We have a problem. I think it's a pretty big deal, but, alas, it probably isn't. It's just what I think is going on. She has disappeared. Normally, when She did that, it was a sign I would spiral into a depressive state of my Manic-Depressive Disorder or otherwise known as Bipolar Disorder. I didn't want to go down that path. I never wanted to go down any path at all.

My phone beeped taking me from my thoughts. I forgot I was in my room. I looked at my phone to see Jay had texted me.

U good?

Yeah.
I'm good.

What do u do for fun?

Fun?

I have never experienced fun. I had no time for fun. Well, according to She. Fun was for the people that didn't have problems. Fun was for people that weren't me. Fun was for everyone that didn't have the power to kill someone with a single touch.

Yeah.
U do know what fun is right?

I've never actual had any fun.

What?!?
Are u serious?
We have to change that!

Huh?

I'm taking u to an amusement park.

Amusement park? I remember something about an amusement park. I remember something...

"Mommy! Can we? Can we go to Mega Monster Amusement Park?" Six Year Old [Y/N] asked a woman with dark brown eyes and [H/C] hair.

"I'm sorry, sweetie. We can't." The woman who was her mother told her.

"Why not?" She asked with a pouty face.

"Your powers are too unstable. You could hurt those people." Her mother explained.

[Y/N]'s [E/C] eyes turned to purple. "Who cares about them? I only care about my happiness. They'll only die in the end anyway."

"Huh?" Her mother asked talen aback.

"I want to go to amusement park, mommy! I want to go to the amusement park!" [Y/N] whined.

A flurry of black smoke and smog surrounded the young girl. The black swirled around her in total anger. [Y/N] let out a scream causing the black to attack the objects in the toom. Her mother cried out in terror before grasping the little girl's shoulders.

"Okay, okay! I'll take you to the amusement park! You can go to the amusement park!" Mother said.

The black left and her purple eyes reverted back to [E/C]. "Okay!" The little girl chirped.

That was the last time something bad happened to me. Did I want to hurt Jay? If we went, he would get hurt? But didn't I hurt him before? Then, how was he able to move and walk around? Did I have some control of this power? Over this darkness?

"You really believe that?" She said appearing in my mirror. "What an idiot you are! The only reason he is living is he has treatment from an Oni!"

"And what do you think about going to the Amusement Park?" I asked her.

"Its the perfect place for a feast!" She said an evil gleam in her eye.

That made my decision to go to the amusement park with Jay decided. I would not leave this house until she went asay. I would not leave this house until this darkness vanished. I'm sorry, Jay.

No thanks.
Amusement Parks r not 4 me.

Next Chapter: December 23, 2019 @4:30 PM EDT.