He opened his eyes and again found himself on his bed in his room all alone with darkness all around,  he wondered who had brought him here .....he thinks it must be Aangre or Vyom who hv brought him here .....

He slowly put his bare feet on floor and held his head while getting up......
Vansh: Riddhima!.....where r u......can u massage my head plz , it's paining like hell.....
Riddhima!!!!!......kaha ho yrr , then suddenly realization hit him hard that his sweetheart is no more, she had left him alone and went to another world and now he can't see her ever......

He switched on his room's light and saw outside as darkness was all around and he calculated that he is laying here for more than 7-8 hours without anyone's consent as it's night now, no body came to ask him for even water then food is far away.....he still remember how Riddhima used to run behind him so that he can have his food on time , he still remembered how he used to behave like a stubborn and grumpy kid and how she used to make him agree to hv his food,  water, juice, etc on time but now no one is there to take care of him.....to ask him his worries....to talk with him on every topic.....most importantly to love him.......it was HER who used to do all these even after his rude behavior she never left her duties towards her husband i.e. HIM but now to whom he will talk and share his feelings.
He is alone now and this mere thought is creating pain in his heart.....

He looked at her favorite teddy kept on her side bed , he hugged that teddy trying to feel her by inhaling her scent.......
Tears made their ways,  when she was here he never care for her feelings but when she left him , he get to know her innocence and her importance in his life......

How lively this room used to look with her presence but now it's scaring him ......he looked at her photoframe hanging on the wall, he went towards it......

Vansh: kaha chali gayi ho mujse roothkar (pissed off) Riddhima.
Plz come back , I can't live without u,  dhum ghut raha hai mera nahi ho raha ab tolerate mujse .
Jo punishment deni hai de lo kuch nahi bolunga bss plz wapis aajao , aise maut se b dangerous punishment matt do ......he was talking with her pic and was crying on his fate .......

After sometime he sees the time it's 11pm ......
Vansh: meri Riddhima ka birthday hai aaj , I hv to celebrate it!
He kissed her pic and started decorating the room with red heart shaped balloon and with different balloons also .....he went to kitchen and brought two cakes which he had made all by himself sometimes before only for his sweetheart,  he carefully placed them on table ......

Vansh: now everything is ready , Riddhima ab tum jaldi se aa jao so that we can celebrate ur birthday......he was behaving like a mad man like he hv lost his senses and was blabbering something continously!

He stand near the window and take a glance to moon.
Vansh: uk my Riddhima was....was no is, she is so much fascinated about u .
Plz come fast Riddhima,  I'm waiting for u......his eyes becomes teary as by now it's going to be 12am in some seconds and still she didn't came.......

He tried to call her but her phone was ringing in the room only.....call toh ja rahi hai toh phone kyu pick kar rahi haj.....huh!.....my irresponsible teddy! He become sad but suddenly he heard a sweet voice which he was longing to hear!

He turned back and saw her, his Riddhima  .....his sweetheart is standing there smiling at him.

Vansh: Happy Birthday Sweetheart !.....
Riddhima: thank you Vansh tumhe yaad tha!?
Vansh: ofcourse how can I forget!?...btw I'm glad that u came , he said being an excited kid......
Riddhima: kaise nahi aati tumne itne pyaar se jo bhulaya tha aana hi pada.

He approached her and hugged her tightly while she also reciprocated the same,  he started crying while she rubbed his back to calm him as right now he is behaving like a scared kid who is afraid of being left alone........
Riddhima: I'm here Vansh,  she broked the hug and cupped his face with her both small hands.

Riddhima: meine kaha tha na ki jab b apne dil se bulaoge , mein aa jaungi.
Vansh: but I'll not let u go this time!
Riddhima: ok....happy now.
She snaked her arms around his neck and smiled while he was adoring her with all his love he have, Vansh again back hugged her and buried his face in the crook of her neck to inhale her scent as much as he can to calm down his racing heart while she leaned on his back and craned her neck to another side to give him more access to her skin!.........

Vanshh, she moaned when he bited her collar bone .....he immediately sucked that area to sooth the pain......he had snaked his arms around her waist with such a tight and protective grip so that she don't run away from him......

Riddhima (softly): Vansh!
Vansh: hmmm.....still busy with his work.
Riddhima: will u not show me ur decorations, I want to cut my birthday cake .....
Vansh: can't we do that later.
Riddhima: we can do this later, she giggled but first I want to see ur preparations......

