Short (hAH, it's not very short) little rant of sorts, I'm just super salty and there's probably something wrong with me but whatever because I will be fine as I am. :))

*ALSO, before I get ahead of myself, just ignore the name-calling and vulgar language because honestly, I was mad while typing this, what do you expect of me? Also, if you do decide to read, please don't just judge me for when I was angry because my mind was more clouded over. So. Yeah. (This book kinda feels like a diary of sorts now, aim sorry if that bothers you, if it does you can let me know. I'll try not to post things like this if need be.)

So this litTLE SHIT WHO, MIND YOU, DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHO MAGNUS CHASE WAS, JUST LOOKED AT MY FRIEND'S BOOK (who's currently reading the books) AND SAID MAGNUS WAS DUMB AND I WAS FUCKING INFURIATED WITH THAT FUCKER (who, by the way, says that Zoë was a gOSH DAMNED CRIMINAL FOR FUCK'S SAKE BECAUSE APPARENTLY SHE WAS "BOSSY" AND "DIDN'T LIKE THALIA" SO SHE WAS EVIL!! WELL HERE'S A NEWSFLASH FOR YA, EVERYONE HAS FLAWS AND NOT EVERYONE IS GONNA GET ALONG!! OF COURSE ZOË ISN'T PERFECT, NO ONE AND NOTHING ON THIS EARTH IS, DAMMIT!) AND MY FRIEND WAS SUPPORTING ME AND SAYING HOW GOOD MAGNUS IS, RIGHT? AND THEN YOU KNOW WHAT THAT CRUSTY ASS WIPE SAID?? HE SAID "IT DOESN'T MATTER BECAUSE HE'S FAKE." And dAMN did I just shut tf dOWN!! I just was genuinely so mad that I just didn't want to speak and you know what?? HE KEPT INSULTING HIM WHILE MY BACK WAS FUCKING TURNED, KNOWING FAIRLY FUCKING WELL THAT I WAS IN EARSHOT AND SOME OTHER ASS HAT SAID "They're fighting over a book." NO SHIT, SHERLOCK, BUT THAT DOESN'T MAKE IT ANY LESS REAL TO ME! Look, I know he was playing around or shit, but that fucking broke me, I knew I couldn't argue because he wasn't willing to listen to what I had to say, but what he said fucking hurt me. Weak of me, huh? But you know why? Because I fucking built myself off of those books and their characters. When I started reading and while I was in my really early stages of fandom where I was clueless, I was going through a rough patch, much worse then how I'm doing now. But I relied on my fandoms, knowing that the characters can't hurt me unless they hurt each other, and I protected myself from that heartbreak. They were and still are my idols, people that I look up to and admire. They faced their challenges and went through struggles, and even though they payed prices, they came fucking out of it. They came out of it with more maturity because they grew and had their shit together, or most of it. They saved me. And I'm overly sensitive at times, I get worked up, and honestly you can't really blame me because they (the characters and whatnot) were my foundation. People don't understand that, and I never understood how closely I associated myself with and how much I relied on characters and things to get away, I was and still probably am caught up in my a fantasy. I feel like I have more to say but I don't know what I want to say. I want to confront the guy on Monday, or just let it be, maybe. It depends on what goes down. But now that I've calmed down, I can see that yeah, in some aspects I did get out of hand, but I realize that now and yeah, I'm sorry. But I do believe that even if I don't get an apology, I hope he can find the will in his conscience to apologize to himself, even if he didn't know how much it affected me. Maybe I am overreacting, I'll let you have your own opinion on that. I'm sorry if this is offensive to you.