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AURELIA

2 years later.

i took a shaky breath, trying my hardest to control my breathing right now. i was on the verge of tears but i dabbed my eyes before any tears could fall, because i'm not running my makeup.

i didn't know what to do with myself nor i didn't know who to call. i paced all around neymars house, just thinking about what i had found out ten minutes ago.

i was slightly glad that nobody was home, so that i could think to myself. however, i hadn't had one straight thought since, my mind was a mess. was this a good thing, or was it a bad thing?

i didn't know what to think, and i was slowly driving myself insane, pacing around this house.

my first thought, was to call my mum but she didn't answer which was slightly a good thing. i didn't know if i was ready to tell her just yet.

god knows what she would think.

i made my way back to neymars bedroom and closed the door, sitting on the bed. i crossed my legs and picked up my phone.

i needed to call someone before i loose the plot. calling neymar wasn't really appealing right now,  i know i have to call him eventually, but i just wanted some advice right now.

i went into my contacts and clicked on a contact that i knew would help me. i put it up to my ear as it rang.

"aurelia! my favourite person!" leo beamed happily, after only a couple of rings.

i smiled immediately, despite my nerves. "hey leo."

"do you want to speak to neymar, is he not answering his phone?" he asked and he shouted neymars name.

i began to panic, and my heart did a weird flip. "no, no. leo, i want to talk to you."

"oh." i could hear the clear confusion in his voice as he spoke. "is something wrong?"

"um." i cleared my throat and my voice cracked just the slightest. i swallowed. "neymars not around you, is he?" 

he was quiet for a few seconds, which made my heart beat pick up faster. he ignored that question, "aurelia, what's wrong?"

it was my turn to go quiet now, unsure of how i was supposed to say this. i picked at the duvet in attempts to distract myself and i felt stupid. stupid because i couldn't get the next few words i wanted to say, out my mouth.

leo spoke again, wary of my sudden quietness. "are you sure you don't want me to get neymar—?"

"i'm pregnant."

as soon as i said those words, it suddenly all felt real to me. that's the first time i've said those words out loud. i pulled my phone away from my ear a little bit as i was waiting for leo's response, which he was oddly quiet.

i didn't mean for it to come out like that.

i wiped under my eyes, sniffing a little bit and i bit my lip.

i heard leo take in a big breath, and then he suddenly screamed. i blinked in shock, lips parting a little bit.

well, i wasn't expecting that.

"aurelia, your not pranking me. are you?" he asked, slightly out of breath from his scream.

i gulped, bringing my phone back up to my ear. "no, i'm not." 

leo was silent once again and then I swear he started crying, because when he spoke, his voice was shaky and high pitched. "'¡Oh Dios mío!"
[oh my god]

was that a good 'oh my god' or a bad one?

"aurelia, that is amazing!" he said, sniffling at the end of his sentence.

i lead back onto my bed, my hair fanning the pillow beneath me. a little bit of weight was lifted off my shoulders as i had finally shared the news with someone. however, i felt slightly guilty. guilty that neymar hadn't been the first to know.

however, i couldn't bring myself to tell him first. i needed someone else's opinion. i had hovered my finger over his contact name too many times, each time chickening out.

i wasn't too nervous about telling him, it's his reaction that i was nervous about. how was i supposed to tell him that he's gonna be a dad?

"have you told the baby daddy?" he spoke again which made me sigh, however laugh a little at the way he worded it.

"you mean neymar?" i snorted.

"yes, your baby daddy." he said with a weird accent which made me smile at his attempts to make me feel uplifted.

"i haven't, not yet." i spoke honestly and it made me frown.

"how do you feel about this whole situation?" he asked me suddenly serious.

i knew leo was the right option to go to.

i bit the inside of my cheek, thinking for a moment. overwhelmed, that's how i felt. how was i supposed to be a mum? i've never had any experience with kids, so how was i supposed to look after one of my own?

but on the other hand, i would be doing it with neymar.. that's if he takes the news just as good as leo did..