Vansh (defeated): ok, chalo
He took her to one corner of room and showed the special place he had decorated for her birthday,  she smiled......
Riddhima: it's beautiful Vansh. U hv baked my favorite cakes too, u r the best Vansh......he then back hugged her,  he trail his long finger on her bare shoulders to her bare arm ......he slightly pull her towards him and then he caught her hand and cutted the cakes.....

She fed him and kissed his cheeks and murmured thank you !
Vansh: there is one more gift for u which I hv arranged in this short period of time......
He opened the box in which there is a necklace of diamond and white pearls combination ......
Vansh: u liked it?
Riddhima:I loved it......

After that he hold her hand with his one hand while his another hand was busy in caressing her waist and she was just looking at him lovingly......then they started dancing on some romantic song and suddenly he picked her up in his arms and started twirling her slowly while she snaked her arms around his neck and smiled widely.....the whole time he was just looking at her without blinking in a fear that if he will blink,  she will vanished in air and due to that continuous looking without blinking his eyes welled up with tears and already his red eyes becomes more red.

She sensually touch his face , with the effect of which he closed his eyes to feel her touch but all the time he was not leaving her , she placed some kisses on his jawline .

She ruffled his hairs making them a mess one, he looked at her in amusement while she giggled and suddenly out of the blue she freed her hands from him and started running away from him making panicked in a mere thought that she will leave him again.......

He ran behind her to stop her but she was not listening to him and she kept on running followed by Vansh......she descended the stairs and run towards the study area , he was also running behind her calling her name maniacally but she was in no mood to listen to him......

Vansh : sweetheart plz listen to me, don't run away from me like this. I can't loose u again plz hv some mercy jaan.......did I hurt now that u r running away from me like this, I'm sorry for my past sins but I really want to repent for all of them but for that u hv to stay with me, near me......plzzzz

Riddhima: no no Vansh u hv to catch me.....and ik u can't catch me, u r loosing me.
Vansh: Riddhima plz stop jaana!
Riddhima (laughing): nope catch me Vansh,  if u will fail to catch me then I'll leave u .....
Vansh: nooooo!......u can't do this Riddhima.
Riddhima: I can do anything Vanshu.....she started laughing but for Vansh it was do or die situation,  he can't loose her.....he started chasing her and suddenly she got trapped between him and wall , she tried to move from either side but he hold her hand .....she looked at him with wide eyes and her lips curved into 'o' shaped......Vansh took a sigh of relief.

Vansh: pakar liya now u won't leave me haina!?
Riddhima: Vansh!
He immediately hugged her while her facial expression changed from happy one to sad one and slowly slowly she disappeared from his embrace.....

Riddhima disappeared from his embrace making him feel emptiness,  he opened his eyes with a sudden jerk and saw around as she was nowhere to be found.....his eyes welled up.....

Vansh: Riddhima u can't do this .....u had promised me that you will not leave me but again u broke ur promise......Riddhimaaaaa......plz aisa matt karo na mera saath , tum yahi par toh thi abhi aur abhi kaha chali gayi . Plz come back sweetheart.....plz come back to ur Vansh plz I beg u but when he got no response he started searching like anything but then again his eyes felt on her photoframe hanging on the wall with garland and that when realization hit him again that she is not with him now, his own actions had removed her from his life forever.....

Vansh: Now I can feel ur pain Riddhima !.....what must hv u felt when I hv left u and now I'm going through the same pain. Ur bappa is punishing me now to the worstest level !.......plz wapis aa jao na, he said while looking at her pic!......

He ran to his room not able to hold anymore, he cried his heart out in his room....yes his as not she is not with him anymore,  he falls on his bed and tears made their ways again.......

After sometime he got up his bed and took out his wine bottle and started gulping it but in between his drinking session his eyes felt on the half opened drawer and he can see some papers in it.....

He opened it and took out that papers and again his eyes welled up as they were the same Divorce papers he had sent her during his revenge game but he observed that the Divorce papers r signed by her.

Vansh: it means before taking that wrong step she had signed these stupid divorce papers.....why Riddhima why u left me, I never wanted u to leave me not even in that stupid revenge ......these stupid divorce papers were just to ......I never wanted to end this relationship Riddhima.....then his eyes falls on the letter attached to it , he read it but it felt like a tight slap from her on his face !

He fell on his knees after reading the letter as this was not the thing he ever wanted.....she consider him as betrayer in love ......she thinks inorder to marry Ziana I hv done everything and then raised finger on her character but this was not true as he never wanted to marry that clingy witch.  He can feel his each and every wrong and baseless allegations he had put on her that how it feels when ur own life partner thinks about u like this and that too without even  listening anything from ur side......

