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"Words?" Sidharth said sternly to speak up

"Haan. Hum jayenge Sidharth ji. Apke liye itna toh kar hi sakti hoon main. Being your wife." Shehnaaz looked down knowing very well he will be more pissed now.

"Shehnaaz!!? You're testing my patience now." Sidharth roared in anger, and she flinched in fear.

"I'm sorry." He apologised in calm tone.

"I deserve it. I deserve your anger. Sorry mat boliye ap." Shehnaaz words made him more angry

"I'm warning you Shehnaaz. If you keep talking nonsense now. I'll grab your face and then kiss you. With no mercy. Do you want me to do it? Huh?" Sidharth warned to keep her mouth shut now. As his anger is on another lever.

"Sach hamesha karwa hi hota hai. Par thik hai. Apko nahi manna apki marzi. Par sach yahi hai. I'm blind. I'm imperfect. And I don't deserve you." As she said it again, his limit of patience was lost.

He grabbed her face gently and took her lips for a passionate kiss shutting her mouth and widening her eyes in response. She closed her eyes in response as he started to suck her lips roughly. Showing no mercy on her as he said. She literally tested his patience today. He bites her lips harshly as she was sitting quietly and wasn't responding, she was in deep shock. She didn't knew he was serious about it. She hissed coming back on earth and started to reciprocate sucking his upper lips than pushing him away from her. He bites her lips again and she moans getting the opportunity he rolled his tongue inside her mouth and devoured every hidden corner tasting her. She lost herself kissing him back holding his neck with equal flavour. They broke the kiss after running out of breath, grasping. He kissed her temple softly making her feel loved even when he is super angry on her.

"Sidharth ji?" Shehnaaz felt shy. It was her first kiss.

"I don't wanna talk to you now. You just fucked my mind Shehnaaz. And you know it." Sidharth left from room in anger more on himself then her.

"Ap mano yah naa mano. Par sach yahi hai, I don't deserve you." Shehnaaz cried silently hiding her face in pillows.

"Sidharth, kya hua? Itna gusse mein kyu hai?" Anjali asked running to him seeing him seething in anger

"Mom... kuch nahi." Sidharth lied not to tell her he had a fight with Shehnaaz.

To avoid her, Sidharth tried to go out from house to have some peace of mind but Anjali holds his hand firmly and pulled him towards sofa and made him sit and went to get water for him in hurry.

"Mom!! Woh.. ap tension mat lo. Please." Sidharth requests seeing her tensed face.

"Pani pi chup chap." Anjali scolded and made him drink half galss of water.

"Mom, am I a bad person?" Sidharth asked feeling guilty again, with moist eyes.

"Nahi. Yeh kaisa sawal hai baccha? Tu toh bohot accha baccha hai mera. Kya hua hai? Tu Shehnaaz ke saath fight kia hai?" Anjali asked guessing, ruffling his hair.

Sidharth nods silently in response.

"Kyu? Kya hua? Lada kyu tu?" Anjali asked

"Again mom again. Uska chalu hogaya hai phirse. I'm imperfect. I'm blind. I don't deserve you Sidharth ji. Yeh nada chalu hogaya hai." Sidharth said in anger

"Accha! Shant hoja. Gussa mat kar ab." Anjali said sternly

"Gussa naa karu toh kya karu mom? Woh aisi bate kyu karti hai har waqt?" Sidharth chided

"Toh tujhe ab phirse guilt feel horaha hai uske halat ke wajah se?" Anjali asked

"Haan. Aur nahi toh kya? Kabhi kabhi lagta hai khud ki ankhen nikal ke usko de doon. Tab shayed yeh guilt kaam hoga. Mujhse aur nahi hota mom. Woh aisi bate kyu karti hai? Mujhe dard hota hai. Guilt feel hota hai. Papa ne kaha tha uski ankhen ab kabhi wapas nahi ayegi. Main kya karu? Kya karu mom?" Sidharth cried hugging her, feeling helpless not able to fix anything for her.

