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CHAPTER 零 ZERO
⋆ ☄︎. · ̊ * 🔭

moon and sun
set above her

☼

yet no matter how
much light they shed

☾

there is always
a shadow behind
that illumination

sometimes, you get lost.
even if light guides you from above,
the darkness within defeats you.

and then,
things changes.

WRATH.

GRIEF.

TAKE OVER.

and suck out your
last ounce of light

leaving you empty
in a reality filled with
darkness.

( 白炎 月 )
' SHIROHONO YUE !
しろほうのう ゆえ

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾　☼༓･*˚⁺‧͙
in which shirohono yue seeks
nothing in life but light

but the search of light
is filled with complete darkness
.・゜-: ✧ :　　: ✧ :-゜・．

❊ プレイリスト / PLAYLIST !
「 you can always come back to read the
lyrics of the songs to figure the plot out 」

𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍.

Sometimes it's soft as a misting rain
That gently touches my soul
It cools the fire that burns in me
And I simply lose control
So just

𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐄.

I just wanna fight you
When we're standin' face-to-face
Freakin' out 'cause it's gettin' real
So this is how it feels

𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒.

I lost my heart and my mind
I try to always do right
I thought I lost you this time
You just came back in my life

𝐑𝐄𝐃-𝐄𝐘𝐄.

And I hate that it's you
I still need when I can't find my way through
I'm scared on my own, I'm lost & confused
I can't give up now and not see it through, I'm too close to lose

𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐄.

My sins will catch up one day
Hell will find its way
I won't keep you long
So you won't feel my pain
Cause I've hit the ground before
Mistakes I'm still paying for
Now what do I have to lose anymore?

𝐅𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐒𝐘.

Oh the sun will start to set
As the leaves rise in the wind
And amidst a sea of red
I'll think of the words you said
Oh and it's hardest in the snow
Wondering which way to go
Though the spring will come with time
I have lost this love of mine

𝐓𝐖𝐎-𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐄𝐃.

What does it take to be right
How bad it hurts to be wrong
I've had a mask for so long
I lost the touch to be real

𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋𝐒 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐔.

Swear to God she's a blessing and a curse, shoulda learned from you

𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐋𝐘.

Isn't it lovely, all alone?
Heart made of glass, my mind of stone
Tear me to pieces, skin to bone
Hello, welcome home
Walkin' out of town
Lookin' for a better place
Something's on my mind
Always in my headspace

𝐈𝐌𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐀𝐋.

Loyal to my brothers, I'll never lie
Call me bird dog 'cause I cheat and I'm fly
And I love winnin', I'm upset if it's a tie
Get you off the ground just to knock you to the floor
Let's go blow for blow, let's go toe to toe

𝐀𝐒𝐌𝐑.

All these dead bodies got me
seein' strange things
Both sides of the gun, I done
dealt and felt the pain

𝐍𝐎 𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐑𝐒.

Say it in a cold tone and with no manners,
The worst way of leaving would be better.
No need for awkward considerations,
The most definitive end would be better.
Got no manners.

𝐉𝐄𝐊𝐘𝐋𝐋.

I'm lost when I stopped looking
No answer lock me up in silence
Another image of me hidden inside me
On the surface of the water chasin' tighten breath

Got one shot, who defines me?
It's do or die for me
Just one, inside of me, just one of me is enough
It's coming, get ready
Your voice riging in my head
Coming terrible night (Warning)

Break out!
You're wriggling like a nightmare in me
Cut out without hesitation (Warning)
Why are you pushing me away? I'm already in you
I'm in control of me

𝐅𝐔𝐊𝐊 𝐒𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐏.

Fuck 'em, fuck sleep, come clean, zonin'
Can't forget that I'm golden, can't forget where I'm going
Fuck popo, police, enemies, fake homies
Can't forget that I'm a OG, better act like you know it

𝐊𝐈𝐂𝐊 𝐈𝐓.

Fighting for all day
Don't think and walk along the path
That leads to your story
Before the dark yesterday swallows today

𝐀𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒.