"i mean, i'm happy in a way." i started to explain and i pulled my phone away from my ear when i heard a buzzing sound. it was leo face timing me instead of being on the call.

i accepted it and his face came up very close to the camera, looking around very carefully. "i'm just being wary of who's around and who can hear our conversation." he whispered to me.

"where are you?" i ask.

"at training, you know that." he replied in a 'duh' tone.

"yeah, but like where?"

this was probably one of the most normal phone calls me and leo had had. apart from the fact that i just told him i was pregnant.

"at training—?" he said confused, and then realised. "oh, the changing rooms."

"and where is neymar?" i asked, my eyebrows shooting up. 

he looked around once again.  "not here, don't worry— oh hello neymar!" leo's voice went very high at the end of his sentence as neymar had walked into the changing rooms. leo gave me a look of panic.

what a perfect timing! not.

my eyes widened and i swallowed. shit. i didn't know what to do, i didn't want to tell him like this! i at least wanted to wait until he got home.

"what are you doing here?!" leo asked, tilting his camera away from his face so i couldn't see him anymore, his voice still very high pitched.

i just stayed silent, hoping that leo could handle this.

i could practically imagine the confused look on neymars face right now. "uhm, changing my boots?" neymar replied.

"oh that's brilliant!" leo said, way to happily.

"why you being so weird?" i heard neymar ask. please leo, don't fuck up.

honestly, i would love to see the look on neymars face right now. but i guess he was used to leo's weird behaviour anyway..

"weird? me?" leo asked with a small scoff. "not being weird at all."

"right.." neymar said slowly and leo brought his phone back up so i could see his face.

he didn't know what to say and he saw my look of fear on my face as neymar was literally sitting right next to him! i moved my face out the camera incase he looked over.

"um.." leo trailed off, and then his eyes sprung open like a lightbulb went off in his head. "i'll speak to you when i get home, anto."

get your acting skills in, leo.

i put my thumbs up, as an indication that i was going along with being anto. however i still didn't show my face, nor say anything.

"uhm love you bye!" he rushed out, his face making a weird face as he said it and me cringe on the inside. "and uh— congratulations!"

he quickly ended the call and i was met with my home screen. i exhaled loudly, and placed my phone down on the bed.

i stared at the ceiling, blinking away the tears that were threatening to spill. i was happy, of course i was. i was carrying neymars baby, the boy that i had fallen in love with when we were just teenagers, but a part of me felt lost. i didn't know what to do.

what was everyone going to think? this wasn't something that everyone would take lightly. his fans, the press, his family, my family. it was too much to think about.

we've spoke about kids once in our whole relationship. that was two years ago, and neither of us had brought it up since. why did a part of me think that neymar wasn't ready? fuck, i didn't know if i was ready.

but if neymar was willing to try, then so was i.

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@/leomessi: 👶
➪@/aurelia.maro: you mf.
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@/antonelaroccuzzo: brillar. <3 [glowing]
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@/k.mbappe: i saw leo's comment btw. congratulations!
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@/user6: did anyone else see leo's
comment before it was deleted?!
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he's just on crack, that's all. he doesn't know
what he's on about :)
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i am never trusting leo with anything ever again. not after his comment he left on my post. i was lucky enough to see it when i did and delete it.

i was going to kill him.

i'm hoping that neymar hadn't seen it yet.

neymar had called me around fifteen minutes ago, telling me that he was leaving training and ever since then i had been pacing round his house, practically pulling my hair out. i hadn't sat still since he called.

i wasn't sure on how i was going to tell him that i was pregnant. i couldn't exactly tell him the way i did with leo. he was either going to be happy, or angry about it.

however, when he did call, he had been in a weirdly happy mood. but that's a good thing right, tell him when he's in a good mood?

my pacing came to a halt as i stood in the living room, when the front door opened. i stood still, unsure of what to do. i quickly pulled out my phone when i got a message.

midgetman
you will be fine, don't stress.
i was over the moon when
anto told me she was pregnant,
and i'm sure neymar will be too.
just be straight up with him, tell him
straight away. also ps, sorry for the
comment on your instagram.
TOTALLY FORGOT! 😝😗🥳👶

since when did leo use emojis... i chucked my phone on the sofa, with a tiny smile and shook my head. leo was a strange one.

