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Dear diary,

      It has been long isn't it?
The last I'd written in you was around 5 years ago.

She left.

She left me with a hole in my heart, with a hole my being. Yet, she left me with a purpose. A purpose to not give up on life, a purpose to live on.

It's been four months since she had ascended to heaven.

And it's been a year and a half since she'd gifted me with Cheonsa, a part of her, and of myself.

Cheonsa, our daughter, she gave me a reason to keep going.

Whenever I look at her, all I see is my love, our love. Her beautiful hazel eyes, her peach plump lips, her caramel-honey skin. Our daughter got it all.

Her every breath is my oxygen for life. Her every giggle is a song to my heart. The sparkle of her eyes is the light of my life. The radiance of her skin is my sun now. Every wrinkle of her palm is my lifeline. Her tears sting me in the worst way possible, so I pledge to never let even one of them escape her eyes.
Her existence is my purpose now.

My love, she left me with a promise greater than death and life. She promised me she'd be waiting there, even if it takes me an eternity to reach there.

I know she's watching me now, watching over our daughter every second of her life.

I know she reads you, every word written into you every night without fail, when she descends from heaven to caress our daughter in her sleep.

You, my dear diary, are now the sole medium to our communication.

Therefore, I'd like you to convey this to her—

I'll love you forever. And I promise I'd get back to you when our daughter is a young adult who's found her love, and has the most beautiful life.

I always doubted if you were an angel. Your voice, your persona, your existence, your every breath, it was impossible for a human to possess such beauty.

Yet, now I know, that you are. Your my angel.

When you said that your time on earth has come to an end, when you disappeared in my arms, when He, was here to take you back to your abode, all I could feel was a numbing pain, and the unfair ways of life.

Life offers you the most beautiful things, yet it can take it away anytime.

Therefore, I'll cherish this life, even if it's without you, because I know, that I'm never without you.

You're always here, around me, our daughter, and forever in my heart.

In a short span of twenty years, when our daughter is all grown up, when she's a beautiful girl with a strong will, a strong, yet a kind heart, and path to the most beautiful life, I'd come to you, wherever you might be.

I'd always come to you, because, without you, there's no me.

Aishite imasu ___ <3

Fret never, because I'll be there for you.

~Jk

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—hajin