pretty much just Ashton's backstory, but some suggestive material I guess

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ashtonofbricks: are you doing better today, Cal?

caluminthehood: you changed your name
caluminthehood: hehe i get it
caluminthehood: oh
caluminthehood: i'm fine

ashtonofbricks: are you sure?

caluminthehood: i mean
caluminthehood: i nearly died yesterday
caluminthehood: so i could be better

ashtonofbricks: you're not gonna go to the doctors or anything
ashtonofbricks: are you

caluminthehood: course not
caluminthehood: so they can be like
"so you tried to kill yourself, huh? that sure is a bummer. have some pills but don't take too many!"
caluminthehood: you don't give a suicidal person pills
caluminthehood: not ones where they can control how many they take and when

ashtonofbricks: i know
ashtonofbricks: trust me
ashtonofbricks: i know

caluminthehood: hold up
caluminthehood:

caluminthehood: what do you mean
caluminthehood: "i know"
caluminthehood: god
caluminthehood: we can't BOTH be mentally unstable
caluminthehood: how on earth will this work 

ashtonofbricks: i don't know
ashtonofbricks: it was a long time ago
ashtonofbricks: i was young and foolish

caluminthehood: ash
caluminthehood: you're 23
caluminthehood: not 45

ashtonofbricks: well yeah
ashtonofbricks: but
ashtonofbricks: we all make mistakes

caluminthehood:

ashtonofbricks: i'm trying to be serious love

caluminthehood: i know
caluminthehood: seriousness makes me uncomfortable
caluminthehood: sorry
caluminthehood: you talk
caluminthehood: i'll be good 🙃

ashtonofbricks: okay
ashtonofbricks: in high school
ashtonofbricks: where all cheesy (and life ruining) romances start
ashtonofbricks: i met a guy named nick
ashtonofbricks: and he was sort of the first person i loved
ashtonofbricks: we did everything together
ashtonofbricks: and it was wonderful
ashtonofbricks: but as i said before
ashtonofbricks: life ruining
ashtonofbricks: he was so bad for me
ashtonofbricks: i went to too many parties
ashtonofbricks: drank too much
ashtonofbricks: he used to force me to do a lot of things
ashtonofbricks: a lot of things that i was too young for
ashtonofbricks: and afterwards
ashtonofbricks: he'd take me places and brag
ashtonofbricks: telling everyone that would listen EXACTLY what we'd done

caluminthehood: i'm so sorry
caluminthehood: thats awful ash
caluminthehood: i feel terrible

ashtonofbricks: it's okay

caluminthehood: it's not

ashtonofbricks: yeah
ashtonofbricks: i'm fine though

caluminthehood: why are you telling me this
caluminthehood: in what way did i earn this information

ashtonofbricks: you didn't need to earn it
ashtonofbricks: you just deserved it
ashtonofbricks: and you told me about yourself
ashtonofbricks: i owed you something in return

caluminthehood: oh
caluminthehood: okay
caluminthehood: but you don't owe me anything
caluminthehood: sooo
caluminthehood: also
caluminthehood: when you were talking about nick, you said that he'd tell everyone what you did
caluminthehood: did you bottom

ashtonofbricks: i guess

caluminthehood: you guess
caluminthehood: how does one take it up the ass and still think "i am a strong, dominate person"

ashtonofbricks: you are so blunt
ashtonofbricks: i don't know
ashtonofbricks: a switch i guess

caluminthehood: well does that mean i could top you
caluminthehood: i bet i could

ashtonofbricks: you couldn't

caluminthehood: you should let me try

ashtonofbricks: no

caluminthehood: why?
caluminthehood: afraid you'd like it

ashtonofbricks: you talk a big game
ashtonofbricks: but you're too cute to top
ashtonofbricks: it wouldn't end well

caluminthehood: very sorry but how is me riding you 'not ending well'

ashtonofbricks: Jesus Christ
ashtonofbricks: how do you just type those things
ashtonofbricks: do you not think

caluminthehood: i think nasty things

ashtonofbricks: i got that

caluminthehood: oh wow
caluminthehood: my high school romance wasn't nearly as bad as yours

ashtonofbricks: what was yours like
ashtonofbricks: if you don't mind me asking

caluminthehood: no it's fine
caluminthehood: um
caluminthehood: basically
caluminthehood: they said they loved me
caluminthehood: but i wasn't allowed to show them affection in public
caluminthehood: if we weren't in their house or mine
caluminthehood: they pretended that they didn't know me

ashtonofbricks: thats fucked up
ashtonofbricks: you were gorgeous
ashtonofbricks: and you still are
ashtonofbricks: can i ask why you said 'they'

caluminthehood: because
caluminthehood: agender

ashtonofbricks: ooh
ashtonofbricks: okay

caluminthehood: yeah

ashtonofbricks: so wait
ashtonofbricks: can i ask what you are

caluminthehood: panromantic greysexual

ashtonofbricks: oh
ashtonofbricks: so you like everyone regardless of gender
ashtonofbricks: and you rarely experience sexual attraction

caluminthehood: pretty much

ashtonofbricks: that's fun

caluminthehood: i guess

ashtonofbricks: i'm sorry

caluminthehood: why

ashtonofbricks: you're in a bad mood
ashtonofbricks: but i still made you talk
ashtonofbricks: about sensitive things

caluminthehood: no
caluminthehood: i'm not in a bad mood
caluminthehood: i'm tired
caluminthehood: and in pain
caluminthehood: there's a difference

ashtonofbricks: i'm still sorry
ashtonofbricks: i don't want you to be in pain

caluminthehood: i'm fine
caluminthehood: i just feel like im gonna be sick

ashtonofbricks: are you still in bed

caluminthehood: no

ashtonofbricks: get back into the fucking bed and sleep

caluminthehood: whhhyyy

ashtonofbricks: i'm saying it to you nicely cal

caluminthehood: that was nicely?

ashtonofbricks: dont make me come over there

caluminthehood: i fucking dare you

ashtonofbricks: i can't
ashtonofbricks: i don't know where you live

caluminthehood: mwwahahah

ashtonofbricks: you're being mean

caluminthehood: i'm not
caluminthehood: why would i tell you where i live

ashtonofbricks: so i can take care of you
ashtonofbricks: bitch

caluminthehood: the fuck you callin me names for
caluminthehood: asshole

ashtonofbricks: hypocrite

caluminthehood: douchebag

ashtonofbricks: let's fucking fight

caluminthehood: no
caluminthehood: i'm smol
caluminthehood: remember
caluminthehood: you can't hurt me

ashtonofbricks: baby
ashtonofbricks: i wouldn't hurt you

caluminthehood: don't call me baby
caluminthehood: i'm not yours

ashtonofbricks: okay
ashtonofbricks: sorry

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