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Here come bad news talking this and that (Yeah)
Well give me all you got, don't hold back (Yeah)
Well I should probably warn you I'll be just fine (Yeah)
No offense to you don't waste your time
Here's why

Clap along if you feel like a room without a roof
(Because I'm happy)
Clap along if you feel like happiness is the truth
(Because I'm happy)

Shehnaaz quickly composed herself to pick up the call before it gets cut.

"Hello! Happy? Kaisa hai?" She asked trying to act normal. But her voice was still heavy for crying.

"Main thik hoon. Tu thik hai? Tu roh rahi thi kya?" Happy asked getting worried for her hearing her sniffing a little. Plus her voice was heavy.

"Nahi. Thik hoon. Woh bas mummy papa ki yaad arahi thi mujhe. Iss liye thoda emotional hogayi thi." Shehnaaz lied.

"Oh!" Happy said trusting her words.

"Yeh bata, call kyu kia tune? Yah aise hi?" Shehnaaz asked changing the topic.

"Oh! Haan. Tujhe important baat bolna tha. Yaar! Sana.. Raj Mumbai mein hai. Tujhe pata hai yeh baat?" Happy's words left her in shock.

"Nahi. Woh toh chala gaya tha Punjab 3 hafte pehle. Phirse kyu aya yeh kutta? Tere ko pata hai kuch?" Shehnaaz asked getting restless now.

"Nahi yaar. But ek baat bolna tha tujhe. Important. Sana, Raj is up to something. Bad. He wants to break your marriage with Sidharth paaji. Ab kya? Aur kaise? Mujhe nahi pata. Woh pagal hogaya hai tere liye. Tu uska junoon type ban gayi hai yaar." Happy informed making her shocked

"I-I.. Are you sure? Tu sach bol raha hai kya?" Shehnaaz asked in disbelief, that things got this much worst now. She felt like killing Raj if he is the reason behind Sidharth's odd behaviour nowadays.

"Bc! I'm sure. Woh kamina saala kuch kar raha hai. Desperate hogaya hai woh tere liye. Ekbar bola tha usne kuch.. ki woh aisa kuch karega ki Sidharth paaji khud tujhe chod denge. Yah phir yeh kahu woh khud tum dono ko milayenge. Haan! Something like this." Happy's words made her confirm now that, Raj definitely did something that made Sidharth behave like this.

"I'll kill that Raj. Usko main zinda gar dungi. Sacchi bol rahi hoon." Shehnaaz chided making Happy happy.

"Sana, tu Sidharth paaji se pehle baat karle. Raj kuch kand karne se pehle tu unko warn kar de. Samajh rahi hai? I know tere liye shaadi mazak nahi hai. Aur naa Sidharth paaji ke liye." Happy's words made sense to her. But it's too late. Raj already did something it's confirmed now.

"Hmm! Thank you Happy. Tu mera sabse accha dost hai. Rakhta hoon. Take care. Bye." Saying she cuts the call.

"Bc! Raj! How can he do this to me? I hate you." She fumed in anger then cried thinking about Sidharth.

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"Mujhe apse baat karni hai. Important." Shehnaaz said desperately as Sidharth wasn't ready to hear her. Again! It's really pissing her off now.

"Keep quiet." Sidharth scolded.

"I want to talk means I want to talk. Agar nahi sune. Toh... haan. I'll kiss you. Infront of mummy ji. Darti nahi hoon main kisi se. Karu kiss? Boliye?" She threatened in serious tone pointing a finger at him. Showing him how serious she is about it.

"Okay! Fine. We will talk later after dinner. Mom is waiting for us. Walk carefully." Sidharth instructs while taking her downstairs.

"Pakka sunenge naa? Nahi toh main uchi uchi roungi seriously. Aur kiss bhi karungi. Forceful lage toh lage. Yah desperate. I don't care. You're my husband. I have FULL RIGHT on you." Shehnaaz threatens in serious tone again.

This made Sidharth smile a little but he quickly composed himself and frowned thinking about their current situation.

"Shut up! And walk." Sidharth said sternly making her sad.

"Huh! Akdu master." Shehnaaz frowns and made a angry pout.

Sidharth ignored her kissable pouty lips which was inviting him. He badly wants to kiss her lips. But he focused on crossing the stairs more. Once they reached in dining area he made her sit on her regular chair and sits beside her quietly.

