❃ The Jisoo Effect : Euphoria/Fake Love pt.1
Because I did promise a lot of you this, I am bringing back this series before this book ends. So I hope you all enjoy!
This will be a 2 parter because this is a long one. Again, nothing is in order ( music video wise) and that this is just a fanfic.
Do you know how long it takes for me to come up with this shit? A long time!
Now read carefully and do as the theorist says.
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Euphoria. A state of feeling a great deal of pleasure.
To love yourself, you would feel euphoric right?
Well loving yourself and feeling Euphoria are two very different things.
While the self happiness you feel for yourself is an everlasting feeling. Euphoria is temporary.
That's what happened to the boys.
You know that story where there was a little boy who people lived off his sadness? What if they took turns?
Jisoo's death was the first domino to fall. In her own sadness before she died, everyone was happy. She loved the boys so much that she covered her sadness to keep them happy.
What if all this time, she was the "little boy" in this story? Or at least the first one?
Her death triggered a lot of things.
Jungkook's accident, Yoongi's suicidal thoughts and recklessness, J-hope's substance abuse, Jimin's depression, Namjoon's hidden sadness, Taehyung's exploding thoughts, Jin's inability to live on.
The reason I say that is because maybe they unknowingly used Jisoo as a crutch to keep their happiness. Like they never loved themselves.
It would make sense since they had someone like Jisoo to love them more than they could ever love themselves. They didn't have to love themselves, Jisoo did that for them.
In return, they were in a state of Euphoria.
She was the cause of their Euphoria.
With her death, it all stopped.
A new crutch had to be replaced. And who was it this time?
Jungkook.
He saved Yoongi from the fire, in results of J-hope leaving behind Jimin to stop Taehyung from killing his father to it becoming a huge cycle.
One good deed after another.
But in the end, that new euphoria would disappear.
In the Euphoria video, Jisoo is seen on the roof top. Seemingly waiting for them. She is wearing regular clothes, one little white flower in her long, light brown hair and smiling.
The boys are all smiling in happiness as they all run to her.
But keep in mind, she's still wearing the white flower in her hair.
As they dance, sing and act goofy, this was meant to be her actual last goodbye to them.
She was granted one last day with them before she officially leaves them into heaven. It's not fair and it doesn't always make sense. But it's the only chance she has.
She reflected on her life as they all stood on that rooftop at night, looking at all of their smiling faces. She remembered everything.
Yoongi proposing to her, after stopping him from smoking with a lollipop. Surprising J-hope with a birthday cake. First meeting Namjoon on a bus after she accidentally dropped her hair band, and getting into trouble with Taehyung.
But she wasn't happy with herself. Not while she was alive.
Looking back at her home life before meeting the boys, she was never happy. Her father was a drug addict who was abusive to her and her mother. Her mother was an alcoholic who fought with him every day and night. She never knew how to love herself.
No one taught her.
She finally knew what love was when she met the boys but she still was sad inside. She had so much love for them and hoped that they would find happiness within themselves through her.
And for a while, it seemed like they did. They were all happy and prosperous.
But she died and left them.
Their source of happiness was....gone.
All of the things that they wanted to forget about themselves, came back to haunt them. And it showed in Fake Love.
The first teaser tells you about the magic shop.
Trading something you fear for something that makes you happy. But why did Jisoo trade in her white rose flower crown?
She's dead. How would that work?
Well, it's a magic shop. It gives you something you want more in this world.
In exchange, she was given her old engagement ring. She smiles as she puts it on.
Now remember when I said Jungkook is the new 'little boy' ?
Okay, Jungkook sacrificed himself for everyones happiness. He became their new source of happiness.
His fear?
Losing everyone.
He panicked and quickly sacrificed himself to get Jisoo back and have everyone happy again. Because in the end, that's what matters right? Happiness?
But it's not for themselves.
Jisoo realized that after trading in her flower crown ( her halo).
She sees what Jungkook has done. Throughout the whole music video, she tries to tell him that's not what he wants.
She's there when he's looking into the mirror and sees her.
She's been with him this whole time.
Thats why he saw her in that truck after the Run MV. He saw her on the train in Spring Day.
He was the last one to see her in I Need U.
She may have died but she never left. She never left Jungkook, at least.
I'll leave the reason up to you, the readers.
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