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There was never an apology. 

They felt it wasn't necessary. 

So she ignored it, and tried to pretend it didn't happen.

But it happens again.

And again.

And she doesn't want to be around them.

But that's also a problem.

Because they think they did nothing wrong.

But they did.

So she tries to talk to them, about her feelings.

She won't do that again.

And the cycle repeats.

Until she just stops trying to fix it.

Because she doesn't care anymore. 

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Sciamachy - a battle against an imaginary enemy 

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 because sometimes the real battle is the one against yourself 

now playing: 

everything I wanted - billie eilish 

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"if I knew it all then would I do it again, would I do it again"

"if they knew what they said would go straight to my head, what would they say instead"

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cast: 

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Katie Douglas as 

𝙱𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚎 𝙷𝚒𝚕𝚕

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Ki Hong Lee as 

𝙼𝚒𝚗𝚑𝚘 𝙿𝚊𝚛𝚔

other cast: 

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Dylan O'Brien as 𝚃𝚑𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚜 𝙴𝚍𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚘𝚗

Thomas Brodie Sangster as 𝙽𝚎𝚠𝚝 𝙸𝚜𝚜𝚊𝚌𝚜

Will Poulter as 𝙶𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚆𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚊𝚖𝚜

Dexter Darden as 𝚂𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚢 𝙵𝚛𝚢

Kaya Scodelario as 𝚃𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚊 𝙰𝚐𝚗𝚎𝚜

Rosa Salazar as 𝙱𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚊 𝙻𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚣

Katherine McNamara as 𝚂𝚘𝚗𝚢𝚊 𝙸𝚜𝚜𝚊𝚌𝚜

Nathalie Emmanuel as 𝙷𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚝 𝚂𝚖𝚒𝚝𝚑

Jacob Lofland as 𝙰𝚛𝚒𝚜 𝙹𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚜

rest of cast as themselves, or I haven't decided face claims yet

authors note:

Hi everyone, so just a few things before we begin this book :)

1. I'm a teenager, my writing skills are probably not great, and I will make mistakes, feel free to (nicely) correct me if you feel necessary 

2. I will most likely not be writing any smut (I don't know how, or feel comfortable about it) but there will be some spicy (is that the right word?) scenes

3. All credits go to James Dashner and Wes Ball, the most of the amazing characters and original storyline were created by them

4. This will be an au, meaning it takes a place in an alternate universe, but will still have many of the same characters. 

5. I love reading and replying to comments to please do

trigger warnings:

abuse, self harm, violence, mental illness, mentions of suicide, death, trauma, (I probably forget some, but this is it for now)

love you all,