"Sidharth, ab jo hona tha hogaya hai. Ab hum yeh chize change nahi kar sakte. Hume aise hi jeena hai. Pata hai mushkil hai but hume adjust karna padega present situation ke saath. Tu mature act kar. Jo tu hai. Woh roh rahi hogi naa akele. Aur tu aise baccho jaisa gussa kar ke ghar se jaa raha tha. Jabki tujhe usko shambhalna chahiye. Pyaar se samjhana chahiye. Ki aisa nahi hai. Tum bohot acchi ho. Perfect ho mere liye. Feel kara ki woh tere liye perfect hai. Samjha? Chal uth. Bahu ke paas jaa." Anjali patt on his shoulder and pulled him up with much difficulty

Sidharth smiled seeing her struggle.

"Kitna bhari hai tu. Meri bahu dab jayegi tere niche." Anjali teased, and he grasped understanding what she meant.

"That was gross." Sidharth chided and went upstairs in hurry leaving her giggling behind.

As Sidharth comes in bedroom, he saw Shehnaaz was crying silently digging her face into pillows. He felt pain, seeing her crying because of him. He comes to her and holds her shoulder in hesitation thinking about their kiss which he did unannounced and suddenly. Feeling his grip on shoulder she sits up straight and looked down feeling both in shyness and guilt.

"I'm sorry." Both said in unison

"Apko/tumhe sorry bolne ki zarurat nahi hai. It was my fault." Both again said in unison then started to laugh.

"Shehnaaz tumhe sorry bolne ki zarurat nahi hai. I got angry unnecessarily. It was totally my fault." Sidharth said calmly

"Ap aisa kyu bol rahe hai. Galti meri hai. Maine hi apko gussa dila dia. Woh sab bol ke. Apki koie galti nahi hai." Shehnaaz said blaming herself.

"Nahi Shehnaaz. It was my fault only. Tumhara reaction natural hai. It was my duty to make you feel perfect and normal. I tried to do. But I failed to do it. I'm sorry. I'll try more harder from now on." Sidharth said in self disappointment, and she feel more guilty.

"Ap aise mat boliye ji." Shehnaaz requests looking up at him.

Sidharth noticed her swelled red lips and he remembered their kiss encounter.

"Shehnaaz, I'm sorry. For kis..kissing you suddenly. But umm.. tab tumhari bato se itna gussa agaya tha toh.. Maine toh warn bhi kia tha tumhe. Aur gussa mat dilao.. but.. tum ruki nahi.. toh... I'm sorry. If you felt uncomfortable or forced. I'm sorry." Sidharth felt mortified for his wrong act. It was impulsive and inappropriate to do without her will and permission.

"It's okay." Shehnaaz replied feeling shy

"It was my first kiss." She revealed after few seconds

"I know. I understood, the way you kissed. You're not an expert. I felt it." Sidharth said teasing her.

Shehnaaz felt ashamed somewhere, which didn't go unnoticed by him. She looked down feeling mortified.

"Don't feel ashamed darling. I'm glad I'm your first. Aur rahi baat, expert hone ki. I'm here to make you expert in it." Sidharth tried to uplift her mood.

"Ji!!?" Shehnaaz immediately looked up at him in shock.

"Sach. I'm your husband. If you won't kiss me, then who else? Huh?" Sidharth asked making her smile shyly

"Ji ap tang kar rahe hai mujhe?" Shehnaaz smirks

"Hmm? Waise... First kiss toh kharab hogaya apka. Mere gusse ke wajah se. I know many girls have fantasies to have a romantic first kiss. But.. I made a blunder. So, can I taste your lips again madam? It will be a romantic one. I promise." Sidharth seek permission cupping her face and stocks her cheeks gently quickening her heartbeat.

