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Here are some points why I felt you were ALIVE:

1. Sidharth ka face kyu nahi dikhaya? (Most important question) Media wale ek photo tak nahi le paya. Video toh dur ki baat hai. LIKE SERIOUSLY? Is it possible they can't do it? Or they didn't do it? Did someone who have good influence & powerful made it happen? I always used to think. 🙂

Aur rahi baat privacy ka. Yeh bohot ki bakwas reason tha. That media ne respect kia aur pics and video nahi lia. Nahi matlab Sidharth ap konse media ke sage mama ke beta the? Hai naa? Baki sab ke pics aur videos aye hai. I have seen everything. Toh apko konse special treatment mila? Mujhe aaj tak samajh nahi aya. Hospital se video or pic nahi aya. Sidharth Shukla koie chota mota actor nahi tha. Bohot bada naam hai TV ka. Bohot hit shows kia hai. Bohot small TV actors ke bhi face dikaya hai media walo ne. Hospital se, ambulance se, shamshan se bhi. Apke nahi aye. KYU? Direct jalta hua chita dikhaya bc logo ne. Inhumans. 😭

Infact, jo log (celebrities) dekhne gaye the Sidharth ko no one saw his face. No one saw him. Didn't let them saw him once. Isn't it STRANGE? Kisi ne kuch question hi nahi uthaya face naa dikhane ka. Media wale aur baki log. Fans bhi nahi. Privacy!!! Face ke saath kya privacy Sidharth? Aisa toh hai nahi kisi ne usko pehle dekha nahi. Haan matlab logo ko dard hota usko aise dekh ke. But sab dekhna chahte the usko ekbar bas ekbar. Sidhearts n SidNaaz fans sabko dekhna tha usko uss waqt. For one last time. Sabko pata hai uska chehra ram jaisa chamakta. Noor hota. But aisa nahi hua Kullu. Kuch dikha nahi. Hamare mein dekhne dete hai for last time. Kabar dene se pehle. Sabko haq hai dekhne ka. Their loved ones can see. Even others too. I lost many people in my life. My father, grandparents, uncle and many more. Sabke face dekha hai maine. Baki celeb ka bhi dekha hai. Wahi MEDIA WALE ne dikhaya hai. Toh yaha ap exceptional kaise huye phir? Media wale ne kyu nahi lia pic/video? Yeh doubt tha hamesha.

2. Ghar leke nahi gaye apko FOR LAST TIME. Sidharth ko direct hospital se cremation ki jagah leke gaye. Aisa thodi hota hai? Body ko paak karna padhta hai. By giving a bath. Did they gave you too? Where? In hospital? Kya apko haq nahi tha apke ghar se vida lene ka? Sab jate hai ghar Sidharth. Ap kyu nahi gaye? Later, I have seen many celebs dying. All went home from hospital then home to shamshan. AGAIN WHY WERE YOU AN EXCEPTIONAL? Another doubt.

3. Maine suna 2 bar PM hua tha. Kyu? Tha toh sirf heart attack? Aur ek puri raat hospital me rakhne ka kya matlab tha? PM ke baad ghar leke jana chahiye tha naa. Sab dekhne jate usko phir ghar pe. Relatives, neighbours, friends maybe fans too. But ghar leke hi nahi gaya usko. Ajeeb log. End me bola tha.. late horaha tha cremation me iss liye leke nahi gaye. Toh puri raat usko hospital mein rakhne ka kya matlab tha? Full zald bazi mein hua sab kuch. Aur kuch pics bhi leak nahi hua Sidharth ka. Doubt!

4. Was that really you? 🙂

Family kyu nahi dihki kahi bhi? Naa hospital naa kahi aur. Sidha shamshan. Jab hospital se usko shamshan leke gaye no one was with him in ambulance. Family wale ghar se aye the waha. Sana aur baki sab. Uske pehle koie nahi dikhe. Hospital mein bhi nahi. But baki celeb the. Kyu? Ajeeb laga mujhe baad mein. Jab dimag thik se kaam karne laga. Bohot logo ne bola waha bhi face nahi dikhaya. Face nahi khola. Aise kaise? My friends told me kafi rasme hoti hai agni dene se pehle. Kuch dete hai muh mein n all. But sirf pair dikhe uske. Sab dur se pranam kia usko. Maine dekha woh bandha hua tha rope se. Mujhe zyada lamba nahi laga tha woh body. Aur patla sa laga. Aur naa marne ke baad insaan thoda aur lamba hojata hai. Kyu ki body loose hojati hai. But his legs was not coming out from that stretcher. Jo ki honi chahiye. Kyu ki stretcher normally 6 feet ka hota hai. I mean dude! Sidharth is 6'2". But dekh ke laga shayed woh banda 5'9"-10" wala hoga. Marna mat. Ab laga toh laga. 🙂🏃🏻‍♀️

