— 𝐈 𝐀𝐌 𝐇𝐎𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐌𝐘 parents do not end up reading this specifically. However, hi, hello! This is the main plan i would like to focus more on as it does mean a lot to me to not have my ass absolutely whooped.

Parents are so troubled by their children being online and talking to those who don't show their face—and frankly though who do show their faces; it's quite irritating. My parents are like this while also being mixed, the two know i have certain socials but aren't very aware of what i do and say on them; regardless of being seventeen the pair still treats me as though i am some completely ignorant child with little to no online safety.

And with the recent events happening with Yuki (the guy; for those that remember he was the obsessive dude that caused a lot to happen), with the issues of my mother, with the recent possible loss of both Taylor (jAiLeYiSlOvE), and Muchiko (imyourhallucination) in one day, along with other general stuff i suppose... i figured that keeping my emotions in check around either of them will work.

For instance, my father came into my room ordering me to clean up—which is rude in itself as he knows i'm having serious period pain right now. But regardless i could hardly keep my emotions from Muchiko's situation down and had to hide my face the entire time.

I fear that it will only be a matter of time before eventually they find out i'm sad, my mother tries to comfort me and persists that i tell her what was wrong and i slip up everything. And knowing her the moment i do she will instantly order me to show her my phone.. so, i'll be deleting discord from my phone—i will still be able to talk to people; i'll just be using my laptop and the website to do so! Pinterest, Tiktok, Instagram and Youtube are all going to be fine so my main focus is here on Wattpad.

I have a lot here, venting, suicide attempts, almost everything personal is said here because i trust those that i follow and that follow me.. of course, if my parents see that who knows what could happen. So, with that being said here is my plan!!

— 𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗠𝗨𝗡𝗜𝗖𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡,, i won't lie here i did literally have ChatGBT give me a few ways to word things correctly if i'm questioned about crying so much or if i end up blabbering things out. And they seem like they might work a little.

— 𝗔𝗟𝗧 𝗔𝗖𝗖𝗢𝗨𝗡𝗧,, while i do already have an alt account it has never truly been used. So, i will be quickly just having a good set of random books copy and pasted over on the "new" account; nobody is required to read them, but if you could simply vote on every chapter that is posted on the books that would be wonderful; as my parents do know i get a decent amount of readers and such.

With that being said, since i haven't used the account for a while it might look odd to them—if they bother to look into it; but i honestly can't leave any stone un-turned knowing my parents. So, just flood the message board with literally anything you can. Random things, Mourn over whatever you need, etc. etc. I know my parents would scroll for a while but eventually they should get tired and move on.

Follow the account if you haven't already—don't worry, you will obviously get a follow back as the account was originally created FOR following everyone back. I am currently changing up the account a little, so when i'm done i will comment towards the end what the account is!!

— 𝗕𝗔𝗖𝗞𝗨𝗣 𝗣𝗟𝗔𝗡,, knowing my parents the moment they see something they don't like they will take away my phone and laptop for a while. Which means i need a backup plan for when that happens, i do have an extra phone that i will be trying to keep hidden and out of sight so neither of them notice.

If i end up vanishing please just assume that it is this reason, i'm not sure how long they would keep my devices sadly but i have made promises to people very special and close to my heart. So i will not do anything stupid on the time i may be gone.

I will try my best to at least keep some form of contact with Aven (SweetestFate_) so he can possibly update you all, but i can't make too much promises on that i'm afraid. 

So far that is all i can come up with right now, but if you have any form of advice that would be amazing!!