Hey guys this chapter is a little different, it also have a disclaimer, so please follow the disclaimer if you are under age, jump this chapter, it won't affect the story. Ps: i'm not really good at describing this type of thing, so it will be a little bit light and not so  much detailed, please use your imagination.

⚠️ATTENTION, THIS EPISODE CONTAIN SEX SCENES WICH ARE NOT ALLOWED TO UNDERAGE READERS, IF YOU AREN'T AT LEAST 16 PLEASE JUMP THIS CHAPTER, IT WON'T AFFECT THE STORYLINE⚠️

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Y/N a week has passed normally, you worked and went to train, nothing really extraordinary about it.
Bucky has brought you home, but you saw Sarah and Manuel leaving.

-Where are you going?-You asked.

-Sarah and I are going to watch that movie..What was the name again?-Manuel said.

-Tutti Frutti Pitti Dotti Princess-Sarah pronounced the name with perfection.

-What is going on with those cartoon titles.. Anyway, we'll be out for about 3 hours.

-The movie is 3 hours long??-You asked surprised

-Yes...-Manuel said already exhausted.

-Dad will have to go now or we won't get good seats!

-Ok ok, then bye Y/N, Bucky.-He nodded and went with Sarah.

You and Bucky stayed there, a little awkward looking at each other.

-Do you...Want to enter?-You asked.

-No, it's okay you should rest.-He said.

-But...-You took courage-I'd like if you entered.

He made a surprised face and then smiled.

-Okay.

You leaded Bucky to your apartment, and asked him to sit at the sofa.

-Do you want something? Coffee? Tea? Water?

-No, I'm good, thanks.

You didn't know what to do exactly, you've never invited Bucky to your apartment, the last time he came was when he had dinner with you and Manuel, since then you never mustered courage to invite him.

You sat next to him. And picked up the remote control.

-Do you want to watch something?

-Hm...I don't know you choose.

You started surfing channels, and like the destiny was making a joke all of them had romance scene:

"I love you"--
"He's head over heels for"--
"Now couples terapy!"---
"I have a crush on"---

You were started to get annoyed and anxious. Bucky took the control out of your hands.

-Are you okay?-He asked.

-Yeah, why I wouldn't be?-You said.

-You don't look like it.

-I'm good.

-Is it...-He got close to your face- Because we are alone?

You could feel the strong tension in the air.

-N-No...-You answered.

-You are a terrible liar...

He kissed you, a slow and kind kiss, you broke it.

-Okay maybe I'm nervous.

-If you don't want I won't force you.

You looked at his deep blue eyes, trying to hold your breath.

-I want to...-You whispered and he smiled.

-Then don't worry about it.

He gave you another kiss, then slided his hands through your neck and back.

The kisses got lower, going to your collarbone, leaving a trace of fire in it.

Bucky pulled your leg,putting you on top of him, you two still kissing, his hands getting lower and lower.

He started lifting your blouse, leaving you only with your bra. Your breath was heavy as he kissed your chest.

You leaned nexto his ear, teasing him giving kisses, you heard a soft moan knewing you had achieved your objective.

You looked at him with a mischief face and starting slowly moving your hips on him, your bodies going against each other.

-Shit Y/N...-He whispered slowly.

You could feel him behind the pants, he was just as turned on as you were.

He lifted you, moving to your room, and throwing you at the bed.

He unbottoned and quit you from your pants, giving a malicious smile as he saw only your black underwear.

He decided that he wanted more and started taking your bra.

-Good, these things didn't change at least-He said taking the piece from you, leaving you exposed.

His lips met yours again, while his hands were at your breasts, doing slow movements making you moan through the kiss.

He then started giving kisses to both of them, then treated individually each one, a  wave of pleasure circled your body.

You tried to take his shirt but he stopped you.

-Sorry.-He said sad.

-Why? What happened? Did I do something wrong?

-No, it's not you, it's just...this-He showed his metal arm- I'm not the perfect man you deserve.

You could feel how disappointed he felt with himself he was, you touched his face and said:

-Bucky you are already perfect for me.

-You are just too kind to say that.

-No, I'm being honest with you.-You gently took his shirt and noticed the scars next to his arm. You couldn't even imagine the pain he has gone through.

-I don't deserve someone like you.

-You deserve all the happiness and love in the world Bucky-You gave him a hug.

-Can you love someone with so many flaws like me?.-He whispered in your ear.

-Your flaws is what makes you yourself. And I love you.

You realized the weight of your words. It's been so much time you hadn't said that. But at that moment it felt right

He looked at you again, he smiled, and you noticed a tear at his face.

-I love you Y/N.

He leaned kiss you again, a passionate and sad one, like all the hurts from the pass were gone. He leaving his scars and you leaving a toxic love you had.

All of me by Postmodern Jukebox cover playing (video at the beggining of chapter)

You slided carefully your hands through his muscle chest, Bucky with his hands on your thighs, then went took your panties and touched your intimate area. You moaned in pleasure as he touched you. Bucky went down kissing you between your legs giving you chills.

He came up again, distributing kisses on your belly and making marks.

You couldn't wait anymore, you went with your hands on his pants and removed them, as he noticed what you were doing he removed his boxes and put protection.

Your lips met once again, as he slowly connected your bodies.

-Are you alright?-He asked to make sure you were comfortable.

You nodded and he started making movements more fast making your body shake in ecstasy.

-Ah...-You moaned louder and bucky chuckled as he saw your reaction, making his hips go harder against yours.

He also moaned, saying your name loud.While you both dived through kisses you turned Bucky and stayed on top, he made a malicious smile.

You went to his chest and started giving slow and burining kisses.

After a while he placed you again between your hips, hopping onto his member getting faster and faster.

When you both reached climax and felt a warm pleasure between you two, making you exhale heavily. And ending with a hot kiss between you both.

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You were now next to Bucky lied on bed, tangled in the sheets, with your head on his chest.

-Y/N...was I good enough for you?-He asked with his puppy eyes.

-I can't believe you still ask that- You gave him a quick kiss- You were amazing, it couldn't be better.

He gave a shy smile.

-You were perfect to me too.

You cuddled with him for a while enjoying the feelings you had, you felt loved.