Sorry another update from months later: tl;dr I have some family issues but they get solved cuz I'm a hothead, I have to admit it

Rant of sorts?? Ya don't have to read.

Ugh I don't get it why can't my mom just let me live for fucks sake! Does anyone else have problems where your mom (or parent) wants you to be a child prodigy and you have like no freedom? I can't even just explain it idek anymore. I feel like I've become even more sensitive and irritable lately and that might be why... but I guess I'm always bitchy. I really should go see a psychologist soon. *sigh* self deprecation at its finest I guess.

That was a short rant but I just don't have the energy to type everything. Then I'd just keep jumping from topic to topic and I'll start getting impatient with myself and get upset and all that shit. Welp, I guess I'll end it there then.