"rae?" i heard neymar call out as he walked through the hallway to find me. his tone of voice still sounded happy which was good.

i bet i looked like a right idiot just stood here right now. he walked into the living room, bag on his shoulder and his face immediately lit up when he saw me. he put the bag on the arm of the sofa and made his way over to me.

i don't know why, but i was as still as a statue, however i managed to put a smile on my face. he looked so good right now, despite just coming back from training.

when does this man ever not look good?

neymar wrapped his arms around my neck, burying his face into my shoulder and he sighed against my neck. "hi, amor."

i slowly wrapped my arms around his torso, my cheek was pressed against his chest and i let out a small 'hello'

he pulled away slightly, trailing his hands down to rest firmly on my hips and i pulled my face away from his chest, looking anywhere but his eyes.

i know his mood was going to change instantly as soon as i tell him, however it needed to be done.

neymar tilted his head, his thumbs rubbing my hips. "o que está errado? você parece tenso?"
[what's wrong? you seem on edge?]

"hm?" i hummed, rolling my tongue on the inside of my cheek. my nerves were skyrocketing and i swallowed the lump in my throat. "can i tell you something?"

his brows furrowed, but there was something in his eyes that made me confused. he looked down at me and nodded his head with a very small smile. "of course, amor. what is it?"

i finally looked up at him and my heart was beating drastically in my chest. i gripped onto his arms. i just spilled out all the things that were going on in my head right now. "i don't want you to be mad, we'll i'll understand if you are. this is gonna be such a shock for you and i get it if you need time to process it. and if you don't want this, then again, i understand. we're both still young, and—"

"rae, i know your pregnant." he interrupted me and i paused, my grip slipping from his arms.

my lips parted and i blinked a couple of times. "oh."

what was i supposed to say? this wasn't how it was supposed to turn out. how did he find out?

"how do you know?" i asked quietly, and i expected him to let go of me, but he didn't.

"leo." he replied. "after he got of the phone, he tried to act all secretive, but then he spilled it all out to me, saying that he couldn't keep it in."

that mother fucker.

i couldn't really be mad at him, he did me a favour in  a way. but he sent me that message when he knew that neymar already knew! sly bitch.

he took one of his hands off my hip and placed his finger under my jaw, tilting my head to look up to him as i had diverted my gaze to the floor. "voce está carregando meu bebê. i love you so much."
[you're carrying my baby]

"so you want this?" i couldn't help but ask and he looked at me as if i was crazy.

this explains his happy mood when he was on the phone to me.

"of course i want this." neymar replied, pressing a soft gentle kiss to my lips that made me close my eyes softly. "why would you think i wouldn't."

i was quiet and then shrugged. "i didn't know if you was ready to be a dad, with your career—"

"fuck my career right now." he spoke seriously, his eyes fixed on my face. "you're carrying my baby, that's all that matters right now."

i had the first genuine smile of the day and i rested my head against his chest again. "i'm sorry you found out by leo and that you weren't the first person to know." i said, feeling a little bit selfish.

he shrugged and pulled me over to the sofa where he sat down with his legs spread and set me comfortably on his lap, my legs either side of him. neymar wrapped his arms around my back and interlocked his fingers, keeping me in place. i put my hands on his shoulders, playing with the material of his t shirt.

"it doesn't matter." he spoke, kissing my for head. "i've been in such a good mood today because of it. i can't believe that i'm going to be a dad."

just the thought of seeing neymar holding our baby warms my heart. i just know that this baby is going to be very lucky. the feeling still hasn't sunk in yet, and i couldn't exactly believe that this had all worked out in the end.

all of that over thinking earlier was for nothing.

"our kid is going to be very lucky." i whispered, and he pulled me closer.

"that, they are."

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this made me quite emosh i can't lie.
but here's the promised bonus chapter.

there will be another one coming soon.

i love you,
freya   x