Forty-Five: A Desire For You
~~ JANGMI'S POV ~~
No.
No.
This isn't happening. It can't be possible.
My toes curl inside of my shoes, a serious of shudders running down my spine at the sight beyond Jungkook's shoulder.
It's a man.
A man with slick raven hair, glowing skin, and a wicked blade gripped firmly in his right hand. His eyes are ablaze with pure hatred, pain, and heartache. I recognize those pained eyes; I know this person.
It's Muhyeok.
As he suddenly lunges forward, an immediate scream escapes my lips,
"JUNGKOOK!!!"
I slam my palms agaisnt his chest, knocking him backwards off the log within an instant. Muhyeok trips over the log, his face landing awfully close to the fire. Hoseok and Jimin quickly spring into action, pulling out their weapons within a flash.
Jungkook firmly wraps his arms around my waist as we begin rolling across the dirt befor slamming into a tree. I groan in pain, clenching my jaw.
My heart is pounding so thunderously, I'm afraid it might tear out of my chest. I can already feel small beads of sweat dripping down my face. Jungkook hurridley leans me up agaisnt the tree trunk, worry and confusion written all over his face. I wrap my hands around my buldging stomach, trying to ignore the surging pain.
He kneels down in front of me, gently grasping my neck and speaking in a firm manner, "Jangmi, I need you to listen to me."
I peer around in search of Heyra, but she's absolutely no where to be seen! Where did she go? How did she vanish so quickly?
I peel my eyes away from the brawl near the fire, praying Jimin and Hoseok won't be harmed. I look intently into Jungkook's eyes, nodding my head.
"I'm listening," I barely manage to say, my voice shaky and uneven.
He speaks in a rushed and urgent tone, "I need you to go. I need you to run. Jimin will go with you. Go straight to Yoongi's home. Do you understand?"
My heart plunges.
"What?" I respond, the walls of my throat tightening, "What do you mean? You aren't coming?"
"Jangmi, I need to stay here... I can't leave Hoseok to fight him alone. Muhyeok is too much of a threat. We've let him live for far too long. I need you to trust me. I'll be alright. You know I will. Wait for me," he utters in a slow and pained voice, guilt visible in his dark mysterious eyes.
My breath begins ramping up, my emotions spiralling out of control, "N-no---"
"Jangmi, please," he nearly cries, stroking my hair, "You have to go."
"I can't leave you here," I begin to shake, tears brimming in the corners of my eyes, "Jungkook I can't go without you."
A horrible twisting sensation begins to form in the pit of my stomach. I don't have a good feeling about any of this...
"I love you," he utters softly, gesturing for Jimin to quickly come over whilst Hoseok is still dodging Muhyeok's vicious attacks.
"I love you so much," he adds, carefully cupping my cheek and placing a rushed yet passionate kiss of my lips.
"Jungkook," I cry softly, shaking my head in disbelief, "You can't go-- he's too dangerous---"
I feel a set of arms carefully grab my shoulders, pulling me up to standing level. I turn around and find Jimin behind, his face somber yet reassuring. I try to escape his grasp, but he's far stronger than I.
I desperately grab onto Jungkook's arm as he begins pulling away, "Jungkook. Don't go. Don't go. Don't leave me!"
Thick salty tears begin streaming down my cheeks at an uncontrollable pace, drenching my clothing.
"I'm not leaving you. I'll be there soon. I love you."
"Jungkook!" I shout through tears as he rushes to Hoseok's side. A throbbing pain begins to fill my heart, eating up all of my emotions. Jimin forcefully guides me down a pathway, as I cry and shout for my lover.
Why am I so worried? Why do I feel like something is going to go terribly wrong?
~~ JIUN'S POV ~~
The palace was absolute chaos.
"Your majesty," one of the king's most trusted vassals says in a thunderous voice, "The Sanbong have refused to reconsider or back down. War is inevitable. It is only proper that we immediately strengthen border security so that the number of invaders can be limited."
The King immediately nods, "The Chief Secretary is indeed correct. I'll leave those preparations up to you, then."
I shake my head in disappointment, What a weak King. A man who can't make decisions for himself. A shallow thinker who has none of his own thoughts. A man so easily swayed by opinions. A man so EASILY manipulated-- by me. What kind of King is this?
Perhaps I'm lucky. I've been able to use his majesty for my own advantage several times; maybe this time, too.