She closed her eyes with shy smile in response giving him the permission. She was flattered by his his flirty but gentleman word. Next moment, her lips were captured by his and both started to kiss gently and slowly. Feeling the kiss and the moment. She cupped his face and gently strokes his face with her thumbs. Their lips were moving slowly in rhyme sucking each other's lips. To deepen the kiss, he grabbed her head from back and pulled her closer and her hands went in his hair caressing it. Getting excited he bites her lips and she moaned in response. He rolled his tongue inside her mouth, devore every inch of her mouth and sucked her tongue like a lollipop. Her tried to match with him following his lips and tongue trying hard not to disappoint him this time. Sidharth smriks understanding her action and let her dominate the kiss instead. She copied what he did before and he smiled inwardly. Once he noticed her getting breathless, he broke the kiss and kissed her temple softly. She smile shyly in response biting her lower lip, which he freed with his thumb immediately. Otherwise, he would have kiss her again. Her lips tastes sweet and addictive.

"How was it? Huh?" Sidharth teased, and she blushed 10 times more harder.

"Ji! Tang mat kariye ap." Shehnaaz looked down feeling shy.

"Arey! Bolo? Meri izzat ki baat hai. Rate karo out of 10. Kitna dogi? I'm serious." Sidharth kept his voice serious but in real he was still teasing her.

"Zaruri hai? Mark dena?" Shehnaaz wasn't sure if he is serious. He can still pull her legs to tease her.

"Haan. Kitna dogi hamare iss cute romantic kiss ko? Bolo?" Sidharth asked holding his laugh.

"Cute romantic kiss? He is such a tease. Huh!" She thought understanding he is actually teasing her.

"0 out of 10. Bohot hi bakwas tha. I was expecting something like Damon did to Elena." This time Shehnaaz teased him back, keeping her voice serious.

"Are you serious? 0 out of 10? That's not possible. It deserves atleast 8-9. I won't accept under it." Sidharth frowned and smirks understanding she is playing with him now.

"Ji ap hurt hogaye kya?" Shehnaaz asked in serious tone falling in his words.

"Obviously! You're comparing us with that TVD couple. A onscreen couple." Sidharth fake chided on her

"Both were 10/10. Happy?" As she said, Sidharth started to laugh out loudly

"Ap hurt nahi the?" Shehnaaz asked in disbelief that he was acting getting hurt.

"Nahi. I know it was 8-9 out of 10. Tumhare 0 bolne se fact nahi badlega." Sidharth smirks

"Huh! Sara din bas mujhe ullu banate hai ap." Shehnaaz chided on him.

"Accha. Malham laga doon lips pe? Soojh gaya hai naa." Sidharth teased her again

"Sidharth ji!" Shehnaaz chided then hides her face with a pillow feeling shy, he laughs adoring her.

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"Baby, are you sure you want to go? Will you be comfortable? We can go somewhere seriously." Sidharth asked for nth time before leaving for Danish home.

"Sidharth ji, please. Don't start with it again. I'll be comfortable. Ap hai naa waha mujhe comfortable feel karane ke liye." Shehnaaz smiled assuring him.

"Hmm! Woh toh hai. But.. jo maine bola hai yaad hai naa? Huh? Chalo car mein behtho." Sidharth made her sit comfortably, then went to other side of car and sits beside her.

"Yaad hai baba. Sab yaad hai mujhe. Agar uncomfortable feel hua toh apko turant bolna hai. Koie kuch bole toh dil se nahi lagana hai. Family ka thinking zyada important hai. Agar kisi ne gandi nazar se dekha. Yah kisi ke paas ane se mujhe uncomfortable feel hua. Toh apko turant bolna. Phir ap muh tod denge uska. Yahi? Haan yahi bola tha." Shehnaaz replied thinking what instructions he gave before.

"Hmm! But most important point bhul gayi tum. Kya Shehnaaz? Har waqt mere saath rehna hai. Mera haat pakad ke. Bhulakkar ladki." Sidharth said in disappointment.

