Chapter name: how do I feel?

It's been two weeks since that phone call you gotten, you later found out that Haeun died. You were scared, you wanted comfort but your parents weren't their because the flight took a days worth of time. You had no one to comfort you besides the boys, and they were coming over more frequently now to help you.

You stood in the kitchen mixing cookie ingredients in a medium sized bowl. You were making cookies for the boys as a thank you gift for helping you. They had been so kind three days ago and you wanted to show that you were grateful and besides Hoseok invited over to their house.

You placed the cookies in the oven and started your timer. "It'll take 10 minutes so that's enough time for me to get dressed!" To be honest you were nervous, I mean who wouldn't be? You were going to be surrounded by seven hot guys for two hours. So you had to dress your best, although you didn't want to look to fancy.

After five minutes you finally picked your outfit and got dressed, today you were deciding no makeup and most definitely not a short sleeved shirt. You hated how it showed your arms and the extra fat you had on them, god it would so much easier to just cut it off. You mentally slapped yourself and tried focusing on getting the cookies out of the oven.

You made your way downstairs, happily smiling once you smelled the sweet aroma of cookies. Slowly you made your way to the kitchen, and grabbed hand mittens whilst opening the oven. You grabbed the fresh plate of cookies and sat them on the counter, in total there were 24 cookies and everyone could at least have three a piece.

You smiled proudly happy that you didn't burn them since it was your first time making homemade cookies. Although your smile flattened when you remembered how bad Chaoze wanted to try homemade cookies. Luckily you were stopped by the sad thoughts when the doorbell rang.

You were confused since literally no one visits you and mail day wasn't today. You made your way to the and looked through the peek hole, it was seokjin? you hastily opened the door with a radiating smile, "oh hello seokjin-ah I didn't know you were coming I thought I was coming over?"

He gave you a light smile, "Well the guys told me to pick you up since our house is a little far" needless to say you were looking forward to the long walk, you liked nature and it was the best time since spring started. "Oh thank you! Well I have to get something really quick you can wait inside if you want" you sweetly implied as you opened the door more. Jin stepped inside but was strangely nervous being so close to you.

Jin closed the door behind him seeing as though you ran off to get the cookies. Jin didn't know why he wasn't his usual self, if it was any other day he would be seducing you and telling lame yet charming dad jokes. But he just couldn't urge himself to do it, all Jin was thinking was being around you and caring about you.

This feeling that he was experiencing made him sick. Usually with any other player his feelings were obsession and insanity but now his thoughts were filled with heart felt letters he could read you. Jin felt like he his heart was about to explode, was this love? Jin had never felt love before, only obsession, anger, sadness and insanity.

There was nothing he could do to remove the feeling even though he tried to. Ever since he and the guys can over to your house three days ago he couldn't shake this feeling off. "Okay I'm back, sorry I took so long the cookies were hard to put into the container" Jin smiled at her and thanked y/n for the cookies.

"Alright well let's go, also I hope you don't mind but I arrived here in a limo" Jin shyly answered as he held the door open for y/n. You silently walked out with your mouth agape, the limousine was huge. You never realized how fortunate the seven brothers were until now, since they all wore a uniform and such.

Also since they visited you they weren't wearing 'rich material' clothing. "Oh no it's fine but the limo is very big though" y/n gave a light chuckle as she stepped outside her home. The bright sun instantly hit her face as the neighborhood trees were now decorated with beautiful leaves.

You and Jin got into the big limo, it was the first time you had rode in something so fancy like a limo. It was only that one time when you were nine that you rode a limousine for your friends birthday party. "I see you like the limo" Jin said, y/n look at jin and smiled. "Yeah I've never been in a limousine more than once so it's still pretty cool"

The ride was not long, it was about ten minutes and y/n knew that if she would've walked then for sure she'd have a heat stroke. Although Jin kept her well entertained during the ride, telling her funny stories about his brother's. "Sir you're at your abode" a deep voice admitted from the front.

Jin and y/n hastily exited the vehicle and now were walking to the guys house. Needless to say it was huge, there was big clear widows, a nice pool with clear water and vibrant roses decorating the house. There house was absolutely beautiful, it was almost ten times larger than your town house.

"Y/n were here come on inside, the boys will be happy to see you" Jin held the door open for you before entering himself. The house was absolutely beautiful, it was decorated with light brown furniture and hard white floors. "Do you like the house?"

You nodded and smiled at jin, the house was absolutely amazing maybe even your dream home. You really had no idea that the guys were that rich, although soon you would leave you decided it would be nice to enjoy the scenery. But little did you know that you'll never leave.
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Hey my babies!! I'm posting early because the next chapter will be
Long so I need to prepare! 💜

Bye I love you (say it back😢)

(A picture of your ugly ass author since some of you haven't seen my face in awhile)