okay, so... some of you that recently followed me don't know this about me yet. but i'm going to tell you why i've been so depressed recently...

here it goes...

three months ago, on April 4th, i lost my father to cancer. he passed away more peacefully than i could've imagined. but the problem is that i SAW him die in front of me that morning. it was horrible and i will probably never get over it...

i don't want you guys to feel sorry for me because of this... but this is why i'm depressed. i just needed to tell you guys.