"Aaj bhi muh utra hua hai dono ka. Tum logo ka fight abhi tak khatam nahi hua? Ajeeb hai. Aisa bhi kya hogaya?" Anjali asked serving them dinner.

"Mom please!" Sidharth said irritatedly

His words and voice was a clear indication for her to keep quite now and she did. It's their personal problem between husband and wife. She knows they will resolve it soon. Her son is a sorted man, she knows it. Soon silence prevails inbetween them. But soon it was broken by Anjali. She informed them about Sidharth's cousins Manvi and Mukul's arrival on this Sunday to meet them. Means after 2 days. They're Sidharth's Meenu maasi's children.

"Why they're coming suddenly?" Sidharth's question made his mother frown.

"Yeh kaisa salwal hai? Yeh unke maasi ka ghar hai. Woh aa sakte hai Sidharth." Anjali replied being totally offended

"I-I.. I didn't mean that. I just normally asked, why they're coming now. They unusually don't come here. That's why I asked." Sidharth clarified trying hard to keep his calm.

"Oh! Actually, dono ka chutti chal raha hai college ka. Toh iss liye ghumne aa rahe hai." Anjali replied

"Oh!" Sidharth said then continued his eating.

"Sidharth ji, pareshan hogaye hai lagta hai. Uss kutte Raj ke wajah se. Maan kar raha hai thappad mar mar ke uska gaal suja doon. Kamina! Kutta!" Shehnaaz thought fuming inwardly.

"Eat!" Sidharth said from side

She nods positively and started to eat quickly and quietly. He shakes his head sideways seeing her in hurry.

"Eat like a human. Chew it properly then gulp it down. Eat slowly. You will chock. Idiot." Sidharth said making her smile.

Atleast, he is talking. Means scolding showing his care.

"Usko dant mat. Meri pyaari bacchi hai woh." Anjali scolded him, defending her.

"Zyada sir pe mat chadhao usko. Baad mein apko hi dard hoga." Sidharth said making them confused.

"I mean PROBLEM hoga." He quickly corrected his statement noticing Shehnaaz eye on him.

"Kuch bola hai usne. Kuch kia hai uss kutte ne. Sidharth ji bohot dard mein hai. Mere wajah se. Kahi uss kutte ne yeh toh nahi bola naa, I loved him? Fuck!" Shehnaaz grasped on her own thought.

"Shehnaaz! Eat! I can't stay here all night waiting when you'll finish." Sidharth said again getting angry now.

Shehnaaz become sad but she started to eat again. Understanding her pain must be nothing infront of his. If Raj really did that what she is thinking. Telling Sidharth "She and Raj love each other". It made her nervous and body cold suddenly. But she kept eating silently.

Once done with dinner, Sidharth took her in bedroom and made her sit comfortably on bed. For her surprise he also sits beside her, closely. She almost grasped when she felt his both hand cupped her face and thumb started to caressing her cheeks softly. Sending chills all over her body. She felt happy and loved feeling his gentle loving touch again. But still why suddenly? Strange? Did something happen? What? She was confused.

"Kya hua? Strange behave kar rahe hai ap? Suddenly?" Shehnaaz asked referring his sudden sweet romantic gesture.

"Strange as in? Behaving like your husband? In romantic way?" Sidharth asked

"Haan!" Shehnaaz replied softly feeling his soft soothing touches.

"Do you like it? When I come close to you?" Sidharth asked moving closer to her face.

She felt like he will kiss her now. Finally! But his question made her eye open immediately. But Sidharth was still caressing her cheeks softly.

"Ap?" Shehnaaz asked in confusion

"Did I asked something wrong Shehnaaz?" Sidharth asked holding his anger back.

"Nahi. Just wasn't thinking you'll ask something like this." Shehnaaz replied being surprised.

"Hmm! So answer me, do you like it?" Sidharth again asked caressing her lips now

"Sidharth ji!" Shehnaaz mumbled softly getting lost in his touch again.

He quickly removed his hand from her and she opened her eyes with a frown face. She was expecting a kiss from him. It's been 3 freaking weeks now that they didn't kissed. God damn it!

"Do you like.. no... love someone else?" Sidharth sudden question made her shocked

"What!? Yeh kaisa sawal hai Sidharth ji?" Shehnaaz asked being pretexted. She can't believe it's happening. Her fear is coming true.

"Do you love someone else Shehnaaz? Did you hide something from me? Like you loved someone before our marriage? For example; your best friend Raj. Do you love him?" Sidharth clearly asked with pure rage in voice.

