I haven't spoken to mustafa after that , it felt tense and awkward to talk with him . so i have just went on with my business and got the whole situation out of my head for now . i have distracted myself with knitting , it's. a hobby i just developed here and fahriye taught me how to do it .

I had absolutely nothing to do here and i was bored the whole time so why not learn something . it gave me some time to be with my thoughts again and sit with my self .

« Princess , a maid came to me now and she asked for you » i looked up and immediately halted whatever i was doing , who would even ask for me and why ?

« Did you ask her what she wanted » i proceeded to ask as i continued knitting « She told me she had something to say but she didn't want to tell me personally » well that was weird .

« I don't know her but i've seen her with Ayse hatun before , it might be trouble princess you better not go » half of my mind was convinced to go because i wanted to know what this girl wanted from me and the other half knew it was wrong.

« Okay then i will be back but if i don't come back in the count of 100 you can come » i laughed , as i knew she was not going to count to 100 . she didn't have a reassured expression but i just left .

The girl was standing right outside my door and she didn't say anything when i stepped out .

« Princess , i can't tell you here it's very secret » i sensed worry and fear from her tone but i was very wary , it was so unsettling .

« What is so important that you can't tell me here » she came closer to me and whispered « it's about the prince , prince and alonso » i couldn't speak of him freely here .

I followed her carefully and we went few hallways away before we reached a corner , as soon as we reached the corner i felt a sharp pain in my head . i didn't even have time to process what was going on when i felt my whole body collide with the floor and my vision went pitch black

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« Is she dead ? » a female voice said « i told you to not hit her so bad what have you done you idiot » a make voice responded .
i had trouble connecting the words and the letters , i couldn't hear well nor see well . my head felt so heavy and my body was sore .

« I think she is waking up your highness » the female voice said again and i finally regained some energy to open my eyes .

i squinted my eyes slowly and realised i was no longer in a familiar place , the last thing i remember was talking to a girl and now .

I looked up and found bunch of guards and Alonso in the middle while the girl i was talking to was standing next to me .

« My princess , finally i was scared something was going to happen to you as these idiots don't know how to do their work » he gently spoke as if he did nothing , how did i even end up here ? Where was i

« Where am I » i asked as i realised i was on the floor « You're going back with me , where you belong , we're in my ship and don't worry we're going to arrive in a matter of time »

i wished i was deaf instead of hearing this , what was happening ? what was going on ?

« Did you kidnap me » i started to sit up but the shooting pain in the back of my head said otherwise .

« No i am just correcting your dumb mistakes , instead of following what's good for you , you ran after those barbarians » i was slowly getting back into my normal state and i realised how annoying he was right now .

« Help her get up instead of watching » the guards started to approach me and helped me get up , i winced in pain from the blow i got . i glared at the girl and looked at Alonso.

« You kidnapped me you idiot do you think they're not going to get me back ? are you insane ? »i yelled at him and he was also yelling back « I knew it , how can you betray me ? i knew that whatever his name his got you in the palm of his hand »

he sighed and ran a hand down his face in frustration « you're going to forget about him , and everything you've lived there i don't care about it . you are coming with me that's it , end of the story » i put my hands over my head in frustration .

« There's nothing between us , don't bullshit me and get me back to where i was » i was now screaming from anger , i felt so infuriated by his crazy thoughts .

« Look , it's too late now . you've been out of it for a long time now and we're reaching our destination. and no one will search for you because i've already left a letter behind . everyone will think you left with your own will » i was having. a hard time believing that he did it for real

If he did, they would have noticed already that I was gone. I didn't want them to believe that I left with my own will and that I've betrayed them and their trust

At this point I knew I had nothing to do anymore. We were in the middle of nowhere in the middle of the sea and it was clear as he said that we were approaching his country soon.

" I hate you so much and if you think I am not going to do something about it then you are completely completely wrong. They will find me and I will go back to where I was." I threatened him as I turned away from him to look at the window .

The ship was moving and I could already see us approaching.

" you are just being hotheaded for nothing. I did this for your own good and if you think I will let you go easily or let someone take you away then you are really wrong about it" I couldn't even debate with him anymore. The only thing I wanted to do was cry but it was impossible to do it in such state. I was just hoping that whatever was awaiting me was not a nightmare.

Alonso left me there alone standing and the only thing I could do was just wait for whatever was going to happen . He's unrequited love was getting on my nerves and I wanted to snap him out of it soon

After a few moments and getting lost in my thoughts, the ship finally stopped and we were called to get out of it . Royal guards came to escort me outside and then I knew I was not dreaming. This was indeed true.

" you don't have to worry about anything anymore. This is your new life and don't worry I will speak to your brother and he will attend our wedding." Alonso said as soon as we got off the ship.

I couldn't even understand what he was saying when he mentioned the word wedding was he talking about someone else?

" what in the world are you talking about? What wedding?" I asked annoyed awaiting for his response. He looked at me and had a smile on his face.

"Ours" I couldn't help but laugh it was not because the situation was funny but because I preferred to laugh rather than do something I would regret later such as push him to drown .

" you are absolutely wrong if you think that I will ever agree to such thing this is not happening. Stop this madness , I would rather die than be with you" i yelled at him

"we'll see about that" he sarcastically answered , it's time has spoken just infuriated me more .

I had to find a solution. I should run away. And there was no other alternative for me.