Iss liye mujhe laga shayed ap kabhi mare hi nahi. Ap zinda ho. Woh koie aur tha. Police ne bhi accha kaam kia. Kisi ko dekhne nahi dia face. But cremation ke waha woh sab. It was horrible. Waha media kaise pohoch gayi tab achanak? Video lia logo ne uska jalta hua. Family bhi nahi the waha tab. Usko akela chod ke agaye jalne ke liye. Jaise koie value nahi hai uski ab. Family tha naa woh. 😭

Ek chiz ajeeb laga sab (family) waha phone leke ghum rahe the. As if they were communicating with someone? Aise waqt pe phone ka yaad thodi rehti hai logo ko? No? Maine suna uska sab kuch Sana ne kia rasme wagera. Jo ek biwi karti hai. Kisi ko doubt nahi hua? That she is his wife? Gadhe log. I swear! Aur naa maine suna hai, ladka agar kunwara marte hai toh dulhe (groom) jaisa usko sajate hai after bath. Bath dia tha? Pic nahi aya!! Pic ata toh pata chalta sab kuch. Yeh face nahi dekha naa iss liye hamesha doubt tha that you're alive. Nahi sacchi ap hi bolo, agar apka koie apna mar jaye aur ap uska face naa dekho for last time direct jalta hua chita. Ap manoge kya woh mar gaya hai?

"Kabhi nahi. Meri Sana... mere saath bhi aisa hi hua tha." His eyes got moist automatically

Jab hum kisi se pyaar karte hai naa Sidharth. Tab hum bahana dhunte hai kaise hum usko zinda rakh sakte hai. Dil aur dimag me. Loopholes dhundte hai. Main bhi wahi kar rahi thi. Aur mil bhi raha tha sach bolu toh. Kabhi kabhi lagta tha, shayed apko kisi ne chupa ke rakha ho. Duniya ko dikhaya ap mar gaye ho. But reality mein ap zinda ho. I know stupid sound kar rahi hoon apko but, pyaar hai hi aisi chiz. Saala pyaar me logic thodi use karte hai hum? Aur naa dimag. Bas dil ki sunte hai. Aur mera dil hamesha kehta tha... "SIDHARTH SHUKLA ZINDA HAI. Bas duniya ke samne nahi aa raha hai. Shayed! Kuch majburi hogi." Sab apke ane ka wait kar rahe hai Sidharth. Kis liye? Kyu? Kya hai logo ke dimag me? Kuch toh hogi naa jo unko ummid deta hai apke wapas ane ka? Jab ki pata hai jo mar jate hai woh kabhi wapas nahi ate. Toh kis chiz ka wait? Hai naa? Shayed! Pyaar ke wajah se hota hai aisa. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Maine naa soch lia tha Sidharth, jis din Shehnaaz kisi aur ke saath move on karegi shaadi wagera karegi main maan lungi Sidharth sach me nahi hai. Tab tak Sidharth is alive for me. Kyu ki jab tak woh hai she won't move on from Sidharth. Sidharth se zyada pyaar usko koie nahi kar sakta. I just know it. I know stupid sound kar rahi hoon. But main aisi hi hoon Sidharth. I can't help it. I know log kisi ke marne ke baad bhi pyaar karte hai aur uske yaadon ke saath jeete hai. Like my mom. She was quite young when my father died. She is living with his memories and us (their kids). She didn't moved on from him. Didn't got married again with another man. Yeh sabki personal choice hai. I know. Sana ke paas woh bhi nahi hai. To hold him back. A symbol of their love. It breaks my heart a lot. 😭 But ab dekho mera doubt sahi nikla naa. Ap zinda ho. Family ke saath ho. Meko abhi rona aa raha hai likhte waqt sacchi. 😭😭

Sidharth: Don't cry Sam. And thanks for telling me all these.

Sam: Ap kya karoge yah sab sunke? Sab apka hi plan tha. I just decoded it with my friends. Bade smart ho ap. Mast ullu banaya sabko. Kab re-entry lena hai. 😏😭

Sidharth: Hopefully soon.

Sam: "Hopefully soon." Yeh sunke mujhe BBB3 ki yaad agayi. Inka soon khatam hi nahi horaha tha. Yah Allah!! June me khatam hua inka soon. 😂😭

Sidharth: Funny 😂

Sam: Chalo abhi apni moti ke saath time spent karo. Lunch kia apne?

Sidharth: Haan. Bye. Take care.

