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Medz was standing near the entrance of a street a few feet away from the lawn waiting on me. He pushed his phone into his pocket and walked over to me when he saw me cross the road.

"Yuh ready fi leave? Waah, mi drop yuh dung?"

He watches me as I nod my confirmation then waited as I took my phone from my shoulder bag and sent a quick WhatsApp message.

"Jus letting Nikki know am leaving," I told him.

Silence fills the short distance to the car and as the two of us settled in I stared out the window to see Goodaz and a group making a loud spectacle as they screamed and shout out a few blanks on a song that the new selector was spinning.

I shivered not so much out of cold but out of disgust and yes contempt as I stared at one person in general. Goodaz made me sick.

"Fix yuh face yuh too pretty fi a scowl suh."

I look from her to Medz. His eyes now appearing the colour of brown sugar stared at me and I saw he was handing me a jacket. I quickly took it and a slight smile formed on my lips.

"Yes, man an put a bigger smile pan dem sexy lips that have been tempting mi from the first day mi see yuh."

"Mi a temp yuh?" I said putting on the jacket and reluctantly liking the scent that engulfed me as a pulled it further around me.

"Tempt is an understatement, but yuh a gwaan like a fuss mi a tell yuh dat."

"Yuh jus a try get under mi skin with you flirtation so yuh can gwaan," I told him fastening my seat belt to occupy myself and clear my head.

"Pat mi a pre yuh pan every friggin app like some rass stalker. Weh mi duh wid yuh a more dan just wanting to flirt," he responded with a little laugh. "Girl mi nuh duh d phone sex ting and dah night deh yuh have mi a sen pic an a rass video mi self a jerk off fi yuh so tell mi, a flirt mi waah flirt?"

I felt heat rise to my cheeks as the memory of the very night he had spoken of rushed to my memory.

I look out the window trying to regain some semblance of control and as I did do my eyes found Goodaz who was staring at me. On an impulse, I gave her the Fuck off gesture.

"Yuh naah ansa?"

Medz was now driving away and that and his question took me back to the conversation at hand.

"What mi fi seh, yuh a yuh own big man mi jus partake like a consenting adult to what you offered," I replied shifting in the seat.

The night in mentioned send back images that could very much cause a shift in events I was not sure I wanted to set off course.

Why the hell was I so conflicted?!

"Well if yuh jus let down yuh defenses an let mi in yuh wudda a get more as mi av plenty more fi offer", he said without missing a beat.

"Listen we talk bou dis m---"

"Come on Pat wi know nothing nuh inna di way fi stop us but pent up feelings". He said cutting me off. "Yuh single, and mi nuh av no body a feature but yuh. It's time wi give wi self a chance fi live again."

I did not respond because the feelings that still course through my veins and pump life into my battered heart had everything to do with Odean and it also had built a wall I was not sure I wanted to tear down for any other man.

"Mek wi jus continue as it is please," I pleaded not wanting to venture beyond the relations of the heated phone conversations and phone sex.

"Pat mi care fi yuh deeply. Mi naah just talk mi waahshow yuh."

We were now parked in my yard and as he spoke he reached for my hand and gently caress it.

"Yuh know how it hard fi deh roun yuh an a show mild attraction wen mi deh paah full-blown infatuation?"

The hand that had held mine move to now rest my hand on the buff of his jeans. I move to quickly pull my hand away but he held it there. The bulge further set my cheeks blazing.

"Yuh a fuck up mi meds Pat no pun intended," he said. "Mi nuh beg ooman fi attention or time an yuh know mi can get dem deh without so much as try, but kill mi dead mi ready fi guh dung paan mi knee and beg yuh fi gi mi a chance girl."

A wah di rass dis? A mussi sleep mi fall asleep.

He pressed my hand firmer down on his crotch. His eyes boring into mine he spoke softly his voice husky with emotions. "Mi want fuck yuh, yes but mi nuh jus inna di fuck around ting. A serious tings mi waah meds wid yuh."

Why the hell was my fingers curling around the bulge beneath my palm, why was I shifting towards him despite the seat belt's restraint?

Lord stop mi before mi duh something stupid wid dah man yah weh too rass cute an sexy fi mi own good sense of judgment!

Look like God was leaving it up to me because the seat belt was suddenly released and I was now straddling Medz's hips with him pressing firmly into me and the flimsy material of the romper and my skimpy thong made it seem like nothing was between us.

What the hell was I doing?

The minute Medz's lips found mine I went in for a hot and wet kiss, no sweet sensual kisses here. I wanted to dominate him the way Odean was dominating my damn emotions. I wanted to let him drive long and hard into me and plunge away every desire I still had inside for my ex.

I took his hands and pulled them from where they held my butt as I dry hump him and placed them on my breasts letting him squeeze them through the material of the romper.

He had to purge me of Odean. Tonight he had to use his cock and perform an exorcism. The demon of Odean's need had to be driven out. I did not want to feel the jealousy and the longing of earlier that he evoked in me. I did not want this connection to Odean anymore.

I tore my lips from his and threw my head back as I felt him pull the bodice of the romper down freeing my heavy and heaving breasts.

"Fuck," I breathe as his tongue lavished my nipples before he suckled on the heated flesh.

"Yuh luv dat?" He whispered and his warm breath made me buck against his hardened member.

I moaned my response.

His hands pull the romper lower as his tongue resumes its wonderful onslaught on my needy breasts.

His hand was now inside the elastic waistband of the romper.

Yes, he was going to explore and I raised myself giving him access. I needed to be free of my demon.

His hand was positioning itself to dip inside the narrow waistband of my panty.

Yes, he was heading to where the demon had left his indelible mark.

Don't stop!

I silently cried in my head as I grip his shoulder and reeled with the anticipation of what was to come.

Yes, a little lower.

I bit my lips to hold in the sound of my primal need to be fingered by his willing fingers.

"Hurry up nuh," I groaned and felt him smile against my breasts.

"Anything yuh wish babes."

And before he could grant my wish I heard the crop section of Ella Mai's Naked that I use for my ringtone filling the confines of the car.

...Than somebody who loves me naked
Someone who never asks for love
But knows how to take it
Are you that somebody
Who sees a wall and breaks it?
Are you ready to fight just to see what's lost behind my flaws?
Can you love me naked?

My phone ringing was either my salvation or my demise but all I knew I was off Medz's lap as fast as I got on there.

"Fuck a who a call mi?" I mumbled as I fumbled for my phone. "Hello?" I quickly answered not checking to see who it was.

"Hey yuh reach home alright?"

It was Nicole checking up on me and I quickly pull the bodice of my romper back in place and try desperately to regain some composure.

"Yeah, man mi deh home."

"Ok mi a wait pan Debs fi sort out tings wid Simone dem wi a cut. Mi wi chat up tomorrow."

"Ok link yuh tomorrow," I said and quickly hang up in case her fastness kicked in. Nothing misses Nicole if you're careless.

I put the phone in my bag and turn to Medz who only turn on the ignition and waited for me to bid him a mumbled thank you before exiting the car. I was grateful he took the right initiative. I was no longer ready to give in.

But come to think of it look just how close I came to giving in.

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