Vansh: I don't love that Ziana plz believe me Riddhima,  I didn't did any cheating in our relationship.  U r the only woman in my life.
Whatever I did ik it was wrong but it was because of my stupidity to take revenge .....nothing else.....I didn't betrayed u !
What I hv done!? , I hv spoiled my life with my own hands . God will also never forgive me to treat u like this.......kaise wapis lau mein tumhe ab , bss ek baar wapis aajao I swear mein sab thik kar doonga!

He tried to open his shirt button but it was not opening so he tore his shirt off and threw it in some corner of the room in frustration and ruffled his hairs roughly.....within some seconds his well decorated room was a mess as he had thrown pillows , bedsheet and blanket on floor ......he was throwing things here and there .

Suddenly his eyes felt on Riddhima's teddy who had also became the victim of his anger and right now was on floor, he immediately picked it up and hugged it like if he is some living thing ......he was caressing it like it got hurt by his rude behavior,  he can't let anything happen to this teddy as it was Riddhima's favorite one .......

Vansh: sorry sweetheart I didn't mean to hurt you again but see every time I just ended up hurting u......mein kya karu I don't do intentionally but it happens everytime......

He placed it on bed safely and then again took that letter which is just hurting him to no extent and it was just the reflection of his behavior towards her.......

He was now frustrated to no extent and started shouting like a maniac as his loneliness is now eating him , his heart is paining with the thought that she will never come to him now......he took knife in his hand and looked at its pointing edge , he then kept it on left side of his chest .

He put pressure on it as a result of which that knife pierced inside his chest , blood started oozing out and he ended up in writing something.

He looked at his reflection in the mirror and smiled madly , he caressed her name resulting into more blood to ooze out ......he again smiled madly and murmured Riddhima.....MY RIDDHIMA.....ONLY MINE.....no one can snatch u from me not even ur God jaana......he falls on his bed.......

He looked at the ceiling as tears made their way not because of the pain but because of her absence.......

🎵 '''Bekhayali Mein Bhi Tera Hi Khayal Aaye,
Kyun Bichhadna Hai Zaroori Ye Sawaal Aaye,
Teri Nazdeekiyon Ki Khushi Behisaab Thi,
Hisse Mein Faasle Bhi Tere Be-Misaal Aaye,
Main Jo Tumse Door Hoon,
Kyun Door Main Rahoon,
Tere Guroor Hoon,
Aa Tu Faasla Mitaa,
Tu Khwaab Sa Milaa,
Kyun Khwaab Tod Doon.

Bekhayali Mein Bhi Tera Hi Khayal Aaye,
Kyun Judayi De Gaya Tu Yeh Sawal Aaye
Thoda Sa Main Khafa Ho Gaya Apne Aap Se,
Thoda Sa Tujhpe Bhi Bewajah Hi Malaal Aaye.
Hai Ye Tadpan, Hai Ye Uljhan, Kaise Jee Loon Bina Tere,
Meri Ab Sabse Hai Anban, Bante Kyun Ye Khuda Mere.🎵'''.......

Then suddenly he got from his bed , he wore his shirt as his room was haunting him now with her memories so he went out of the Mansion to hv some peace from himself too........

On the other side Ishani was caressing her pic with Riddhima.....
Ishani: Riddhu ek baar toh kaha hota mujse ki kitni tensed ho tum mein tumhari help zaroor karti.
I was the stupid who had broken our friendship that day, why I didn't understood that he was manipulating u......anyway..... Happy Birthday Riddhu!......a lone tear escaped from her eyes remembering their happy friendly moments but now she is left alone !

Vansh went to the outskirts of Mumbai and he stopped his car near the isolated and silent place .....darkness was almost engulfed the light as it was the evening time......

He settled himself on the big rock , he looked at the sky which was twinkling with the stars.  A lone tears escaped from his eyes as he remembered how he used to make fun of her being the nature lover as she used to love staring the sky, moon and twinkling stars for hours and she always says that they give her peace and now he can relate it as he himself is feeling peace sitting beneath the sky staring the twinkling stars.......

Vansh: uk Riddhima I miss u so much . What u think that u can go away from me ....no my sweetheart u can't as I'll keep on talking to u and if u r getting irritated by my talks then I love to irritate u, he chuckled sadly.......

🎵Sau dard hai, Sau raahte

Sab mila dil nashi

Ek tu hi nahi

Sau dard hai, Sau raahte 

Sab mila dil nashi 

Ek tu hi nahi🎵.....

