020 : should've told her

❝ DON'T MAKE A DECISION WHEN
IT'S TOO LATE ❞

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INCOMING CALL FROM
zendIya👅

"Hey Z, what's up?" Tom says, phone balancing between his cheek and shoulder as he held his laptop and a glass of water up the stairs to his bedroom.

"Tom, are you going to bed now?" Zendaya asked, her voice cracking a little from the phone signal across the Atlantic.

Tom checks the time on his alarm on his bedside table, seeing it was gone midnight, but he wasn't at all fatigued.

"Nope, why?"

"We need to talk about Scarlett."

Tom sighs, his legs outstretched on the bed, rubbing the bridge of his nose with his thumb and forefinger.
"Zendaya, I really don't want to talk about it anymore-"

"I don't care! Tell her how you feel." Her voice was a little raised, and Tom raises his eyebrows, deciding it was best for his ears if he placed his phone on the bed and on speaker.

"She's dating Theo I swear-"

"Only because she thinks you don't love her! She's still trying to convince herself that going on little dates with him because she's trying to tell herself that's what she wants!"

Tom groans, his head thrown back on the bed as it banged harshly against the bed post in frustration.

"I'd rather be her best friend than anything else, it's all I've ever known with Scar." He shrugs, doing the thing that Zendaya is telling him what Scarlett was doing.

"C'mon, Tom, you're more determined than this. Don't make a decision when it's too late."

The line went dead sharply after, and Tom sighs, frowning when he looks upon his home screen, the photo of when Scarlett surprised him on his birthday three months ago.

𝔦𝔫𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔤𝔯𝔞𝔪

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SCARLETTCABELLO: dress fittings soon!! imy more 💞
ϟTOMHOLLAND2013: damn scar what u trynna do give me a heart attack
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USERNAME: i screenshotted it no hiding holland

USERNAME2: eVERYONE THOUGHT IT WAS ONE SIDED ITS NOT THEY ARE SO IN LOVE

USERNAME3: theo james exists?? apparently they're offic now
ϟUSERNAME4:  he might exist but so does lost into you and goodnight n go

𝔦𝔪𝔢𝔰𝔰𝔞𝔤𝔢

tommy 🕸
hey oliver, do you
mind if i vent
to you a minute about
scar but just don't
say a word to her

oliver🎤🎤
sure bro! fire away
i'm all eyes (dw i
won't tell scarlie)

tommy 🕸
i love her man,
like i'm not even
joking i've been playing
with the idea of me
and her for YEARS and
she released those songs
and i just know they're
about me but she won't
tell me they are

tommy 🕸
then i have zendaya
on the phone to me this
morning and shes saying
shes only with theo
because she wants to
get over me

tommy 🕸
but now theres rumours
flying around the
internet saying that
they're bf and gf?
and it explains why she
was so happy on the gc
last week

tommy 🕸
i don't know what to
do i want to marry her
so bad by the time we're
into next year but
she only does relationships
if she knows its going to
last more than 6 months
and the pact runs out in
9 months now its so close

oliver🎤🎤
wow tom, you're
really whipped for our
best friend

oliver🎤🎤
why didn't you tell
her how you felt at
the vma's? she was
practically asking you
to just give her a hint
you love her

tommy 🕸
honestly idk i was
thinking that she
would tell me the truth
she's never lied
to me before

oliver🎤🎤
oh dear, tom she's
been lying to you
for 15 years

tommy 🕸
what??

oliver🎤🎤
she's been lying
about how comfortable
she feels just being
your best friend

oliver🎤🎤
she made that pact
because she wants you
to be happy and she wants
you to be happy with her
and no one else

oliver🎤🎤
when you agreed, you
agreed because you saw
a future with her

tommy 🕸
we are really going
in deep here i'm too
tired to take it all
in

oliver🎤🎤
sleep, and don't
think about her

tommy 🕸
thats impossible,
she's always on my
fucking mind

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ok i've deliberated this
a lOT, but i decided every
time i give y'all an update
( which still remains to be
every 3 days ) u'll get 2 updates
until my exams start on may 10th.

then, imma give u 1 update
every 2 days, which i think is
fair !!

otherwise this book will never
finish for the love of god n i
have plans for this book

also : 6.6k? you're mad