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-I've found it-Sharon said one day in a meeting.

-Found what?-Tony asked not very interested on what she had to say.

-The next location the terrorists will attack- She came to the pannel and showed an image.

The thing terrorists she says is Hydra, but she didn't know that, so, she still thinks they are terrorists.

The pannel made an hologram in the air, it was a big saloon from NY, one made for special events, like parties, politics speeches or exhibits of art.

-They are gonna attack the Autumn Gala.-Sharon concluded- We need to go and stop them.

-And why do you think that? They told you?-Tony said annoyed, he really didn't want her there.

-They attack crowded places, first downton, subway station, then at a school, the next place who will have many people is the gala, and not just any people, important, rich, people who have influence and contacts.

You stopped analyzing what she said, it made actually sense, Hydra probably wanted to create chaos, and that was the perfect place to do it.

-It's our chance to stop them.-She added.

-We can't just go on a mission with just your theories.-Tony refused.

-But--

-It's set. We are not going.

-Mr.Stark what if she's right?-You interrupted and the room turned into silence.

Tony stared at you angry, like he had lasers in his eyes and there was "traitor" written on your face.

-She's not.-Was his answer and he left.

You stayed while everybody was leaving the room, Sharon approached you:

-Didn't have to do that-She said without looking at you, her arms crossed.

-It's not because I need to. I think you're right.-You answered.

She glanced at you quickly and gave a half smile.

-Looks like at least someone has sense here.

-What are you going to do?

-I'm not telling you.

You felt offended. Why wouldn't she tell you?

-Why not?

-Because you work for Stark. You're going to tell him.

You felt a big dilemma. Would you? Stark was your boss, you were grateful for the opportunity he gave you but that time he was wrong, would you go against him to follow just one Sharon's theories?

-Okay, suit yourself.-You answered. You didn't trust her so much like that.

You left to you office and stayed there for a while, immersed in thoughts and wondering what Sharon was doing at the other side of the wall.

How was she going to stop Hydra's attack? She needed help. You got up from your chair, determined to go there and volunteer. Then gave up and sat again. That was going against Tony. You didn't want to betrayl him.

But you were curious. That was impossible not to be. Since you were young you have been like that.

Your teacher would give compliments for your will to learn and discover how everything works, while your classmates would make of it. Getting at home you remember asking your mom this questions, she didn't answer. She just said "look for the answer yourself" and that's what you did, you'd go to libraries, ask other people, anything to find out the truth.

And that situation wasn't very different. It's been a while you wanted to get back to your studies about Hydra, the last time you searched something was months ago, but your curiosity hadn't stopped. You also wanted to know what was written in your father's watch and note. Why mom never said about that?

You tried to calm down. You were overthinking again. One thought leaving to other and then another until you were crazy. That was not good. You had to stop.

You wished you could talk with Steve about that, he would know how to keep you calm and give a wise solution, but he has been so distant lately, maybe you bothered him. Maybe the pinky promise you made was in vain.

Would he regret being your friend?

"Of course he would. Look at you"your mother voice would echo in your head.

You closed your eyes and took a deep breath. Don't worry about this. Don't worry.

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People say you learn things from your past relationships, either getting hurt or just learning in a healthy way.

Dating Eric made you feel loved for the first time and also made you feel hurt for the first time too. Eric made you dream, cry, scream, believe and so many more emotions. Since him you couldn't trust easily. You learned that even the people you most love can change their minds.

Now dating Bucky was a completely different experience. Bucky reminded you what love was. You felt hurt but at the samte time you hurt him. Taking him out like that was taking part of your heart. Bucky made you laugh, cry again, admire, embrace and dedicate yourself to a person in a way you never felt before. And one of the many things you learned from him was that you need to rest and think of yourself sometimes. "As long as I know Vision's the only robot here. Go rest" he said once.

You entertained yourself in any way possible the whole day, searching for more work, drawing (even though you sucked at it), watching satisfying but useless Youtube videos, anything.

Your alarm on the phone finally rang when it was time to go home. You packed your things and was about to leave when you heard people talking on Sharon's office.

The sound wasn't very clear, you focused and like magic you could hear everything:

"Are you sure about this?" Sharon

"Yes." ...Steve?

"Alright, let's do it" sharon "cab you still do that?"

"Ha, of course, don't challenge me" Steve

What were they doing??? And at the office??

By impulse you knocked fastky at the foor interrupting whatever was happening there.

Sharon opened the door and looked surprised at you:

-Did something happen?

-No...Just wanted to know if you needed anything- You said while looking above her shoulder hoping not to find Steve shirtless.

-I'm good. Thanks.-She started closing the door.

-Who is it?-Steve said inside and came to the door.- Oh, Y/N.