Then his phone rings indicating Aangre's number.....
Vansh: hmmm!
Aangre: where r u boss?
Vansh: why?
Aangre: plz boss!
Vansh: I'm coming....on the way!.....Don't worry I'll not commit suicide like ur sister.  She had left me alone but I'll find her as my heart knows she is alive......

Aangre: boss......
Vansh: ha ha Aangre I don't need ur useless lectures , ik what is right or what is wrong.....I'm coming!.....he disconnected the call.
Vansh: why these ppl disturb me knowing very well that I'm talking with my sweetheart.....huh.....illiterate ppl. They get jealous when I talk to u Riddhima.
He wiped his tears and again started looking towards the sky.....

After sometime when he saw so many missed calls from Aangre,  he hoped on driver seat and started driving back to VR Mansion.......

He passes through the hospital where his eyes falls on the couple and lady was was caressing her baby bump while the man had surrounded his arms protectively around her shoulders......
Tears once again made their ways as he still remember that because of him only his baby is no more......he started feeling suffocated , sweatbeads started forming on his forehead.  He wiped them with his hand , he also opened his shirt's first two buttons but nothing is helping him right now .....Riddhima's words were continously ringing in his ears and making him restless .

🎵Rukhi rukhi si ye hawa

Or sukhe patto ki tarah 

Sheher ki Sadko pe mein

Lawaris udta hua

Sau raaste

Par teri raah nahi

Sau dard hai, Sau raahte

Sab mila dil nashi 

Ek tu hi nahi🎵

He tried his best to focus on the driving but couldn't......
Riddhima: Vansh
He looked at his passenger seat , he saw his sweetheart was looking at him with a smile.
Vansh: Riddhima!
Riddhima: ha mein....kya hua nahi milna tha mujse!?
Vansh: no no it's not like this.....
Riddhima: u became tensed seeing them , she pointed towards that same couple.....
He nodded with tears.....
Riddhima: agar uss din tumne apne gusse par Control rakha hota na toh aaj hum saath hote aur humara baby b.....
Before she could say anything,  she again disappeared.....
Vansh (restless): Riddhima!.....he looked here and there but she again went without listening to him!......he closed his eyes in pain ......

Suddenly his control over his car lost , he tried his best to control his car but in vain .......he smiled thinking maybe his end is near as the life which he is living is not less than a hell, without her he is nothing!

🎵Behta hai pani behne de

Waqt ko yuhi Rehne de

Dariya ne karwat li hai to

Sahilon ko sehne de

Sau hasrate 

Par tera gham nahi

Tanha Tanha, 

Tanha hai,

Tanha hai,

Tanha chal,

Tanha chal,

Tanha Tanha,

Sau dard hai, Sau raahte 🎵

He remembered his happy and bad moments with her and the way he had treated her and how she had left him alone to complete his punishment......he can't live without her and suddenly he felt that he is laying on his back as his car had hitted with a tree and turned upside down, he got some bruises but suddenly he felt one muscular hand who had pulled him outside by breaking the door of the car.....he also heard a worried voice and he concluded that he is Aangre,  his savior.....

Aangre made him drink water and rubbed his back.....
Vansh: chain se marne b nahi dena tum ...haina!?
Aangre: agar aap mere boss na hote an toh sach mein aapko ek punch padd jata abhi!
One by one everyone left me , Riddhima ko gaye hue abhi week b nahi hua aur aap b.....chale jao sab chale jao, feelings toh aap sab mein hai mera kya.

Mere baare mein kyu nahi sochte aap, agar aap b chale gaye toh mera kya hoga.....ik u r my boss but I always consider u as my elder brother,  from childhood we r together and u .....I'll not talk to u!.....he turned his face and stand far from him .....

Vansh know that he is hurt and now must be crying,  he hv to pacify him .....he put his hand on his shoulder which he immediately jerked it , after 2-3 futile attempts to pacify him he harshly turned him and hugged him while he wrapped his arms around his torso and started sobbing like a small child......

Vansh knew that Aangre is not the person to whom u can break easily but if he is crying that means he is in miserable condition and moreover if he had lost his wife than he also had lost his sister......

He rubbed his back and murmured sorry.....
Aangre: but promise me that u will take care of urself!
Vansh: I promise!
They again shared a hug and then Aangre took him home where the Rai Singhania family was worried for his well-being......

Siya: where were u Vansh bhaiya,  this is the way to behave ?
Vyom: Vansh,  u hv to handle urself.....ik it's not easy but u hv to!......he nodded and went upstairs......

