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Raj, jumped into Shehnaaz room through window and saw she was sleeping cuddling her beige colour teddy bear given by him. She sleeps hugging it tightly imagining it to be Raj. He gifted it to her on friendship day 3 years ago. Just before she realized her feelings for him. After seeing him close with another girl, named Kiara. Kiara and Raj are also good friends like them. Kiara, is his father's business partner's daughter. Their fathers are business partners for years. More than 7-8 years. That's how they know each other. But Shehnaaz didn't knew her before.

At first, Shehnaaz didn't saw them doing makeout or something inappropriate, but just close. Like the way Raj is with her. She felt possessive and jealous seeing him having same amount of close bond with some other girl apart from her. She ignored that feeling that time. But later when she saw them sharing a kiss, smooch, from far away in a club, after reaching there to have party on Raj numerous request. That scene broke her heart and she realised her love for him. She left from there, without meeting him. Later, cried her heart out all night.

She didn't talked with him for a week. Which affected Raj a lot too. He can't function without her. She must be his best friend but not less than a girlfriend or wife type. She do most of his work. Shehnaaz again became normal with him. When he came to her house to know what happened to her suddenly. Why is she ignoring him for no reason. When he needed her the most. Because, Raj, himself had a heartbreak that time. He genuinely liked Kiara for sometime. Shehnaaz was shocked hearing it from him plus heartbroken too.

He even told her, they were drunk and it happened in hit of the moment. Plus after that kiss, Kiara was regretting. She had a boyfriend. She was committed. It was a mistake moreover sin for her. Which happened in their drunk condition. After it, Raj wasn't close to anyone (girls) apart from her. For it, she was happy. After a year, Shehnaaz got to know from Raj that Kiara got married to her boyfriend. Raj was sad for it. It was natural. After all, he liked Kiara genuinely. Seeing Raj sad Shehnaaz was sad for him but deep down was happy for herself. Her road was clear again. She felt herself like a selfish b¡tch that time. But she was guilty too for feeling happy for his heartbreak. After the day, she was happy that he made that mistake. Otherwise, she would never realise her true feelings for him.

Shehnaaz is a true believer that, whatever happens be it good or bad, there's always a reason behind it. God's plan is the best plan. Like, if currently good days are going in your life now. Then bad days will come next. Sooner or later, but it will. That's life. Same if bad days are going on, then something better will happen next. As good and bad both are opposite sides of a coin. But now, she don't understand what's good had God stored for her in life. After snatching her eyesight. She lost her love, her best friend, Raj. What good can happen now? Only time will tell. She guess!

Raj, comes to her and cupped her face gently. For it she woke up and removed his hand immediately with force. He kept doing it for few more times and everytime received same response from her in return.

"Dur reh!" Sana said in anger

"Sana, please mat kar yaar. Mujhe khud se dur mat kar. Please baby." He requested and cupped her face gently again.

Next moment she started to cry her heart out and he immediately took her in his arms. Both hugged each other as tight as possible and cried silently their heart out for been separated from each other for so long. Once they stopped crying. He holds her hands firmly. So, that she can't free her hand from his grip. As he knows, she is very angry on him.

"Haath chod." She ordered trying to free her hands from his tight grip

"Nahi. Sana, I know tu bohot gussa hai mere saath. Jo bilkul sahi hai tere side se. But main kya karu? Yaar! Mummy ne ka..." He was cut by her

"Mummy! Mummy! Aur mummy!! Sara waqt bas mummy mummy karta hai. Ek kaam kar, apne mummy ke paas jaa. Aur unke pallu mein chup jaa. Bas mere se dur reh. Samjha. Dafa ho yaha se. Aur apni shakal mat dikhana mujhe dubara." She pushed him away with force in anger, and he falls on ground.

"Ammaaa! Itna zor se dhakka mara tune bandari." Raj groaned in pain sitting on floor caressing his bump.

"Huh!? What the?! Sana!?" He grasped realizing he was dreaming all these.

He was sitting on her rooms floor and she was still sleeping hugging the teddy bear. Her back was facing him. He quickly got up and walked close to her to face her. He gets sad after noticing tears rolling down from her cheeks in sleep. He bend closer to her and gently wipes off the tears from her cheeks. She moves a little in sleep and changed her side, facing her back to him again. He walked to other side, and sits beside her sleeping figure. Carefully, trying not to make a sound. He don't wanna disturb her sleep. He kept looking at her with blur eyes, as tears was rolling down from his cheeks mechanically seeing her in pain without him.

"Mujhe yaad kar ke roh rahi thi naa? I'm sorry Sana. Mujhe maf kar de. Main sab thik kar dunga. Sacchi. Trust me. Trust your Raj. Hum ek honge. Kyu ki hum dono... EK DUJE KE VAASTE hi bane hai. I love you. I'm with you. We will make our life beautiful. Together!" He thought staring at her face sadly

After few hour..

