This is basically Sunny's dream journal, because I headcannon he writes down scenarios that happened in his dreams. A whole lot of these r gonna be in his pov.

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I woke up in a room filled with water.

Usually I would wake up in White Space and stare at the endless fucking ceiling.

Anyways, water started to rise. I tried to stand up but I couldn't because dreams do that.

So then I forgot how to breathe when I was completely in the water, still laying down. I wanted to cry but then magically, I breathed.

A miracle, one would say. But it was a dream. You can't drown in dreams. You can even breathe underwater.

So I breathed.

I'm scared now. The room I was in became black. and I was still completely submerged in water.

I want to cry.

I want to go back home..

I want Mari.

I shook my head. Mari's gone. Time to move on.

I need to go home to my real friends. This is just a dream.

"stay here, little brother. You'll feel better that way."

"Nothing can hurt you here. I'll protect you."

"It's alright now. Close your eyes. It'll all be over soon."

I covered my ears but I still hear the voice. Her voice. Her calming and soothing voice.

It scared me. She wasn't supposed to be here. She's gone isn't she?

I don't want to give in. Not now.

So I stood up and swam out of the water, to the top. I want to run away from that voice. I want to run away from Something.

When I reached the top, it was foggy. But it wasn't as dark as the bottom of the water. I swam with all my might, much to my dislike towards water. I saw dry land not long after.

I don't like my dream, I said. I don't like it at all.

Sure it makes me feel safe but Im not safe right now.

I want to get out of here.

As I ran from the now darkening waters and beach, I reached the tree stump that leads to the neighbour's room.

I can't stop there, the black mist is still chasing me. I ran into the vast forest, passing the empty playground, but a shadow blocked my path

It stared at me.

It has this one eye. I'm scared of that eye.

I stopped there and just stood, staring back at the shadow.

The moment it disappeares, the black mist has engulfed me. I struggled to wake myself up.

Use the knife? No, I don't wanna hurt myself.

But I have to.

And so I stabbed myself.