You gave me an answer.

It broke me.

It ripped my heart apart.

I shouldn't have asked.

"I'm moving away. My parents have arranged a marriage for me.

 I'm sorry baby. I don't have a choice. 

You will always be my first love."

I watch as you leave forever, hand in hand with a woman that's not me.

Fuck you, Jung Hoseok.

I love you.

I always will.

Because to me,

You're more than my first love.

You're my forever love.