"Ab mujhe jana padega. It's almost 3:30am now. But I promise, kaal main phirse aunga tere se milne. Mera wait karna tu. See you soon." He whisper in her ear and kissed her temple softly and left from her room in same way he entered.

As he left, Sana opened her eyes and sits straight on bed resting her back on bedhead with a moist eyes. She woke up when he wipes off her tears. But she acted asleep, thinking he will say something which she wants to hear from him. But, alas! It didn't happened. He did said all those words, she wants hear. But in mind. He didn't voiced out his feelings, his thoughts to her even seeing her sleeping.

"Raj, tu finally aya mere paas. Mujhe dekhne. Main mar gayi hoon yah zinda hoon? Yahi dekhne aya tha naa? Par chori chupe aya. Himmat nahi hai naa tere mein? Ki haq se sab ke samne se aye tu? Din mein. Tere mummy ke samne se nahi aa sakta. Tujhe sharam ati hogi naa mujhe apna dost bolte huye? Ani bhi chahiye. Blind logo ke saath rishta kyu rakhna bhala? Hum toh bojh hai sabke liye. Tere liye. Mummy papa ke liye. Sid..Sidharth ji unke liye bhi ban jaungi!? Main kya karu? Tu mujhse pyaar kyu nahi karta Raj? Kyu nahi karta?" Sana cried hugging the teddy bear tightly

She cried for sometime and eventually fall asleep when tears got dry and she got tired.

"Sana... oye! Bandari.... Ankhen khol."

In sleep, Shehnaaz felt like she heard Raj calling her in low voice. Very low voice. And very close to her ear. Next moment she woke up in hurry screaming hearing his quite enough loud voice calling her name to wake her up. But her mouth was tightly covered by his palm.

"Shh-shh! Chilla mat. Main hoon Sana." Raj said before removing his hand from her mouth

She took a deep breath before start to talk in anger, "Tu yaha kya kar raha hai? Woh bhi itni raat ko? Sharam nahi hai tere mein? Jaa yaha se. Aur sone de. Aur dubara yaha muh utha ke mat ana." And folds her hands in anger

"Sana kya bol rahi hai tu? Mujhe tujhse zaruri baat karni hai yaar. Please sun le." Raj said before sitting infront of her

A strong smell of alcohol hits her nostril making her anger raised.

"Tu sharab pike mere yaha aya hai? Maine kitni baar mana kia tha tujhe. Mat pia kar. Health ke liye thik nahi hai. Kasam bhi dia. Tere life mein meri koie value nahi hai naa?" Her words made him shocked

"Aisa kuch nahi hai, Sana. Tu galat samajh rahi hai. Teri yaad..." He was cut by her again

"Haan. Ab toh main hi galat hoon. Sirf tu sahi hai. Hamesha ki tarah. Aur yaad? Tujhe meri yaad bhi ati hai? I doubt on it. Agar ata toh bohot pehle ata tu yaha, mujhse milne. 6 mahine pehle. Aaj nahi. Chori chupe choro ke jaise." She said sarcastically making him guilty

"I'm sorry yaar. Mujhe maf..." He was cut by her again

"Nahi. I won't. I will never forgive you Raj. That's your punishment. You broke me. With your lies and fake promises. I don't need you now. I don't want you. Just go away... from me." Her words broke him plus her own her broke too.

"Sana...!!" He grasped

"Lagta hai tu glati se apne ghar ka rasta bhul gaya hai nashe mein. Tera ghar doh gaali baad mein hai. Jaa udhar jaa." Sana said angrily

"Sana, aisa nahi hai yaar. I missed you. I.. I lo.." He was cut by her again

"Just goooo... Raj." Sana said firmly

"But.." He tried to talk but eventually walked out from her room been helpless seeing her death glare.

She felt broken again, when tears were rolling down from her cheeks mechanically. Next moment, she heard a familiar voice calling her taking her name in low soft voice.

"Shehnaaz!!"

She quickly got up from bed with her walking stick to find the source of the voice. She started to find the person with the help of her walking stick moving right to left, with her moist eyes.

"Shehnaaz!"

She again heard the same voice calling her taking her name. But from behind. She looked back but couldn't find anyone. She saw only darkness. She started to cry remembering she is blind now. She remembered she didn't saw Raj going out from her room but heard his footsteps getting fades away when she asked him to go. She was looking at the direction of the source of his footsteps. The realisation made her sad and heartbroken and she cried more. But soon a strong manly fragrance hits her nostril. The same familiar fragrance of Carolina Herrera Bad Boy which she smelled before. She moved her stick right to left to him and it hits with a pair of long leg.

"Sidharth ji?" She grasped as she felt his fingers wipes off the tears from her cheeks gently. She felt her heart getting quicken, and current runs down her whole body. So is his.

Ignoring the sensation he said, "Shehnaaz! Don't cry. I'm with you. I will try to make our life beautiful. I promise. But, do you want US? Think. Think about it. From your heart. But now, sleep." He made her lay down on bed and covered her with a quilt.