"Accha! Yeh bhi instruction tha?" Shehnaaz asks

"Obviously." Sidharth smirks

"Haan. Wahi toh. Yeh toh obviously tha. Iss liye mujhe instruction nahi laga." Shehnaaz smiled and interlock their hands.

Sidharth smiled and sneakily clicked a picture of their interlocked hands and admired it.

"They fits so perfectly." He thought looking at their hands.

"Apne tareef nahi kia aaj." Shehnaaz smirks reminding him. She loves when he do it. She felt special.

"Huh? But taiyaar toh maine kia hai tumhe. Bhul gayi? Woh bhi pyaar se." Sidharth smirks

"Ji. Yaad hai. Par tareef kaha kia." Shehnaaz smirks, she loves how he praise her beauty. Mostly he flirts nowadays. With super cheesy lines. But she loves it.

"Khud ki tareef kon karta hai baby? Kuch bhi." Sidharth teased her this time.

"Huh! Mat kariye." Shehnaaz smirks in annoyance.

"Baby, you're looking as hot as the carolina reaper. Looking too hot to handle." Sidharth whispered in her ear making her white face red in a second. He smirks seeing her reaction.

"Well darling, do you know what the carolina reaper is?" Sidharth asked trying to know if she understood his flirt or not.

"Hoga kuch. Spicy type. I don't know." Shehnaaz replied being clueless.

"Well, the carolina reaper is officially the world's HOTTEST pepper as ranked by Guinness Book of World Records. Woh red colour ka hota hai. Hmm? You're looking that hot in this red I mean maroon dress." Sidharth informed making her cheeks more redder than before.

"Kafi zyada cheesy tha." Shehnaaz thought blushing.

"I know cheesy hai. But.. I ment it." Sidharth said genuinely and kept a hair lock behind her ear which was disturbing his view to see her beautiful face.

"Ji! Ap bhi acche lag rahe ho. Black mein." Shehnaaz said not understanding what else to say.

"Hmm? Tumhe bohot pata hai main accha lag raha hoon. Kya pata langoor jaisa lag raha hoon. Toh?" Sidharth teased her.

"Ji. I trust my mummy. Unhone bola hai ap acche dekhte ho. Toh acche hi lag rahe honge. Ladke logo pe black accha lagta hai. Raj.. Happy... woh dono bhi acche lagte hai." Shehnaaz said being obvious but then her mood gets off thinking about Raj.

"Raj? Usne mujhe diary dia tha gift mein. Fuck! Padhna hi bhul gayi. Aaj.. nahi kaal se padhunga to know her more closely. Shayed kuch help mil jaye. Shehnaaz ke insecurities dur karne ke liye. Hmm!" Sidharth made a decision to read her diary finally from tomorrow.

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"Hi! Danish." Sidharth greeted hugging him warmly then broke the hug in few seconds.

"Sidharth, kaisa hai tu? Abey yeh kon hai tere saath?" Danish asked seeing Shehnaaz along with Sidharth, who was standing with a nervous smile.

"Yeh.. My wife Shehnaaz." Sidharth introduced her to Danish leaving him in deep shock.

"What?! He got married!? Now what??" He become tensed thinking something.

"You.. you got married? Kab kia tune?" Danish asked in shock

"Bas, yahi der (1.5) mahine pehle. July ko. Aur Shehnaaz yeh Danish hai. Mera college friend." Sidharth introduced her to him.

"Namaste." Shehnaaz greeted with folding hands and smiled looking at him following his voice.

"Namaste. Sid andar chal bhabhi ji ko leke. Sab andar hall mein hai ladke log." Danish welcomed them.

"Sidharth sun naa.." Danish said eyeing Sidharth to come in corner in midway

"Kya baat hai?" Sidharth asked curiously

"Akele mein baat karna hai. Please samajh." Danish whisper to Sidharth eyeing Shehnaaz, he nods.

"Shehnaaz I need to talk with him a little. Bro talk. Can you just stand here for a minute?" Sidharth asked, she nods positively.

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