He thought to have a one to one conversation on it before he comes to a conclusion to decide about their divorce. If she still loves Raj, he will divorce her for her happiness. Even if it gives him pain. Her happiness is his main priority now, before it and after it. Always she will come first. It will always be "her happiness > his happiness".

His love for her is not selfish. He can't be selfish to keep her in an unwanted relationship just because she is his wife now and he loves her. But if there's a chance she loves him or atleast wants to be in this relationship with him thinking she will fall in love with him in future. Then his decision will be different. He won't divorce her. It's up to her now if she wants him or her "desperate" Raj. Who is dying for her "suddenly".

"Ji a-ap kya bol rahe hai? Ki-Kisne bola apko yeh sab?" Shehnaaz asked, thinking how he got to know this. From where? And from whom? Raj? She will kill him for sure.

"Your fucking diary told me. And your lover, Raj. He messaged me. You both love each other." Sidharth replied

"Sorry your boyfriend Raj messaged me." He immediately corrected his statement

"Boyfriend!?" Shehnaaz was in deep shock. When did that happen? He is not her ex-boyfriend.

"Yes. Boyfriend. He is your God damn boyfriend." Sidharth said in anger

"No! He. Is. Not. My. Boyfriend." Shehnaaz said firmly pausing after each word.

"That asshole told me." Sidharth informed.

Sidharth received a message from Raj after he was done reading her diary. He received a long paragraph message from Raj. Where he mentioned he and Shehnaaz love each other for a long time. Shehnaaz married him for her parents happiness. He knows about their accident. And blamed him for her condition and asked him to divorce her or nullify their marriage to free her from this unwanted forced marriage. Which left him heartbroken.

So, he asked for more time from Raj to think about it. As he don't believe in divorce. For him marriage is a forever thing. But indeed his one was not same at all, his wife loves her best friend. For it, Raj agreed but he was desperate for it too.

Every night he messaged him to know his decision. But Sidharth just read it but never replied him back. He fucking loves his wife. It's not easy for him to let her go. Moreover, he understood later Raj was Shehnaaz "one sided love" before marriage. He reads the rest of it later another night. Where Shehnaaz was practically begging for his (Raj) love and asking him to love her back and not to see her as just friend only.

He felt immense pain and heartbroken thinking how much Shehnaaz loves Raj. How much she was desperate for him (Raj) that she was begging and praying to her God. It broke him thousand times in worst way possible. From that day, he started to smoke to release his stress and get rid from his unbearable pain. Given by Shehnaaz and her lies.

"Sidharth ji, he was not my boyfriend. He was n-" She was cut off

"Shut up Shehnaaz. You already said enough lies to me. I can't take this shit anymore. Your diary-" Sidharth was cut off this time.

"Apne mera dairy kyu padha? It was personal. How can you do this? Don't you have some manners?" Shehnaaz got angry on him this time.

"Oh! C'mon! Don't fucking blame me. I read that with good intention. To know you better. But.. what can I say? Kuch zyada hi jaan gayi hoon tumhe. Shehnaaz Sharma." Sidharth said making her frown

"It's Shehnaaz Sidharth Agnihotri for you." Shehnaaz corrected him immediately and frowned in end.

"Your lover Raj gifted me as a wedding gift. So, that I can read your epic love story." Sidharth taunted her.

"Kya? Raj!! How dare he? Usne chori kia aur apko dia. Aur apne padha bhi. You told me it was a book Sidharth ji. You lied to me?" Shehnaaz asked angrily

"Oh! C'mon Shehnaaz. I just told you that diary as a book only. But you.. You lied to me. You agreed for this marriage for your parents sake. You hide me about your love affair with Raj. How many times did I asked you to say no? But you? You kept hiding and lying to me. You-" Sidharth was cut off

"Love affair? Mera koie love affair nahi hai uss kamine ke saath. Aur naa kabhi kuch tha. He was NEVER my BOYFRIEND or LOVER. He was just my one sided love. That's it. Uske side se kuch hai hi nahi mere liye. I mean nahi tha. I was just his best friend. That's it. We were never together Sidharth ji. Woh mera kabhi tha hi nahi." Shehnaaz clarified in irritation.

"Really? Then why the fuck your Raj told me you guys are in a relationship even after marriage? You cheated on me?" Sidharth asked leaving her in a deep shock.