Sam: Oye!!! Rukooo.. 😱

Sidharth: What?

Sam: Ek live ajao naa BABY.. 😁🤞🏻 Aur abhi jab re-entry maroge toh BHULA DUNGA ka SURPRISE ab de hi do. Kab tak wait karu? 100M kab ka hogaya. Kullu!! 😭😭

Sidharth: Pagal 😂

Sam: ONLY FOR SIDNAAZ 😎🔥 Chalo bye. 🏃🏻‍♀️ Love you.. 😘 AUR DE DENA.... NAHI TOH UCHA UCHA ROUNGI MAIN.. with 1.1K others (my current Twitter followers)...😂😭

Sidharth: 😂

"Strange!" Sidharth thought after it

"Sidharth hogaya tera chatting? Chal naa yaar phone rakh aur mere pe focus kar." Sana said taking his phone from him and throws it away

"What the.. aise kon phekta hai bey? Aur bata Sidharth ka.. Kya karna hai tujhe? Aise pose kyu de rahi hai?" Sidharth asked changing the topic

"Thoda gulu gulu karte hai. Tune bola tha karega." Sana said sitting on his lap and hugged him

"Tujhe gulu gulu karna hai." Sidharth laughed on the word "gulu gulu"

"Mazak mat kar kutte! Tera main muh.. tod.. dungi.." Sana said grabbing his cheeks firmly and his lips formed a pout which she kissed then freed his face

"Aahhh! Aise kon karta hai bey? Pagal aurat!" He rubbed his cheeks to soothe his pain

"Main.. karta.. hoon.. Chal naa yaar karte hai." Sana whined like a baby making him chuckled

After sometime....

"Can't get over it." Sidharth mumbled while sucking and nibbling her nipples making her blush and moan

"Tring!! Tring!!"

"Abey! Abhi kis chu**ya ne call kia tujhe? Main iska jaan le lunga. Aur khabardar jo tune call uthaya toh. Phir punishment milega. I don't like disturbance when I make love to you." Sidharth warned her seeing her taking her phone to talk

She giggled seeing him annoyed but then noticed the caller name and gets surprise a little.

"Sidharth Salman sir call kar rahe hai yaar. I need to pick it up. Tu kuch mat karna yaar. Shayed important baat ho." Sana requested before picking up the call

Sidharth got annoyed but kept quiet as she started to talk with him.

"Hello! Salman sir apne call kia. Kuch important baat hai kya?" Sana asked getting worried

"Haan important toh hai. Shehnaaz what about Sidharth death certificate? We have to talk with the doctor of Cooper then. I know some of them. Can you tell me the name of the doctors? And also the name of the person who did his PM." Salman asked in tensed voice

"Oh! Shit! I totally forgot to tell you this." Sana got panicked making Sidharth worried

"What happened Shehnaaz? Kya bhul gayi tu?" Sidharth asked curiously

"I was thinking the same. Maybe you forgot to tell me. Otherwise, Shukla can't forget this important point." Salman said making her giggle

"Sir, ap galat ho. Sidharth bhi start mein bhul gaya tha. But baad mein yaad aya. Aur mujhe specially bola tha bolne ki ap uska death certificate ka kuch karo." Sana was cut by Sidharth

"You forgot to tell this to him. This important point. I can't believe." Sidharth said in disbelief

"Tu bhi bhul gaya tha thik hai. Bakwas mat kar ab yaar." Sana frowned

"But Shehnaaz.. tu.." Sidharth was cut off again

"Shut up! Apna bill apne paas rakh. Mere upar mat chadh." Sana said angrily

"But main toh tere upar hi hoon." Sidharth smirked eyeing their position making her grasped

"You guys are crazy. Itni important baat chal raha hai. And you both. Baccho jaisa behave kar rahe ho." Salman laughed

Shehnaaz got embarrassed and Sidharth was looking at her in confusion.

"Kya hua?" Sidharth smirked getting up from her

"Bezzati kara dia tune khush?" Sana murmured angrily making him shut and Salman laughed more

"Okay, now tell me the name Shehnaaz. Agar yaad naa ho toh document check kar ke dekho. And tell me. Aur BK walo se baat kia? Kya bola unhone? Did they agreed?" Salman asked in serious tone

"No sir. Woh log nahi mane. Ab yeh nayi musibat. Aur ap chinta mat kariye main apko kuch der mein call karti hoon check kar ke." Sana replied

Salman hummed.

"Tu kahi jaa raha hai?" Sana asked covering her body

"Hmm!" Saying Sidharth got up and went inside bathroom.