Thought I almost died in my dream again
Fightin' for my life, I couldn't breathe again
I'm fallin' in too deep
Without you, don't wanna sleep
'Cause my heart belongs to you
I'll risk it all for you
I want you next to me

𝐈'𝐋𝐋 𝐁𝐄 𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃.

My past has tasted bitter
For years now
So I wield an iron fist
Grace is just weakness
Or so I've been told
I've been cold, I've been merciless
But the blood on my hands scares me to death
Maybe I'm waking up today

𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒.

What the hell were we?
Tell me we weren't just friends
This doesn't make much sense no
But I'm not hurt, I'm tense
'Cause I'll be fine without you, babe

𝐃𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐇.

Devilish, fucking with my guys, yuh
I make sacrifices, you make lies up

𝐈𝐃𝐅𝐂.

'Cause I have hella feelings for you
I act like I don't fucking care
Like they ain't even there
'Cause I have hella feelings for you
I act like I don't fucking care
'Cause I'm so fucking scared

𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐃𝐈𝐃 𝐔 𝐆𝐎.

Sharp teeth in the chest
Cancer all in the breast
Of the beaten and bruised
Feelin' like a pawn to the greed of these fools
But I never been a piece of the evil

I can't seem to get out my head
I wept and I'll count the tears I shed
She sat there and watched as I bled

𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍.

You'd rather speak more than listen
And that's based off our first impression
I'm gonna hide this affection
But I'm going in the right direction
Floating through different dimensions
The ladders and stairs haven't changed
Honey, I forgot to mention
I'm so entranced by you, it hurts

𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐏𝐄𝐃.

Let's not fight or fool around no
Love is not a losing game

Sometimes like
Cat and dog around the house
Our wants and need cant compromise
But i'm down to work it out
If you're down too lets get it done baby
I hope you give me time
I hope you hear me out
There's no need to shout
When you're this close to me

𝐃𝐈𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐘𝐎𝐔.

It's hard for me to communicate the thoughts that I hold
But tonight I'm gon' let you know
Let me tell the truth
Baby, let me tell the truth, yeah

You know what I'm thinkin'
See it in your eyes
You hate that you want me
Hate it when you cry
You're scared to be lonely
'Specially in the night
I'm scared that I'll miss you
Happens every time
I don't want this feelin'
I can't afford love
I try to find reason to pull us apart

𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍.

At times I wonder why I fool with you
But this is new to me, this is new to you
Initially, I didn't wanna fall for you
Gather my attention it was all for you, so don't
Take advantage, don't leave my heart damaged

𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐆, 𝐃𝐔𝐌𝐁 & 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐊𝐄.

We have so much in common
We argue all the time
You always say I'm wrong
I'm pretty sure I'm right
What's fun about commitment?
When we have our life to live
Yeah, we're just young dumb and broke
But we still got love to give

𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐘𝐎𝐔.

Because the moon looked lonely
Because it seemed to be crying radiant tears in the night sky
Even though I knew that morning would come eventually
I wanted to stay in your sky like a star...

' songs that just go with the vibe ;

FIGHT / BADASS

YNW - MURDER ON MY MIND.
ARIANA GRANDE - BAD IDEA
LIL UZI VERT - XO TOUR LIFE
MICHAEL JACKSON - BEAT IT.
THE WEEKND - HEARTLESS.
TRAVIS SCOTT - NC-17.
A$AP ROCKY - COCKY.
21 - 10 FREAKY GIRLS.
NICKI MINAJ - YIKES.
IAMDDB - SHADE

CHILL / SAD

FRANK OCEAN - PINK + WHITE.
JUICE WRLD - TELL ME U LUV ME.
BROCKHAMPTON - SUGAR (SLOWED).
BIGGIE SMALLS - SUICIDAL THOUGHTS.
NIKI - LA LA LA LOST YOU (ACOUSTIC).
THE WEEKND - CAN'T FEEL MY FACE.
BOW WOW - LET ME HOLD YOU.
KALI UCHIS - DEAD TO ME.
IAMDDB - LEANED OUT.
POST MALONE - STAY.
JUICE WRLD - SMILE.