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"Goodaz a swear if yuh bloodclaat guh out deh mi box off yuh rass face."

"Yuh tink mi fraid a yuh Chrome!"

"If a mi like yuh, yuh tek off dah frack deh a guh chill yuh ere mi."

"Who yuh Chrome?! Who pussyclaat yuh?!"

Eyes just as hard as the expression on the acne-marred, bleach-out face that was partially obscure by long thick plaits with bleach ends that fell over a broad forehead became a mask of rage as my irate frame pushed past his angry stance at the doorway.

"Dutty bitch!" he said gripping my arm, "yuh tek man fi pussy nuh tru."

I found myself being shoved violently into the room.

"Yow ediat bwoy!" I gasped as my slippers slide on the uncarpeted floor and cause me to lose my balance.

I made to reach for something to regain my balance but with nothing to aid me, I went tumbling to the floor.

"Yuh tink mi a some a d likkle germs dem weh a grine yuh?!"

He came to stand over me his eyes blaring danger through their bloodshot marijuana gape. He was physically shaking from his anger as he pointed at me the weed between his fingers igniting with every thrust that accompany his angry words.

"Yuh come a hype up yuh likkle freh freh self because yuh a suck OD cocky and a fuck him but yuh need fi humble yuh bloodclaat yuh ere mi!" he bellowed. "Yuh can kip-up any rass yuh want wen yuh neva did a breed fi mi but now yuh pussyclaat betta tun fucking Mother Teressa!"

There was complete silence in the room as all the fire died out of me. My body which was trembling on the floor became a statue of disbelief as my mind raced with a million questions.

Earlier today as I had taken excessive care to get ready for Simone's funeral I had been extremely optimistic. Odean had returned and from the bits of information, I had gathered from my nail tech he and Patrice had by no means rekindled their childhood romance.

My cousins and sister who had attended Miss Murl's funeral had also confirmed much to my delight from my questioning that Patrice had by no means been around.

My lover man was free for the taking. It had filled me with such pleasure to know the little bitch had taken my warning.

Good to know she a nuh pretty dunce.

It was only a pity I has been sick for the past week every morning and only came to feel better in the late evening, and as soon as I start to feel like myself all the want to do was sleep.

Can you imagine my joy when I woke this morning with no morning sickness and feeling like Goodaz again? It had been my sign that I was going to get to OD before he left for the States. The door was not closed and nothing was in my way.

I had ensured I took back my body wave lace wig from Marsha, took out my button front bodycon white ankle length dress I ordered from Shein and my SCHUTZ leather push-toe stiletto slipper.

It was about to go down. Yes, it was time to say bye-bye to Simone but hello to my heart's desire coming to reality.

As I sat on the floor my oversized trendy square sunglasses askew, my heart pounding my excitement from earlier was no longer. It had diminished when Chrome had arrived but now it was wiped clean from his revelation.

A previous conversation flooded my mind as I sat there thinking.

Who d hell tell him seh mi a breed? The only person mi openly tell mi suspicion was Marsha...puppa jeezaz d leggo mout gal guh chat!

Mi shudda did now fi nuh confirm nothing when she come fi borrow d wig n mi nuh len ar back n she come fine mi sickout n a vomit down d place.

"Gyal yuh sure yuh naah breed?" she had asked.

"Mi figure a goodly dat yes."

See dat one rass statement deh a it fuck mi ova. Shudda did know the ole crowbait gyal wudda try wid r fuckry because she nuh get a piece a OD like wi did duh wid Ray British when him come fra Brooklyn fi him cousin dance.

Fra mi tell ar bou OD big cocky d gal wah tun swipper!

Why everyone cyaah see seh OD different fra d rest? Mi finally find d man a mi dreams. Mi ready fi cook, wash , clean an b d perfect housewife.

"Yuh a dutty wicked bwoy mi sorry mi mek mi cuzin dem lef mi, mi shudda did galang but see wah mi get fi tan back n chat to yuh."

"Tink mi a guh mek yuh tek mi fi poppy show? Yuh nuh try dat rass wid mi!"

"Chrome galang bou yuh biznizz mi nuh know wharah carry news to yuh but mi need fi guh a Simone funeral."

He watch as I got up from the floor brush off my dress righted my glasses and put back on my slippers that had fallen off my foot.

"Yuh sure well waah guh a funeral eee," he said with a humorless chuckle. "Yuh need fi know a sinting a come a nuh guh it a guh a come it a come yuh ere," he ended pointing at my belly.

"Moof!"

Once again he remained in my way unmoveable and we glared at each other.

"Yuh a d only fool weh cyaah duh maths, yuh tink OD a guh believe a fi im yute yuh a carry?"

"Y yuh feel seh mi a breed hhhmmm, a pickney yuh a look."

His eyes traveled over me before it came to rest on my stomach still very much flat, I try not to fidget under his gaze and sighed inwardly when he moved his hard glare to my face.

"Dem seh wah nuh bring bwoy bring girl suh mi wi know but until den yuh can know yuh naah come out a mi sight."

"Dutty scamma bwoy guh chap yuh line a lowe mi, mi nuh waah no pussy watchman."

Eyes clash as we stood there but Chrome broke the stare by gripping my hand a pushing me to the door.

"Too fucking bad because mi deh pan yuh like white paah rice."

Kmt

"Gwaan inna d car."

With a heavy heart, I did as I was told. It never would have dawned on me that Chrome blings, hype livity, and customed designed BMW Concept 4 along with his other whip rides would become so detestable to me. These were the things that usually sent my blood pumping and drove me wild.

It was true people do change, I was a living testimony of that. I wanted to be a one-man woman and that one man was Odean Davis. He was the hot dark chocolate that set me off on his aphrodisiac sexual appeal and I would be damn if Chrome messed up all that I wanted to accomplish.

I glared at him as he got in the car and started it the engine suddenly purring to life. I felt my dislike for him escalate and more so as he turned to smile at him like the fucking Cheshire cat. My blood burned with the agitation that came with him standing in my way of getting with Odean.

Before he drove away I watch as he adjusted his Glock 19 in the waist of his tight-fitting spangy jeans. He was stupid to even try and intimidate me. I was not scared of this piece of shit, my only fear was losing OD.

I sighed and look away.

I need to get a hold of myself, I can't lose out on my one true need.

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