I'm sorry I exist. I waste everything and don't deserve anything. I'm sorry I made everyone's life worse with a burden like me. I'm sorry for all my mistakes. And I would just like you to know that I hate myself for it. And that I should suffer through all I've ever put everyone through. I'm sorry I'm not good enough, for all my expectations and lies, for all I've done wrong because that's all I can do.

I'm sorry for craving attention.

For wanting love when many others deserve it more.

I'm sorry for being dramatic and being sad and depressed and angry when I don't deserve to.

I'm sorry I'm such a mistake.

I'm sorry I can't be better.

I'm sorry that I can't do it.

I'm sorry.

And I don't expect forgiveness.