一 rain's pov

alex: rain just fucking talk to me already.

alex: i apologized, it wasn't that serious..

reading his text messages hurt. the thing was, i lied about saying i didn't like him anymore. i lied to keep my feelings safe. i had no idea why i really said it.

i threw a hoodie on and slipped on some shoes. grabbing my board, i walked out the front door. i needed to go see him.

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"alex." i spoke, walking into his room.

"rain." alex eyed me, surprised that i even came to see him.

"i'm sorry, you know? sorry for ignoring you and such." i said, climbing on top of him and cuddling into him.

he nodded before wrapping his arms around me and mumbled in my hair. "let's not talk about it."

"that was pretty stupid of me. i missed you." i smiled kissing his cheek.

"i missed you also." he mumbled. taking in my surroundings in his room, he was a mess. i would never hurt alex like this.

i sighed, grasping his face in my hands. "i fucking love you okay? the only reason i ever said and thought those things was because i wanted you to feel how i felt. that's not going to go as planned because i just can't stay away from you."

"rain," alex muttered, running his hands through his hair. "you would put me through this."

"and i'm sorry."

"you love me?" he raised his eyebrows.

"yes." i nodded, truthfully.

"if i say i loved you back would you turn me down again?"

i shook my head, giggling a bit. "no baby, i won't."

"i hate you for being so beautiful." and with that he kissed me.

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