-Wow Steve! You're here! I didn't know-You tried to fake your reaction.

Sharon almost laughed, you just realized you've never seen her laughing.

-Ok say the truth Y/L/N why are you here?-She turned serious.

-How are you going to stop the terrorists alone? I mean it's dangerous, are you sure--

-I said I can't tell you.-She interrupted.

You stayed quiet, Steve glanced at you both:

-Sharon...We can trust Y/N.-He tried.

She turned to him, still reluctant then at you.

-Fine. Get in.-She pulled you inside and locked the door again.-But know that you are involved now. So if we get in trouble you'll get too.

-Involved? It's dangerous I'm not letting her go in the mission.-Steve interfered protective.

-Wait you both are going to the gala??-You asked amused.

-She's coming. She's smart, can drive the car or just watch for any suspect activity- Sharon insisted.

-I'm not letting Y/N risk her life-Steve walked around the room annoyed.

-But I can help. I trained.-You tried to talk.

-Wait you trained? Why didn't you tell me sooner?-Sharon spoke admired.-She's definetly coming.

-She just knows self defense!-Steve shouted.

-That's good enough.

-She can get shot! Or they can kidnap her! Or even--

-You are so dramatic- She rolled her eyes, then went searching something ij the drawers of the desk, after it brought a gun and offered to you- Ever used one?

Befkre you could say anything Steve took it from her hands:

-No and she's not going to.

-How is she gonna defend herself?-Sharon protested.

-She's not! Because she isn't going!

-Uh guys...-You tried to talk.

-You don't speak for her!-Sharon argued with him.

-I care about her!-Steve retorted

-Guys...

-She voluntered herself, you have no opinion about that!

-She just wanted to know what you planned! She didn't ask to go and get shoot!

-GUYS!-You yelled and they looked at you surprised.- Please stop. We have more important things to do. Agent Carter-You turned to her- If you think I can be useful in this mission I'm going. Just tell me what to do.-Then turned to him- Steve I'm not an idiot, I'm not hoong to throw myself in front of a bullet. If you really insist I won't use a gun. Are we all set now?

They glanced at each other and then at you a little awkward.

-Ok.-Steve answered.

-I like this side of hers-Sharon stated- Alright I think I have a dress in my room for you, come on.

-Dress?

-We're going to a galla, you need to mix with the crowd. Steve doll up too.

-Fine.

-Let's go, we meet in 10 minutes at my car outside.

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-Are you sure I should wear this?-You asked while holding the thin green dress in your hands.

-Yeah, I'm sure it'll fit.-She answered already taking her shirt off.

You felt shy staying there, you barely knew Sharon and you two were changing in front of each other.

You never knew Steve's tipe but now it was clear, she was pretty, sexy, full of curves and a body to make anyone jealous.

You felt insecure of yourself for a second, then stopped thinking and took out your clothes. You didn't look but had the weird feeling of someone watching you.

You struggled to zip the back of the dress, she was ready and notice your difficulty:

-Hold on, let me help-She came behind you, holding your waist, her hot breath next to your neck, while she slowly lifted the zipper through your neck, her hands warm in your back.- Done.

You turned to look at her.

Outfit but (no mask)

-What?-She asked.

-You look so gorgeous-You answered.

-Oh...Thanks. You clean up good too.-She said lifting one of her eyebrows. - What's with the old watch?-She pointed to your father's watch on your arm.

-Oh...It's from my family...-You answered nervous.

-Ah okay.

You two headed downstairs and met Steve relied on the car in his suit. His mouth opened a little as he saw you both arriving...Probably for Sharon of course.

Lol i'm just laughing at this pic for 5 min for no reason

-Ladies...-He opened the door for you both.

-Gentlemen are not dead after all, actually they are, you were supposed to be dead by now-She joked.

You all entered the car and went to your mission.

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-Alright Y/L/N have this-She gsve you an earpiece- you can talk with me and Steve with this, any suspicious attitude say it.

-How do you qualify suspricious exactly?-You asked.

-Someone lookunga dound too much, holding something inside their pocket maybe, with a knife, a gun...-She could do a list.

-Okay...-You said nervous already regretting for going there.

-Let's go.-Sharon git out and walked ahead.

You got out with Steve, he noticed how you were feeling:

-If you want you can stay inside the car-He spoke kindly.

-No it's alright. I can do this.-You said fiercely.

-If you insist....Oh-He smirked- Watch out lots of guys are going to hit on you dressed like that- He winked and you laughed.- It's been some time I don't see you laugh.

-Yeah...-You said nostalgic.

You met eyes for a short moment but git interrupted for all the noise inside the building.

You handled the fake IDs Sharon gave you both, how she did that in such a short time you didn't know. She just said she "had her methods".

