Chapter 30: let's go, stop waiting

(Twelve months later):

Your voice rattled, everything was so dark and cool. Your face was pale almost turning a light shade of blue, your eyes became big as you seen him stalk towards you with a knife in hand. "p-please d-d-don't do this! I'll stay with you I promise!" You screamed out as your back hit the house furnace. "You wanna leave? Then I'm letting you leave.." he came closer, his breath hit you like cold air. Everything was so dark you couldn't see him anymore, hell you didn't want to anyway.

"Please...don't do this...I'm sorry.." tears upon tears dripped down your face as you begged. "I have to do this, if I can't have you...then most certainly no one can...." his voice faded leaving a soft, scary echo that boomed through walls. He came close enough to the point where the sharp knife was on your neck. You stood stiff and cried out in fear, "you thought that I liked you? Come on I've always wanted to kill you."

The knife was now pressed harder onto your neck, you tried to back up into the wall if that was even more possible. "Please, I'm b-begging you!" You slowly reached out and grabbed his arm trying to pull it away from your neck. "Aww begging! Even though it's not gonna work I wanna hear you beg for your life then so I can spontaneously end it!" He giggled softly and removed the knife.

He walked away slowly and switched on the living room lights. He gradually fell onto the large couch letting the knife slip out his hand and fall onto the floor, the knife made a clatter which made you jump. "Pick the knife up for me and put it back where it belongs" his voice was scratchy because of all the yelling he had did before hand.

Hastily you walked across the room and rushed to get the knife, you avoided eye contact but you could tell that he was staring at you. You almost ran to the kitchen and put the where it was suppose to be placed. "Y:n, you know I never meant to hurt you right?" You froze slightly as you heard his raspy voice from afar in the kitchen. "Yes, I-I know y-you can't c-control it"

Your voice was scratchy and tears still streamed down your face, oh how god you wished that you had stayed with jin. "Look I know I can't..control myself sometimes but I'm working on it...I promise" you turned around to face him. The man you loved the most, hell the one you escaped for just tried to kill you, and yet your heart beats a mile a minute each time you lay eyes on him.

Chaoze the man of your dreams, you had never thought you would've seen him again. But you did, jungkook had led you to escape a long time ago, and brought you a plane ticket to Thailand. This was all before blue and the others had even attempted to execute their plan which was surprisingly shocking.

"Y:n I'm going to...try to contain myself just try and work with me okay?" You looked down and nodded. This wasn't the first time he had acted out, there had been many occasions but you couldn't leave you didn't have nowhere to go and you couldn't even speak Thai. The poison jungkook gave him had extremely dangerous side effects which literally caused Chaoze to have...issues.

You still don't know what's wrong with Chaoze, he won't tell you. "Well you should go get some sleep I'll be at work so don't expect me to be home all day okay?" You smiled and nodded softly as you walked past him. "Goodnight Chaoze" you whispered as you walked out of the kitchen. You slowly walked up the tall railing of stairs with soft tears flooding down your face.

Everything was good before you bought that stupid game, you were fine. You didn't know why this had to happen to you or Chaoze, "y:n shh it's me..." you jumped and turned around. You were at the top of the steps now and looked down, nothing was there but the soft whisper was real. "Blue! Oh my gosh it's you" you had turned around and faced blue, but he looked different and I mean way different.

He wasn't animated but he was human, he still looked the same. He had soft brown hair and beautiful eyes, of course that wasn't anything similar to what he used to look like but nevertheless he was so beautiful. "Yeah it's me,
I know I look different it's a very long story I'll explain later" you nodded and nudged him into your room before Chaoze could come upstairs.

"Okay so I have to hurry because we don't have much time left" he almost shoved you into your room and paced around the room. "Look I'm getting you outta here okay? But this has to be fast the spell only works for so long" you shook your head confused. You hadn't seen blue or anybody in months now out of nowhere they come for you?

"Blue I'm n-not understanding why are you here?" Blue sat down and bit on his nails, "your in danger more than you had ever been. The guys had agreed to let you go a long time ago right?" You nodded confused by all these questions. "The poison jungkook gave Chaoze had dangerous side effects which you've probably seen by now, and has he still been having these outbursts?"

You nodded, "y-yeah he had o-one today. Blue he a-almost killed m-me.." you teared up again but blinked the tears away and shook your head. "We have to go, now!" Blue abruptly stood up and grabbed you. "I'm sorry but we'll have to decline on that offer" Chaoze suddenly appeared at the door. His eyes were different he had a knife in had and smiled softly, "Chaoze p-please put the knife d-down"

You whimpered out silently as you huddled close to blue. "Y/n get away from that.... abomination" Chaoze whispered as he stepped closer. Blue slowly reaches down and whispered in your ear, "jump out the window and run to the black car and get away while distract him" blue placed a set of keys and a phone in your hand and stepped in front of you.

"I can't let you have her Chaoze" blue stated as he walked towards him. By now you had blocked them out and tried to figure out your options, one being leaving blue to save yourself from your killer best friend. The other option was to attempt to help blue escape and possibly be killed, your thoughts were caught off by a sudden scream. "oh my god!" You screeched as you looked at blues lifeless body, blood was trickling down from his stab wound leaving a huge puddle of blood.

"Y:n come here let's sleep in my room yeah?" Chaoze held out his bloody hand and smiled softly. Tears appeared in your eyes blurring your visions but you wiped them away, "no Chaoze I need to go you killed my friend!" You yelled as you backed up towards a brown desk that a small hammer on it. "I can't let you leave me...ever.." he stalked closer closing the space between you two. Your breath hitches as the cool bloody knife makes contact with your neck, "j-just let me leave!"

You cried out loudly, hoping he would get the message. "I can't have you then no one can..." the knife pressed harder against your neck and you blinked away tears. "I'm sorry Chaoze..." you grabbed the hammer behind you and slammed it hard onto Chaoze's head making him fall. Blood dripped down from his head onto his face, ultimately saddened you dropped to your knees crying looking at the two dead men in front of you.

The two most important men in your life, the ones you stayed alive for and escaped for. Now they were gone and you had no way to cope, "I love you both very much.." you silently wiped your tears and grabbed your things. You held back from puking because of all the blood that filled the room. After your important items were packed, you grabbed your bag and took one last look at the two boys.

Slowly you walked downstairs and grabbed Chaoze's discarded car keys and marched outside. You walked to his car and stopped and took one last look at the house then got in, you didn't know where you were going and what was going to happen next but you knew that you were gonna live, you were gonna live for the people you love most.

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That's the end guys, I'm completely sorry that I've been gone for months but it took me awhile to figure out how this story would end I'm sooo sorry... I love you guys and I'm so grateful that you took the time and read all the way through💜

I'll miss you all💜

(One last pic of me! I know I'm ugly but it's the end sooo alll positivity!)