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chapter fourteen

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thatsjjk
yura

thatsjjk
i'm sorry that i was mad
at you

thatsjjk
i have no right to

me
it's fine

me
me drinking ain't
that serious tho

me
so why did you react
like that?

thatsjjk
i don't like it when
people drink

me
oh okay

me
are you okay?

thatsjjk
better when i started
texting you ;)

me

thatsjjk
i always shower you
with compliments

thatsjjk
i wanna have something
back

me
i didn't ask for your
so called compliments
though?

thatsjjk
c'mon

thatsjjk
we all know that you
can't say no to this

me

me

thatsjjk
lying is a sin

me
and so is being a whore but
you don't see me complaining

thatsjjk

thatsjjk
i'm TIRED of all this disrespect

me
and i'm tired of getting asked for
a hook-up every single time

thatsjjk
it'd be easier if you'd simply
say yes you know ;)

me
and i'd be easier if you'd
simply stop asking you know ;)

thatsjjk

thatsjjk
don't act like you don't
actually want to spend
a night with me

thatsjjk
the really funny thing is

thatsjjk
you could've just leave this
page and never text me again

thatsjjk
but you don't do that

thatsjjk
hMM I wOndeR whY

me

thatsjjk
say it

me
what do you want
me to say ?

thatsjjk
that you want to spend
a night with me

me
pff no

thatsjjk
your pride is in your
way of experiencing
the best thing on earth

me
the best thing on earth
is eating and sleeping and
i already have way too much
of that thanks

thatsjjk
then leave this site if
you're not actually
interested in me

[ 5 MINUTES LATER ]

thatsjjk
hm still can't admit it huh

thatsjjk
i'll leave you with your
thoughts to finally admit
your attraction towards me

thatsjjk
until then

thatsjjk
i won't text you

thatsjjk
you have to text me first

me
what no

thatsjjk
why no yura?

thatsjjk
admit it

thatsjjk
you just have to say yes

[ 2 MINUTES LATER ]

thatsjjk
thought so

thatsjjk
i'll stop texting you until
you message me first

thatsjjk
if you even think of doing
that

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The faint lingering lilac sky is fading into the shadow. As if it's a routine, the shimmering sparkles of star brilliantly silhouette into the darkness.

A trembling gush of wind inaudibly drifts across the skyline. As the tedious day sluggishly comes to an end, there comes the time to unwind the tenseness and rigidness of our fragile bones.

The blinding city lights gradually subsides ever so subtly, filling the shadow-emitted sky with a pleasant silence.

Yura is sitting on a comfortable chair on her balcony as she gazes up at the stars, sighing softly to herself.

Her mind is elsewhere; still debating if she should answer or not. It's something so small yet so big for her. She's scared but doesn't know why.

One part of her mind tells her that it's simply a hook-up; a person she won't see again if she decides to do so.

Another half tells her that it's a stupid and not wisely decided decision, that she should be more careful, considering that her actions with her older boyfriends in the past have not been the most rational ones.

The most introspective of souls are often those that have been hurt the most.

She would describe her heartache as like a the music of a great orchestra. At times it's quiet and allowed her to function, at other times the violins would play and she would be sad, then at other times it would rise to a crescendo and the anger would burst from her chest in a vicious shout of anguish.

Right now there is a flute playing and she's able to remember him with fondness, that is rare though, and she enjoyed the moment.

"You okay?"

Startling slightly, she clutches her chest as the new voice enters her mind and the reality as well.

With a sigh she shakes her head. "I don't think so."

Jimin sits down next to her in concern, a frown playing on his forehead. "Why? What's wrong?"

"I don't know what to do," she mumbles, pulling her legs to her upper body, hugging herself tightly.

He stays quiet, motioning for her to continue. "What do you think is better; following your mind or your heart?" she asks him after a small silence.

"Your instinct."

His answer catches her slightly off guard, eyes stretching wide. She looks at him idiotically, bobbing her head to the side.

He continues, "And so touch this limit, something happens and you suddenly can go a little further. With your mind power, your determination, your instinct, and the experience as well, you can fly very high. Maybe even with someone you won't expect to."

She's taken aback, simply blinking her eyes while gazing at him in admiration. "You're right," she admits after a few moments.

"I'm always right," Jimin sassily states before making his way back inside, leaving Yura alone.

"He's right," she mumbles to herself, determinedly nodding her head.

Pulling her phone out, she contacts the person who has been on her mind for a short yet long time.

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me
you're right

me
i admit it

me
i'd love to spend a night
with you

me
i'd fucking love to.