You entered and parted ways with Steve,  going through the sea full of people.

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It's been 1 hour now and nothing happened. Execept the fact that all that people was overwhelming you. The sounds like 2x louder while your head started spinning. You couldn't see Sharon or Steve. You tried to keep calm and don't worry, but you had a bad feeling.

You went next to all and relyed on it, trying to keep balance as your vision blurred.

They came.

The voices again.

"Hail..."

"Hail..."

-Oh God not now-You spoke as your voice was eaten by the loud music.

You stared at the watch, trying to focus in one thing and make your sight get back to normal.

But someone bumped into you, a man in suit hurrying.

He didn't even look at you, just passing and not apologizing. Who could be hurrying in a party?

You stared analyzed his body language, he was kind of curved, looking at the ground, one of his hands inside his pocket.

Suspicious.

You didn't think twice and started following him.

Your mind was telling you to search Sharon and Steve for help but you were stubbborn, you wanted to see with your own eyes.

He turned to look behind his back, you holded a random woman's face:

-Excuse me miss-You asked fastly and kissed her just in time. The man looked around, didn't see anyone following him and continued walking. You aparted the kiss- Sorry and thank you.

-Oh...-She said breathless- It's alright... Can I give you my number?-She gave a quick smile.

-I'm sorry but I'm in dangerous matters right now. Take care.-You hushed.

-Wow...-She sighed helpless.

You continued following the man for some more hallways, then he entered the men's bathroom. Whatever. You were enetring anyway.

It was empty. You looked around and no sign of him.

Then someone pushed and you fell on the ground. There was him.

-Orospu-He said and poibted the gun at you.

At the exact moment he was about to shoot your rolled avoiding the bullet.

Die Young cover by Scott Bradlee's Postmodern Jukebox playing (video in the beginning of the chapter)

You tried to take the gun from his hands but he dodged pushing you to the other side.

He prepafed to shoot again, you were faster, jumping on the counter with the sinks before the bullet hit you, then in front of him again.

You tried to hit him, always avoiding the gun and trying to take it out from his hands.

After some successful defenses you could take the weapon from him,  but another guy came runninto into the bathroom backing him up.

You don't know what happened. It was like your body knew exactly what to do and how to fight.

You stepped on the sink, and made a salt in the air like a professional, shoting at both of them, without killing, but enough to make them fall.

You took the gun from the other guy and kept it pointed the two at them.

One was unawake on the floor. And the man who you followed was there on the ground, staring angry at you.

Then he looked at your arm and his eyes went wide, his face turned into pure terror. He was looking at your father's watch.

-Sensin...-He gasped but couldn't finish.

-I can't understand what you're saying.-You said to him.

-Saat....-He stuttered before fainting again.

-That was weird...

You decided to call now Steve and Sharon.

-Y/L/N you alright? Steve and I saw one of them but he escaped-she said

-I'm alright

-Good

-Actually I caught 2 of them

She stayed in silence for a solid second.

-You did what?

-I'm with 2 of them. Second floor, st the men's restroom.

-Don't move! We are coming!

You stayed there, still with the guns pointing. You wondered why that man stared at your watch that way, ehat did he mean? Saat? Sensin? Wich language was that?

After a short time they arrived.

Sharon's jaw dropped as she saw the both men on the floor, Steve looked at ypu scared, then came hurrying:

-Are you okay? Did you get hurt?-He asked putting a hand on your shoulder.

-No, I'm fine.-You answered, but looked at your leg bleeding- Just a scratch-  and gave him the guns.- I didn't kill them...Did I?

Sharon checked to be sure.

-No. They're still alive.-She standed and looked at you- I've got to say. Great job.-She gave a smile.

-But don't ever risk your life again like that. You should have called me.-Steve  adverted.

-Sorry. Next time I will, for sure.-You said.

-No next time-A voice came from outside the bathroom.

You looked to see and it was Tony.

-Mr.Stark...-You gasped.

-Y/N go wait outside. Ee are already evacuating the building, you two help us bringing the bodies.-He said serious.

You didn't say anything, he seemed angry.

You stayed outside. Sitying im the cold, hugging you legs.

He seemed mad.

But you helped right? Why should he stay like that?

Sometimes rules must be broken, what could have happendd if you three didn't go? Maybe a mass murder!

You looked around, the people who was on the party were now in the streets, gossiping about what could have happened. Little did they know they could have died. A little feeling of panic came. It made you anxious the possibilities and "what ifs" of what could have happened.

But most importamt what would happen now that Tony found out you disobeyed his orders.

You stared at that fancy and talktive crowd, worrying about minimum things. When at the same time you were worried if you'd still have a job tomorrow.