"Must say, it's very difficult to make a dead person alive. Nahi?" Salman said making her hummed in response

"Do you regret Sana? Jo waha se chali aie yaha?" Salman asked

"Kabhi kabhi sir. Feel hota hai. Mujhe yaha ana hi nahi chahiye thi. Toh Sidharth bhi wahi hota. Yaha mere piche piche nahi ata. Mere wajah se woh kaha fas gaya hai. He had a great career there. Family bhi hai. Apke jaisa superstar hai. Utna nahi but superstar hai. Aur yaha dekhiye ghar pe bandh pada hai. Identity crisis hoaraha hai. Kyu ki yaha ka Sidharth mar chuka hai aur famous bhi hai. Mujhe Sidharth ke liye bura lagta hai. Main kya karu?" Sana replied in low voice almost at the verge of crying

"Shehnaaz don't cry. Main hoon naa tumhara bada bhai. Main kar raha hoon jitna main kar sakta hoon. Don't worry sab sahi hoga. Hmm? Shukla hai kya waha abhi?" Salman asked in concern

"Nahi. Abhi yaha nahi hai. And thank you Salman sir. Ap hamare liye itna kuch kar rahe ho. Iss liye." Sana said feeling grateful to him

"Come on Shehnaaz. Bola toh you're like my sister Arpita. Behen ho tum meri. Behen ki khushi mere liye bohot important hai. Aur mujhe pata hai Shukla tumhari khushi hai. Now don't cry. He will be hurt so is me. Tum haste huye acchi lagti ho. India ki Shehnaaz Gill." Salman said making her smile

"Aur apki Punjab ki Katrina Kaif." Sana said making him chuckled

"Chalo rakhta hoon. And send me the details. Or ask Shukla's both jiju for names. Huh?" Salman said

"Ji Salman sir. Bye. Take care." Saying she cuts the call

"Itna lamba kya baat kia tune?" Sidharth asked coming out from bathroom next moment

"Kuch.. kuch khas nahi. Wahi hospital ka doctor ka.. yahi. Idhar aa tu." Sana called him spreading hands in air asking for a hug

He smiled and hugged her tightly laying over her. After good 5mins he rose up his face from her chest and looked at her intensely trying to understand what happened to her as her face was showing sadness and remorse plus her eyes were moist too.

"Tu thik hai jaan?" Sidharth asked stroking his thumb over her cheeks

"Kitna bhari hai tu Sidharth. 200 kilo ka hai. Uth! Yaar! Ammaaa!!" Sana fake whined and tried to push him on other side of bed just to change the topic

"Jo pucha hai uska jawab de. Are you okay? Tu roh rahi thi kya jab main washroom mein tha?" He asked firmly making her eyes moist automatically.

He knows something is bothering her. Which she wants to hide from him. But he knows how to make her talk. Without replying to him she again hugged him and sulked in silence making him more worried for her.

"Kya hua? Rona kyu chalu kar dia?" He immediately hugged her back tightly and she buried herself into his chest like a baby

"Kullu!"

"Haan meri jaan." He said stroking her hair softly

"I'm sorry." She sobbed feeling guilty and blaming herself for his condition

"Sorry kis liye bol rahi hai? Main gussa nahi hoon baby jo tune call uthaya. We can continue our romance. Main abhi bhi mood me hoon." He mumbled before kissing her nape softly

"Nahi. Uske liye nahi. Tu mere wajah se kaha fhas gaya hai. Tu ek SUPERSTAR hai Earth 13 mein. Tera waha sab kuch sahi tha. Family tha. But mere wajah se. Now you're stuck here. In this mess. I'm sorry Sidharth. Mujhe waha jana hi nahi chahiye thi. Toh tu khush rehta waha. Aise identity ke liye struggle toh nahi karna padhta tujhe." She cried bitterly feeling more guilty

He got angry listening her words and immediately broke the hug and moved away from her been dissapointed.

"Just shut the f**k up Shehnaaz. Aaj yeh bakwas bol lia but age kabhi mat bolna. Nahi toh mujhse mujhse bura koie nahi hoga yaha. Don't you dare say that, that you're regretting why you went there. Because you don't know what I felt that moment when I saw you in my society. I felt alive. I felt, I got my love back. My Sana. Don't you dare say that ever again. I'm happy been here. Do you understand? I got my mom here. My love, you. My sisters too. My niece Riya. I got everything here. So stop blaming yourself. Infact, thanks for coming there. Nahi toh shayed main mar jata bohot zald uske bina. Because I was going in depression. Thanks for saving my life Shehnaaz Kaur Gill." He said angrily and went in balcony banging the door with force

Sana flinched with the thud sound and runs after him crying silently.

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