehow made it to the door without knocking anything over in the darkness.

Opening the door, I exited the house exhaling a breath when the cold fresh air hit me. Turning around I looked back at the Weasley's house. No lights were on so I just saw the faint outline but still, I closed my eyes for a second appreciating what they'd all given me. Then I walked on.

"Lumos," I whispered placing it under my shirt just so it won't be as bright and attract attention. I just needed enough light to find my way out of here.

Trudging through the grass and weeds, I moved further away from the only safe place I had known during the past few months. Crickets chirped around me and moths surrounded me attracted to the light.

"Fucking hell! Leave me alone!" I murmured swatting at the insects trying to advance forward.

Suddenly I was pulled backwards my wand dropping to the floor. Something pressed against my neck.

"Don't or I'll kill you," a voice said.

"Why don't you!" I hissed struggling against the person's hold.

"Stupefy." the person mumbled and that's when everything went black. 

A/N IT'S CHRISTMAS 🎄🎅✨ so triple update!