Stress

Anger

Frustration

I hate how my life is right now,

failing grades, sleepless nights

school is a hellish place

because of this that recently
I've became busy,

'things have gone hectic'
I reason out to everyone

I get less time for myself,
barely had time
to do the things I want

But despite all that,

I'm grateful to have one place

That I can escape to

When life is at it's worst

it's this little orange app

It was my source of happiness
through sorrowful days

the people I meet each day,
the friends I'm excited to see again,
the amount of support I gain

to the person reading this,

I'm sorry for being stubborn
for being too childish for my age

but you should know that

you're all important to me

you're all the reason why I stay

they may sound cheesy,
but know that these words are genuine

the people I cherish
its all of you ~

my auroras

...

but just minutes ago
I found out about something

something that I wish was all a lie

as I just noticed an aurora
which is fading

...

To the aurora whom,
I should say, I barely knew,

but is also that whom is precious to me

Now barely holding on to her dear life

She who has always been smiling

Always is positive, almost as if
sadness was never in her vocabulary

but finding out what just happened to you

I never knew how oblivious I was
that I never noticed it

You, with forced smiles

I'm proud of your bravery

You tried to hide what was hurting you

but sometimes, trying to endure all the pain,

suffering as you hide it with your smile,,

you should know, crying is never a bad idea

you've been strong, really strong
but even the strongest man alive
has his limits too

if you need someone,
know that I am here for you
that we are here for you
  

I've been blind for too long

This time, I promise that I won't anymore

please be okay .