"Sidharth ji?" She tried to speak but was mumed by his index finger.

Both again felt current runs inside their body. He removed his finger from her soft lips immediately feeling the sensation.

"Don't. Don't talk. Just sleep. Hmm? And don't think you're less than other. You're perfect. You're normal. Aur.. maine sahara nahi dia abhi." He was cut by her

"Sahara matlab?" She being confused

"Jo sulaya tumhe. Saath dia hai. Aur dena chahta hoon. For life. Only if you want to." He said making her smile faintly

"But I don't deserve you, Sidharth ji." She said being genuine

"Then, even I don't deserve you. You're best. You're beautiful at heart. You forgave me, which I don't deserve at all. I deserve your hated and punishment." He was cut by her.

"Sidharth ji, please stop it." She said angrily

"Then you too. STOP IT. Stop putting yourself down. Don't underestimate yourself. Accept yourself and love yourself first. Then see, everything will be beautiful. Not broken. Listen to your heart Shehnaaz. Listen, what your heart wants?" He said then walked out, she heard his footsteps getting fades away.

"Sidharth ji?" Sana grasped and woke up from her sleep

"Huh!? I was dreaming?" She mumbled softly after realizing she was dreaming all these.

She thought what he said to her in dream for sometime. Then got up for bed and went in bathroom to do her morning chorus and to take a bath. She comes out, got dressed, and went to have breakfast.

"Good morning puttar." Preet wished kissing her forehead softly then served her breakfast

"Good morning. Papa kaha hai?" Sana asked after sensing him missing on breakfast table

"Shop pe. Aur kaha? 11 baj rahe hai naa." Preet words made her grasped

"Kya? 11 baj rahe hai! Apne mujhe uthaya kyu nahi phir neend se? Mujhe meditation karna tha subhe subhe. Haad hai." Sana chided

"Thand paa. Gayi thi main. Phir dekha tu soh rahi hai chain se. Iss liye nahi uthaya. Par lagta hai galat kia. Utha dena chahiye tha tujhe. Phir tu aise chid-chid nahi karti subhe subhe." Preet joked but she took it seriously

"Haan. Sahi hai. Main toh sabko pareshan hi karti hoon. Bojh jo hoon. Chali jaungi yaha se bohot dur. Phir sab shanti se rehna.. khushi khushi. Aram se." She shouted pushing her plate away and got up from chair in anger and walked away

"Huh?" Preet was literally shocked with her reaction

"Shehnaaz? Kaisi baate kar rahi hai tu? Haan? Doh thappad lagaungi main bol rahi hoon. Chup chap khana kha. Aur bakwas mat kia kar faltu ki. Samjhi?" Preet warned going after her in anger

"Haan. Ab toh marogi hi. Andhi jo hoon. Ek kaam karo. Jo breakfast dia hai naa, usme thoda zeher mila doh. Usko kha ke mar..." Before she could complete, she received a tight slap from her mother.

"Mummy!" Sana grasped holding her left cheek where Preet slapped few seconds ago.

"Bola naa bakwas mat kar. Par phir bhi kia. Kya problem hai tujhe? Tujhe accha lagta hai naa, tere papa ko aur mujhe takleef mein dekh ke? Haan? Tujhe pata hai hume kitna dard hota hai jab.. tu aisi.. bate karti hai.. ma..marne ki..? Haan? Phir bhi bolti hai tu. Hamari bilkul bhi fikar nahi hai naa tujhe? Kadar nahi hai tujhe. Bas bakwas karti rehti hai waqt waqt pe. Kya problem hai tujhe? Khush nahi dekh sakti hume? Tujhe pata hai, tere papa kitne khush hai tere liye. Unko bohot tension tha tere liye. Tere future ke liye. Mujhe bhi. Roz raat ko rote the woh. Tere liye. Yeh soch ke unki bacchi, tu, kaise jiyegi akele? Kaise survive karegi akele? Iss duniya mein, jab hum nahi rahenge. Par ab woh khush hai tere liye. Kyu ki tujhe itna accha pati mil raha hai Sidharth ji ke roop mein. Jo, jante huye.. ki tere ankon ki roshni kabhi nahi ayegi. Phir bhi tujhse shaadi karna chahte hai. Dil se. Tere papa aur main ab tension free hai tere liye. Ki koie toh hai jo hamare jane ke baad bhi. Tera khayal rakhega. Tujhe pyaar dega. Tujhe sambhalega. Tera saath dega. Ab hum chain se mar sakte hai Sana. Toh kya problem hai tujhe?" Preet said sobbing making her stunt.

"Mummy!! I'm sorry." Shehnaaz cried hugging her feeling guilty for the way she behaved.

"Please, aisi baate mat kar Sana. Hume bohot dard hota hai. Tujhe takleef mein dekh ke." Preet requested hugging her back tightly

"Sorry!" She cried bitterly feeling guilty

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