'It hurts... it hurts, my head it hurts...'

I held my head in my hands as tears welled up in my eyes at the excruciating pain. I grabbed the pillow under my head and clutched it to my chest.

A nightmare. A nightmare about my childhood. The childhood in which my father would take all my mother's abuse without even realising it was abuse. How she'd fat shame him and once he left her she did it to me.

Oh god I felt sick, my throat ached as I coughed.

I didn't know what to do. I just didn't want to be alone. I sat up and grabbed my glasses. Most people didn't know I needed glasses because I wore contacts but I did or I would bump into things like a bat with no ears.

I opened the door to my room and started to wonder around, still cuddling my pillow to my chest. I didn't really know where I was going.

I took one step at a time but my feet were uneven as I walked. My feet got caught on one another as I stumbled around the building. Truly I was trying to find some way to distract myself from the urge to throw up.

I tried to reach the bathrooms before I threw up but I didn't even manage to get there before I collapsed. The bile sat in my throat as I shiver and tremble on the floor. I wanted Yoichi... he made me feel happy. I didn't want to be alone but he was the only person who showed concern.

I put one of my hands underneath me to push myself off of the ground. I then lifted the other one so I was able to get on my knees and eventually stand on my two feet.

I wandered to the bathroom and reached the toilet before falling to my knees infront of it. I pulled my hair back as I forced the bile out of my throat. I coughed it all up while tears poured from my eyes.

"I'm so lonely..." I whispered to myself while washing my hands in the sink. I tied my hair back incase I threw up again.

I kept my hand on the wall to steady myself as I tried to find Yoichi. I missed him.

I eventually found the room he told me he was staying in. I opened the door and yep there he was, asleep on the bottom bunk. Worse bed out of all three but okay. I poked his face making him startled and wake up.

"Yoichii..."

He stared up at my with groggy eyes, rubbing them so he was able to see properly. "Yeah, what is it Adeline..."

"I'm lonely and I feel sick..." I whispered and hugged him. He hugged me back and stood up from his place on the bed.

"Okay, let's get you back to bed." He whispered back as he started helping me up and helped me back to my room.

"I don't wanna be alone though, I wanna stay with you..." I say while buying my face into his shoulder.

"I'll stay with you."
"But you'll have to leave at some point... you won't be there when I wake up."
"I will, I promise."

I nodded "Okay..."

Once we got back to my room he helped me into bed. He sat next to me and stroked my hair. "You have a fever."

"Ooookay" I slur as I leaned into his touches. For an athlete his hands are so soft.

"That's not good."
"I'm fine if your with me."
"Have you thrown up or had cold symptoms?"

I shut my mouth and nodded. I didn't feel like talking, it made my throat hurt to speak.

"It seems you have some sort of stomach bug." He frowned and pressed his hand on my head properly. His hands were warm and I was freezing.

"I haven't been sick in years... I'm not sick."

He raised an eyebrow at my refusal. "You are sick, I wonder what made you sick..."

"I didn't eat anything so I can't be sick from that." He deadpanned at me which made me furrow my eyebrows in confusion. "What?"

"You haven't eaten?"
"Nooo, I'm too fat."

"That's probably what made you sick and..."
He poked my stomach which made me whimper at the pain. "You're not fat at all."

"I am! What is this?!" I sat up and grabbed the small skin flab on my stomach. "I need to get rid of it."

"That's a healthy weight." His lips formed a thin line.

"My mama always said its not." I looked down at my lap with some tears on my face at the memory.

"Then your mother's wrong. Plus it makes you better to hug." He hugged me once more. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders; my face buried in his neck as I sniffled.

"You don't have to lie to me."

He pulled away but kept his arms around me. "I'm not lying. You're so pretty."

I wiped my snot with my sleeve. "Then why does everyone say the opposite?"

"Because they're blind. Okay? You're the most beautiful person I've ever seen."

"You're teasing me." Small sweat drops fell from my forehead as I looked to the side.

He smiled and pulled my face back to face his. "Look at me. I'm not teasing you. I'm serious."

"Really?" I bit my bottom lip.

"Yes really." He nodded and rubbed my lower back.

"Okay... I'm tired now."

He laid down with me and held me in his arms. He's so sweet, I just wanted to kiss his adorable face. "Okay, let's go to sleep darling." He didn't seem to realise what he called me as my eyes bulged. I stared at him as he drifted off to sleep.

I blushed heavily and hid my face in the crook of his neck because of how flustered I was.

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Yoichi sniffled while at lunch as one of him teammates jerked away in the hatred of germs and the other just really didn't care.

"You're sick! Stay at least 6 feet away from me donkey!"
"Leave him alone you're across the table."
"He's breathing it at me so its worse!"

He blew his nose with a tissue and groaned in annoyance at his teammates bickering. Maybe it really wasn't a good idea to stay around a sick person for 10 hours. This definitely wasn't going to help his headache.

Note: I am sick and it hurts like fuckkk
I always get nightmares when I'm sick so yeah