Everyone were tensed but daadi was looking at him with emotionless face.....
Siya: idk kab sab thik hoga Vyom!?
Daadi: kisi ka bhura karke kabhi khud ke saath aacha nahi hota hai , jitna humne usse rulaya hai na kis janam mein humara bhala (goodness) hoga!?......wo kehte hai na jab uparwaale ki laathi (stick) padti hai na toh aawaaz nahi aati par insaan ki cheekeh nikal jaati hai!

Vyom: daadi what r u saying?
Daadi: the truth Vyom tum nahi jaante infact tum toh yaha the b nahi but we hv made her cry the tears of blood even I was involved as we hv thought that Riddhima was responsible for Vansh's that so called death .......abhi toh shuruwat hui hai pata nahi aage ab aur kya kya dekhna padega hum sabko......humne na sirf uss bacchi ke saath ghalat kiya but uss nanhe se masoom ke maut ki wajah b hum hi bane hai kahi na kahi.....kisi ko rulakar koi khush nahi raha hai......she went to her room!......

On the other side, Vansh came out of the bathroom after having a shower,  he then stands infront of the mirror with only towel wrapped out his lower body ......he glanced at her name shining brightly on his left side of his chest , he caressed her name with a smile .

Vansh: Riddhima see ur name is shining so brightly on my chest as only I hv the right to carve ur name on my chest near my heart because u r mine......I don't believe these stupid ppls who say that u left me , when I haven't seen ur face myself so how can I believe that my sweetheart left me......I'll find u and ik u don't like when I fall weak and moreover I hv heard that some dickhead r started raising their head thinking me to be weak........

He dressed himself in his favorite black tuxedo and looked himself in the mirror..... he looked at her pic hanging on the wall.
Vansh: see jaan am I looking perfect or not?
After getting no response.......
Vansh: plz Riddhima kuch toh bolo ab, kab takk khudse baateh karta rahu mein......

He picked up their wedding pic and caressed it with so much love and affection and unknowingly his eyes welled up thinking about the moment when he had married her , he so wish to change the past and write the new one but he know he can't!

He hugged their wedding pic close to his heart and started shedding silent tears.........

After somedays........
Vansh got ready for office......
Aangre: boss that Batra and Khurrana hv refused for the deal with us as Bhatia had offered them the deal more profitable for them.....
Vansh: but Bhatia used to work for us na?
Aangre: yes boss but as u hadn't went to office so I had heard from my resources that he is planning to betray us......
Vansh: that dickhead was working under my feet and now he is daring to raise his head , no worries I also want to see how much that bastard can rise.....get the things ready Aangre,  I'm coming back!!!!

After his departure Vansh took out his phone and opened his phone and its wall paper contains HER photo, he smiled.....
Vansh: sweetheart I'm going to office today after so many days but I hv to make myself strong so that I can search u also na.....love u ......he kissed his phone's wall paper.......

Daadi: Aangre aaj kaha itni jaldi ja rahe ho?
Aangre: wo daadi today boss is coming to office , so I was preparing everything!
Siya (happy): what Vansh bhaiya is going to office , I just hope that he handle himself.....
Daadi: but why so suddenly!?
Vansh came on top of the stairs setting the collar of his coat......

Vansh: hum thode dino ke liye shareef kya hue yaha toh saari duniya hi badmaash ho gayi!
All craned their neck towards the stairs.....
Vansh: kuch kutto (dogs) ko ghalatfehmi (misunderstandings) ho gayi hai ki sher ab wapis nahi aayega kyunki wo ghayal (injured) ho chuka hai par unhe nahi pata ki ghayal sher zayada khatanaak hota hai .......

Kuch logo ne himmat ki hai mere khilaaf (against) aawaaz uthane ki , ab waqt aa gaya hai ki unke gale (neck) ko kaatkar unki aawaaze band kar di jaaye and I very well know my job!!!!!!
He roared like the old Vansh while everyone smiled thinking that he is getting normal now.....

Precap: more madness on the way aur pata nahi kya kya (khud hi guess karlo ab🌚😈 😁😂✌🏻)
P.s. Boy: let me sleep na u mad woman!
Girl: plz get up na boo bear otherwise I'll kill u !......while he groaned as next moment she kicked on his buttocks making him fall from the bed!

¤ So what do u think now how many will going to face his wrath and madness towards her?

¤ What do u think Riddhima is alive or not and if she is then will Vansh be able to find his Riddhima ?

¤ Who is this girl who had kicked that boy making him fall from the bed?

¤ Who is that boo bear who had fallen from the bed?

¤what kind of relationship they share?

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