About the chapter, I personally like it, since it's like in Steve's mind and he's freaking out, I just love it. Anyway, enjoy the reading!

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Steve's POV

Bucky was weird the whole day, you tried to talk with him but all you could get was short answers. You didn't know what happened, but felt like it had something to do with Y/N. When you questioned him about it he got pissed and stormed off, saying it was none of your bussiness.

It was now time for trainment, it's been quite a long time Y/N has trained with you, so maybe she wouldn't attack you with fire or whatever that was....At least that's what you hoped for.

Y/N arrived at time as always, Natasha couldn't come today, she was still angry about Tony bringing Loki to the tower, so it was just Y/N and you.

That made you freaking nervous.

It's been some time you've been like that, still didn't know why, but that feeling was making you overthinking of what could happen, wondering if you would mess everything and so something wrong, or just act like a goofy.

-Steve! Hey!-Y/N said as she arrived.

-H-Hey!-You stuttered.

"Why are you like that?!" Your head screamed inside.

-I didn't even get to talk woth you since I came back.

-It's okay you were busy.

-About the calls, something happened and I didn't receive them, sorry.

You felt relieved, like a huge weight got out of your back, she wasn't ignoring you after all, it was just her phone.

-Those phones, those things are weird.-You said chuckling.- It's nkt your fault, don't worrry.

-Alright then. I'm going to changed and get back soon.

-Ok.

You sat om a bench and started waiting,you were shaking, like you were afraid of something. You never get afraid actually, but this time you were. Mayne because of her powers? It didm't seem like that still.

Y/N got out of the changing room in her top and shorts, rhe view of her made you hypnotized, no matter what she wore she would be beautiful, but in that clothes she was...........sexy.

And you felt guilty for thinking about that. You tried to avoid those thoughts. Think about Bucky. He was your friend. Your best friend, you needed you tl be loyal to him.

Wait but you weren't in love with her...right? No, there was no way that was happening, you just thought about tje outfit, just the outfit not her...Even though you wouldn't feel that if Wanda or Natasha for example used that. Maybe you felt that just because it was her. Yes, you thought she was pretty. That's it. That's all.  Nothing more, thinking she's attractive doesn't mean you have feelings for her.

-Let's go!-She said excited.

-Alright, position- You both got into the first fight position, lifting your fists- Let's work defense today.

You tried to hit her she put her arm and doged it, your skin made a little contact by the touch of her, giving you chills.

She used the same arm she dodged and pushed you far, even after all that time you stayed without practive she was extremely good.

-Not bad- You teased her and you both smirked.

Oops I did it again cover by Hailey Reinhart (video at the beginning of chapter) plays

You went after her again, now trying a punch, she holded your fist in the air, her eyes met yours playinh with your imagination, as her warm skin touched yours.

With the other arm you broke her control and throwed a kick in the air, she spinned getting away from it, like in a spicy tango fight. You caught her arm and pulled her close,making your bodies rock against each other, your breath now instable, you turned her and put an arm her throat, holding her btight.

You could hear her respiration, slowly, still calm, like she analyzed every possibility of breaking your movement.

Her body in full contact with yours, driving you crazy, you didn't understand why, you felt yourself sweating, the atmoshperer was hotter, your lips slightly touching her hair as you wondered sbout all the various and inifinity of things you could do.....

That made you distracted, she hit you with her elbow, making you curve from the pain, she then did a sweep kick, making you loose balance and fall on the ground.

From your point view you could see her, getting close, a mischivious and successdul look showing in her face, she onto you,  and put an arm above your neck, her face leaning close to yours, as you both breathed tired, as you feel the warm sensation of her onto you, it made you restless, like a torture but at the same time a blessing, that feeling growing and burning inside you, like an animal inside a cage.

-Good job- You whispered trying to catch your breath.

-You too- She said in a low tone.

You too stared at each other for a short and brief moment, like you tried to memorize every single detail and feeling of that moment to keep it with you forever. But the moment passed.

She got up and offered a hand for you to get up, wich you accepted.

-Just remember that an enemy won't be slow like I am, be faster.-You adverted.

-Noted.-She said.

You two sitted for a second, divided a sandwich she brought and had small talk. Until you asked:

-Y/N...Did something happen with Bucky?

She looked at you surprised, her eyes ran around the place, then landed again at her sandwich, opened her mouth a little, like thinking about the right words to say.

-We...Had an argument.

-Why?

-Look is just...We just need time, I think whatever is going on isn't working right now.

You just nodded with your head. You wanted to know more about what they did, why they both seemed sad about it, what exactly happened those two weeks. But maybe it was too much to ask. Maybe you weren't that close to make her say it.

-Is this Loki guy really evil?- She changed the subject- Like, Thor said he was brainwashed, but, I've seen him attacking NY with my own eyes.

-Thor is his brother, I don't know if he's protecting him or not- You tried to answer -But no matter what we won't let him escape. He'll come and go without hurting anyone.

-You are really comitted to the people.

She caught you off guard. You weren't expecting her to say that.

-Of course, I'm an Avenger.

-Not just that, like, in your files, sorry I read them including the other members'- she said and you chuckled- It says that you really wanted to be part of the U.S.A army on second war. Is there a reason why?

-I think I wanted to make a difference. There are so many people fighting, and trying to help, I wondered if I could be one of them, helping just to help, because it's the right thing.

-You wanted to help because you simply wanted to.

You nodded.

-Even though I was a very thin guy in Brooklyn, who wouldn't be accepted in a war.

-It's kind of hard to imagine you...-She gesticulated to your chest awkward- You know.

-It's hard for me too believe it.-You laughed

-But, I mean, people don't need muscles to help. You can help the world in other ways, helping in hospitals, or making charity.

-Working for Stark?

-That too.-She smiled- What I mean is, still after all this time, you just changed your body, the passionate Brooklyn guy still lives in you. Be physically weak doesn't mean you're not capable, the courage  and commitment does.

You got speachless. You heart shaked a bit. How could she be so understanding? You just knew that woan for two months, how could she read you so well? The last time someone read you like that you......

-I must be talking too much right?-She said shy.

-No, not at all.-You tried to convince her- I...I like to talk with you.

You felt your cheeks burning as you realized you said that.

-Me too.-She gave a cute smile. Her phone started to ring- Oh it must be Sarah, I promised I wouod help her study for a test she'll have tomorrow

-Then you should hurry, don't keep her waiting.

She got up and grabbed her stuff.

-Um...Say to her that I wish good luck for her at the test.

Y/N gave a huge and bright smile, like you complimented herself.

-Thank you. I will. See you tomorrow Steve.

-See you tomorrow.

She left.

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-Steve.

You kept punching the bag. The image of her reminsicing in your head.

Her pretty lips, the sweet eyes, the touch of her soft skin.

-Steve!

You tried to avoid the feeling, avoid those emotions, Bucky, keep thinking of him, your friend.

-STEVE!-

You heard it and turned to see Sam looking at you surprised. You turned to the punching bad, now ripped, youjust destroyed the equipment while distracted.

-Dude what the hell?-Sam said confused.

-Sorry.-You said trying to fix it.

-Steve.

-No no wait.

-Steve dude.

-Maybe I can fix it.

-Steve stop-He holded your arm.-Let it go.

Those words ressounded in your head. Let it go. Torture yourself wouldn't help it.

-You are right.

-What is going on with you?

-Can you keep a secret?

-Sure.

-I think I...

-You think?

-Um...

-You what?

-I think I might be falling for someone.

-WHAT THE FUCK