When court was notified of the war, everyone immediately panicked. However, in my case, this could get me the three things I desperately want. Yoongi, Sanghee, and even the throne. I must gain the respect of the court before attempting anything too cheeky...
"Your Majesty," I declare, stepping out from my position and slightly bowing, "Please reconsider The Chief Secretary's words. Instead of strengthening security at the border, we should be properly training our men. Our army is small in number compared to the Sanbong. I suggest we orchestrate some immediate training."
This way, the invaders will very likely enter at higher number. A war is what I need. I must let it happen.
Soon, Sanghee, oh very soon, you'll see what kind of life you could have lived. You could've been a Queen. MY queen. I'll make you realize how terrible it feels to be rejected; instead of crying tears I'll make you cry blood.
And I'll do all of this while Yoongi is watching.
~~ YOONGI'S POV ~~
"Aren't they beautiful?" Sanghee nearly whispers, gazing up at the sky with glowing eyes. I have trouble taking my eye off of her, barely paying attention to the beauty above us. A foreign feeling has been churning in my stomach ever since this morning; I feel as though I'm ready to give her all of me. As though right now, in this very instant, I'd do absolutely anything for her. I want to show her that. I want to drown in her mysterious ocean and drink up all of her taste until we both are completely full with each other's love. I've never felt such passion in all of my life. I've never yearned for such desires in all of my life.
"They are," I utter slowly, unable to take my eyes away from her figure. Sanghee's milky skin glows brilliantly under the moonlight, her eyes ablaze like a magical flame.
My body is itching to be closer... My lips are wanting to be agaisnt her own... My heart is craving her.
"When I was younger, I used to pray to the stars in hope that one day I'd be released from the palace. I prayed this every night, desperately wanting to leave and life a different life. But the stars never listened. They never answered my prayers. My grandmother told me they would alwyas listen. I thought maybe I had done something wrong... Or that maybe I wasn't worthy enough. I refused to look at the night sky for ages. Now, however, in Changu, such beautiful sights are rare to come by. How could I not admire them?"
"What is your prayer for tonight?" I ask curiously, kicking my legs agaisnt the front of the house (Sanghee insisted we sit on the rooftop).
She turns her head away from the stars, her soft eyes locking with mine, "I pray that we can live a long healthy life together. I pray that no matter what we can always tell one another anything. I pray that no matter what circumstances may surpass, that we can fight through anything together, side by side forever."
My lips curve into a wide smile, exposing my pearly teeth, "Then I pray the same thing."
After several more peaceful minutes, we both descend from the rooftop, our shoes sinking into the muddy ground of Changu.
I stop before entering the house, the surging desire continuing to build up in my heart. I take a large step towards her, grabbing hold of her wrist before spinning her body around so that we are face to face.
She stares at me with a startled expression, eyes wide and filled with confusion. I can almost hear her heartbeat echoing in the air. We stare at one another for a long while, not sure what to say.
I can't help but allow my eyes to trail down her slender curves, my adrenaline beginning to race at the small amount of distance between us. A mix of lustful and adoring thoughts being to circulate in my mind, cussing me to feel a whole new set of brand-new emotions. I feel my breath suddenly hitch. I peer at her lips, the ugre to discover more of her wonderful taste stronger than ever.
"Yoongi?" she asks with curious eyes, "What--"
I gently grasp her neck, quickly pulling her up agaisnt my chest before locking our lips. My heart nearly explodes once we finally collide, the constant need in my heart vanishing once she responds accordingly, wrapping her soft arms around my neck.
She moves her head from side to side, kissing me ugh utmost passion and fever, not wasting even an inch of breath. My heart becomes ignited with exhilaration and excitement, something I've never felt before. I place my other hand on her jaw, breaking every single inch of distance between us.
She begins to weave her slender fingers through my hair, causing my legs to feel weak and soft. I take advantage of her parted teeth, slipping my tongue in between and earning a soft sound from her lips. I run my tongue across her bottom lip, her addictive and sweet taste satisfying my hunger.
If this is love, I want more of it. I never want to let her go. I wish to re win by her side for all of eternity, never ever separating. I want to hold onto her forever.
"You are mine now, Min Sanghee," I whisper inter her ear, breaking the kiss only momentarily.
"Let me show you what it means to be mine."
A/N
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