alaya-

my baby girl. hey, it's me, your screw up dad. i'm sorry if i ever mess everything up. i'm sorry if i'm not good enough. but just know, that i love you baby. you were born today. i can see you in your small glass bed. you're sleeping. your perfect face looks so content and angelic. if only i could look that perfect when i sleep. i don't think i'm gonna get much sleep today.

i lost your mom today, lovebug. you are all that i have left. and i'm all you have. but that's okay, we have each other, right? i promise that i will be as good to you as humanly possible, and that you will have the best life i can give you.

no matter what happens baby girl, just know that i love you. so, so much. i wanna give you my all, everything i can give to you that's good in the world. because you deserve it, lovebug. you are perfect.

i love you to the moon and back, lovebug.

love, daddy.