So it went okay, but I see that this is going to be slow because my counselor is getting to know me, my problem, and why I need help. Honestly, I had plans and visions about what to do and what would happen, and this is not what I expected. I thought it would go straight to the point, turns out I'm wrong. And I thought I was confident enough to say what I really wanted to say, turns out that's wrong too. I really need to know if I'm exaggerating my feeling here and it's not as big as I thought it was, or if I'm correct in my suspicion of me having social anxiety, anger issues, and/or depression... I don't strongly believe I have depression, but I believe it to be a slight possibility. Even if I do have a form of depression, it probably would be dysthymia, which is still serious, but it's milder than, say, major depression.