caluminthehood: heyo
caluminthehood:

ashtonofbricks: aw no
ashtonofbricks: why

caluminthehood: duke hates me
caluminthehood: you hate me
caluminthehood: i hate me

ashtonofbricks: i don't hate you
ashtonofbricks: neither does duke
ashtonofbricks: and you shouldn't hate yourself

caluminthehood: why not
caluminthehood: i'm garbage
caluminthehood: an absolute piece of shit

ashtonofbricks: you're really not

caluminthehood:

ashtonofbricks: calum
ashtonofbricks: you're an amazing person
ashtonofbricks: you're beautiful
ashtonofbricks: smart
ashtonofbricks: & funny
ashtonofbricks: i don't know where this is coming from
ashtonofbricks: but what you think isn't true

caluminthehood: why are you so nice to me
caluminthehood: i don't deserve it

ashtonofbricks: yes you do
ashtonofbricks: you deserve everything good in the world and more

caluminthehood: you're lying
caluminthehood: why

ashtonofbricks: you're untrusting
ashtonofbricks: why

caluminthehood: because
caluminthehood: i'm gonna quote a movie here
caluminthehood: and say
caluminthehood: "the more people you let in, the easier it is for them to just walk right out"

ashtonofbricks: not only is the saying sad,,,
ashtonofbricks: but also the fact that i know where it's from

caluminthehood: you're welcome

ashtonofbricks: to all the boys i've loved before
ashtonofbricks: why do i know this

caluminthehood: do you have a little sister

ashtonofbricks: well yeah
ashtonofbricks: but she's a grown ass person like me
ashtonofbricks: and i don't see her a lot

caluminthehood: okay
caluminthehood: blame me then
caluminthehood: everybody else does

ashtonofbricks: and we're back
ashtonofbricks: nobody blames you for anything cal
ashtonofbricks: why are you so hell bent on the idea that everything is your fault
ashtonofbricks: i swear
ashtonofbricks: you haven't done anything wrong the entire time i've known you
ashtonofbricks: why are you like this today

caluminthehood: i'm not just like this today
caluminthehood: i'm sort of getting used to talking to you
caluminthehood: my insecurities are bubbling to the surface

ashtonofbricks: i don't care about that
ashtonofbricks: insecurities or not
ashtonofbricks: i still love talking to you
ashtonofbricks: i don't care about the little flaws you have
ashtonofbricks: i really don't
ashtonofbricks: that doesn't take away from the fact that i enjoy your existence
ashtonofbricks: and i wish to one day enjoy your company
ashtonofbricks: to actually be in the same room as you
ashtonofbricks: it would be amazing

caluminthehood: mhm

ashtonofbricks: seriously cal
ashtonofbricks: there's not a single thing i'd change about you
ashtonofbricks: you're adorable
ashtonofbricks: you're funny
ashtonofbricks: you're the perfect amount of crazy

caluminthehood: there's a perfect amount of crazy?

ashtonofbricks: mhm
ashtonofbricks: you're sweet
ashtonofbricks: and you care so much about the smallest little things

caluminthehood: ash
caluminthehood: you don't need to compliment me so much
caluminthehood: i understand
caluminthehood: but
caluminthehood: random topic change in
caluminthehood: 3

ashtonofbricks: oh god

caluminthehood: 2

ashtonofbricks: here we go

caluminthehood: 1

ashtonofbricks: it's happening

caluminthehood: yep
caluminthehood: remember
caluminthehood: that time
caluminthehood: that time you called me
caluminthehood: baby boy

ashtonofbricks: mhm
ashtonofbricks: your point being?

caluminthehood: nothin
caluminthehood: i just
caluminthehood: maybe
caluminthehood: kinda
caluminthehood: sorta
caluminthehood: possibly
caluminthehood: loved it
caluminthehood: that's all

ashtonofbricks: well
ashtonofbricks: i'm not gonna call you that either

caluminthehood:

caluminthehood: why the fuck not

ashtonofbricks: because
ashtonofbricks: i can't call you 'baby'
ashtonofbricks: so i'm not gonna call you 'baby boy'

caluminthehood:

ashtonofbricks: sorry
ashtonofbricks: YOU were the one that said i couldn't call you that

caluminthehood: *regret in 42 languages*
caluminthehood: please
caluminthehood: just once

ashtonofbricks: no

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caluminthehood: w h a t
caluminthehood: no
caluminthehood: uRgHhG
caluminthehood: fine

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