Tw//Abuse(psychically and mentally,Toxic relationships,mental disorders/illness.

His back was pushed against the rough wall as air was knocked out from his lungs. His black eyes shakily made their way up to honey brown eyes that he would get lost in multiple times. He knew that face and voice. He knew who pushed him against the locker.

Jung Hoseok.

Yoongi whimpered as pain struck up from his lower back and his black eyes teared up. Hoseok scoffed "pathetic.." he muttered as he punched Yoongi in the stomach then kicked him "Pathetic!" He repeated over and over as if it was some mantra.

Tears slipped out of Yoongi's eyes as he held back his sobs and wails of pain to let himself get beat up by the man he loved. When Hoseok was finished Yoongi sat up. The siren hybrid simply smiled to himself. The marks and bruises that Hoseok left was a constant reminder of how much he loved Yoongi.

Yoongi got up shakily and limped his way to class. It was a cycle he never dared to break. He loved the way of how his body was used as a rag by Hoseok. He loved the pain that shot through him. He loved it because he knew that just meant Hoseok loved him.

Their relationship wasn't perfect. It was far from perfect when you think about it. Hoseok had anger issues and was bipolar while Yoongi had depression and separation anxiety. They were so bad for each other that Yoongi craved it like a cigarette. To him their relationship was better than any cigarette or blunt he could smoke.

Hoseok would come home mad and furious and would beat Yoongi till he was bruised and battered and crying and then fuck him into the mattress. Yoongi loved the way he was used and discarded because he knew that's how Hoseok showed his love for him.

He would simply smile and touch a bruise when it formed. Anytime Hoseok messed up the house in a fit of rage he would pick up and clean the house. Throw away beer bottles and make sure to cook dinner which would probably be complained about.

He couldn't go a day without Jung Hoseok. He needed him no he absolutely craved him. If he was apart from him he was sure that he'd have a withdrawal. He'd do anything for Hoseok and he knew Hoseok would do anything for him too.

One day Jimin simply caught wind about the relationship. Being Yoongi's best friend he was furious and threatened to tell the cops and also beat the fucker up. Yoongi shook his head at Jimin's silly statement.

He didn't want anyone interfering with his and Hoseok's relationship. He found it perfect as it was. He needed it to stay like that because it was the only way Hoseok would love him. It was the only way Hoseok would stay.

To put it in simpler terms. If Hoseok held a gun out to Yoongi and told him to shoot someone. He'd do it. Why you may ask?

Because Hoseok was his drug that he couldn't get enough of even if they were both toxic for each other and because of that fact.

He loved it.