Well, Sidharth already understood it was a one sided love from her. But then Raj manipulated and told him, he already confessed his love to Shehnaaz before their engagement and she accepted it too. But for her parents sake she had to marry him (Sidharth). So, she gave him "her kasam" not to do anything during engagement or marriage. Leaving him in shock and heartbroken again.

Raj also told him, Shehnaaz promised to keep loving him always even after marriage. She will only love Raj not Sidharth. Raj agreed for her demand and kept quiet for her sake but now that marriage is finally done peacefully. So, now her "kasam" have not valid anymore. She just asked him not to create a mess during wedding functions. And he fulfilled it too. But now he wants her back. So, he asked Sidharth to divorce her as soon as possible. Raj also told him, Shehnaaz always told him Sidharth is a very good person. For it, Raj asked him to understand the situation or help them to get reunited by divorcing Shehnaaz. Leaving him shocked and heartbroken.

He sometime thought, "Is it bad to be a good person? That people took advantage of his goodness according to their convenience? Like his wife Shehnaaz is doing to get back with her lover now?"

"What? Relationship? Sidharth ji woh jhoot bol raha hai. Kutta!! Kamina!! Jhoot kyu bola apko? Maine pehle hi bola tha usko dur rahe mere se. Aur apse. God!" Shehnaaz got angry on Raj now for lying to Sidharth.

"Shehnaaz, if you love him truly then.. I'll give you divorce. You both will be happy. I don't want to be a third wheel in your love story. I don't want to keep you in this unwanted and forced marriage." Sidharth said in broken voice leaving her in shock

"Sidharth ji!! Ap pagal hogaye hai kya? Main kya bol rahi hoon kabse? Main khush hoon apke saath. Sacchi bol rahi hoon. Mummy kasam lage. I love you Sidharth ji. I really do." Shehnaaz confessed her love sobbing holding his hand firmly, not ready to leave him, now or forever.

"What??" Sidharth got dumbfound with her sudden love confession.

"Haan. I love you. I love you a lot. Ap aise mat boliye please. Main nahi jee sakti apke bina. Please mujhe divor-" Shehnaaz was cut off

"I love you Shehnaaz." Sidharth confessed and took her in a bone crushing hug. He felt like he got his life back.

Shehnaaz, his life.

"Shehnaaz loves me." He beamed happily with this thought in happy tears.

"Sacchi?" Shehnaaz asked crying to confirm, he loves her too.

"Yes. I do. I love you for a long time now. But never said it to you. Yeh soch ke tum awkward feel karogi shayed? Kaise main shaadi ke 2-3 hafte mein tumse pyaar kar behtha and all. Iss liye friend-friend karta tha." Sidharth broke the hug and kissed her temple softly making her smile happily.

"Main bhi apse kafi time se pyaar karti hoon. I realized my love for you on your birthday night. Jab main Raj se baat kar rahi thi." Shehnaaz said making him shocked

"Why didn't you told me then? You told me, you like me a lot. That's it. You should have told me that time. Phir yeh nahi hota." Sidharth frowned.

"Apne bhi kaha bola? Aur mujhe bolne kaha dia? Apka toh attitude hi change hogaya mummy papa ke jane ke baad. Pata main kitni hurt hui? I was craving for your love, attention, care... and touch and kiss. Full on ignore kia apne. Paapi." Shehnaaz complained and smriks

"Sorry! I was-"

His mouth was shut by her soft lips kissing his softly. First he was surprised but then kissed her back with equal flavour. Both devoured each other's mouth until they runs out for air. Before breaking the kiss he bites her tongue making her hiss in pain.

"Laga!" Shehnaaz whined

He again took her lips for another kiss and sucked her lips and tongue passionately and roughly making her moan. She holds his hair into a fist and pulled him closer to deepen the kiss. He holds her waist firmly and pulled her closer and made her sit comfortably on his lap without breaking their intense kiss. He pressed hard on her waist making her moan and he rolled his tongue inside her mouth testing every hidden corner of her. But soon he started to tongue fucking her mouth, surprising her. It was new for her. She understood, he is a wild man. In all sense. She patts his shoulder after few minutes grasping for air. He freed her lips and kissed her temple softly with a smrik seeing her flushed face.

"Did you enjoyed it? Huh?" Sidharth asked teasing her.

"Besharam!" Shehnaaz said and hides her face into his chest.

"I haven't started yet. By the way." Sidharth informed this is nothing yet.

"There's more to come?" She grasped with the thought

"Sidharth ji.. Raj.. usko pata hai main apse pyaar karti hoon." Shehnaaz sudden confession left him in shock

"Sorry! What?!?" Sidharth grasped.

"That asshole knew! Still he did it?" He was confused now.

"Haan! I told him on your birthday night. Jab hum baat kar rahe the tab. Infact, he is the one made me realize my feelings for you." Shehnaaz replied making him more shock.

Sidharth's birthday night (after dinner)...

"Sana? Can I talk with you in private please?" Raj asked desperately finding her alone finally.

"Raj! Tu yaha kyu aya hai?" Shehnaaz asked getting conscious being alone with him.

"I was missing you a lot. I missed your beautiful face and voice. I missed you a lot baby. You didn't even unblocked me yet. Tune miss kia mujhe?" Raj asked showing his sadness in end.

"I can't use my phone like before. My phone was broken in that accident. I used to use mummy's phone then. I blocked you from her phone. I don't use that phone anymore. Sidharth ji gifted me one. So, there's no way I can unblock you or call you. I hardly use phone now." Shehnaaz replied ignoring his question.

"Why are you behaving like this? Why are you ignoring me? Why are you running away from me Sana? Don't you love me anymore?" Raj asked losing his calm, after seeing her making some distance between them again.

She was getting conscious moreover uncomfortable.

"Does it matter now? I'm married Raj. You should better know your limits. And keep your voice low. Sab hai yaha. Idiot!" Shehnaaz replied calmly knowing her parents and mother-in-law is in dining area which is not that far. They can hear their argument. And Sidharth was in bedroom busy attending a phone call.

"Do you love him Sana? You don't right? It's just 2 fucking months now. You just can't love him. You love me right?" Raj asked desperately holding her hands, which she freed immediately making him upset.

"I don't know. If I love him or not. But it's wrong Raj. It's wrong for me to love someone else than him now. He is my husband. He cares for me a lot. Like, A LOT. Shayed! Tune dekha bhi hoga. Kitna. Woh bohot acche hai Raj. Bohot zyada acche hai. I-I d-don't thi-think I deserve him e-even." Shehnaaz confessed honestly shattering in end.

"This is wrong Sana. You're doing wrong with me. I fucking love you. I want you. I need you. Please understand. Should I talk with him? About us?" Raj asked desperately trying to keep his calm.

"Nahi. Tu unse baat nahi karega. Main khush hoon unke saath. Sach mein." Shehnaaz replied honestly.

"Sana please yaar. We can be together. If he is goo-" Raj was cut off

"Raj! Stop it. I'm married. I accepted this marriage already. I accepted him as my husband already." Shehnaaz said firmly.

"Tu mera dimag sada rahi hai yaar. We can be together. But you're acting like a movie or TV serial ke heroine type. Pyaar ek se karti hai. Phir shaadi kisi aur se. Phir pati vrata patni banne ka drama." Raj chided on her.

"Drama? Drama nahi hai yaar. Reality hai. TV serial or movies, real life inspired hote hai. Tu nahi samjhega. I really like him a lot." Shehnaaz said angrily but in low voice.

"Really? Then explain me this nonsense?" Raj asked

"EXPLAIN? I think I already did before. Who is better? But still.. phirse bolti hoon tere liye. Raj, dard pata kya hai? What I wanted from you. Before or after this tragic. I never got it from you. Never! You never understood me. My feelings for you. My love for you. My care for you. Nothing. Aur naa tune saath dia mujhe uss 7-8 month. When I needed you. The most. I know tera apna problem tha, Dimple aunty. Unki kasam. Tu mujhe simply sach bol sakta tha. Haan, main hurt hoti. Aunty ke nafrat se. But tab aur zyada dard hua tha. Tere jhoot se. Tujhe mere pe trust nahi tha. Agar tab tu kasam wali baat bol deta. Main samajhti tujhe. Yeh shaadi nahi hoti phir. Tera wait karti puri life. But jo hona tha hogaya ab. I'm happy with him. Sidharth ji, he gave me everything without asking. He takes care of me. Understands me. He always makes me feel special. That I'm important for him and in his life. His words and actions made me shock and surprise always. Sometime, I question my God. Do I really deserve him? Main unke layek hoon bhi yah nahi? After all, I'm not perfect. I'm blind Raj." Shehnaaz expressed getting emotional in end.

"Y-You l-love him." Raj sudden words left her in shock.

Flashback will be continue...

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