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Dear SidNaaz,
                              I know Sana you must be thinking why SidNaaz? Why not only Sana? Kyu ki Sidharth toh.. Actually, I always wanted to write a letter to my SidNaaz. So SidNaaz it is. This letter not only for you but also for Sidharth, to my Sana ke Kullu. I know he loves it when I call him like this. Jhat se meri tweet dekhte the. Kind of 10-20min mein. Crazy he is. Is? Present tense kyu ki mere liye woh aaj bhi zinda hai. In my heart, in my memories and in you. I can see a part of him in you. Which made me more emotional. I miss him more seeing you. Well, wanna say I love you both a lot. I'm dying to see you both together. To meet you both. To talk to you both. Desperately want hugs from you both. Wants to hear my name from you both. I want Sidharth to call me "DARLING" badly. Sabko bolte hai woh. Mujhe bhi chahiye. Bohot bar bola hai Sidharth ko tweet kar ke. Kabhi bola nahi aur naa ek cute reply dia. Huh! Khush rahe apne pyaare Sidhearts ke saath. Aur un faltu haters ko reply karte the. But mujhe ignore kia reply dete waqt. I'm hurt Sana ke Kullu. Kitna entertain kia maine apko. Aur Sana tum, tumne toh mast ignore kia hai itne saal. Be happy with your pyaare Shehnaazians. Meri kya galti jo itna ignore kia behen tumne. Accha ab complaine khatam. *hahaha

Sana I loved you in KKBKKJ a lot. Your acting, dialogue delivery, expression, dance moves everything was awesome. I know old hai but aise letter first time likh rahi hoon naa. I loved you in other movies too. Indeed you're a rising and shining star baby. I cried when you dedicated your first FILMFARE Award to Sidharth. It was a happy one plus sad one, a mixed feeling. Again was missing him a lot. I dreamed of it to happen when he will be present in the audience cheering for you. Then you'll give him this beautiful surprise/shock to him. Tab bhi roti, but sirf khushi wali hoti. I know you and Sidharth also dreamed of it too. We all are same Sana. We all are in same boat. Sidharth I loved your acting in BBB3. I'M IN LOVE WITH AGASTYA RAO. HE IS DAMN HOT. MY AGGU BABY. Usko bolo Rumi-Tumi ko chode Sam ko pakde. Sam will love him a lot. Or best option SWEETY ko pakde. My #SwAg. 🥵 Sweety is fire, jo Agastya ko chahiye. *hahaha

I love your cover songs Sana. Feels like those are your feelings for Sidharth which you express through songs. And tells the world, he is yours and your his. SIDNAAZ FOREVER. Keep singing for him like this. I still remember how he wanted to sing when he went BB14. 🤭 He was talking with Rahul about it. He was so shocked after knowing about auto tune. How it makes a normal line into a song line. He said laughing, "Ab main bhi gaunga phir." I wanted to hear his voice btw. Heavy manly voice. Very sexy & intense🔥. I miss everything about him and SidNaaz. I miss old days. I know I might be making you sad or emotional but these are my feelings which I wanted to tell you and him through this. Sorry, for hurting you SidNaaz. Always be happy babies. Sidharth come soon to your Sana. And complete your love story and her. She must be strong, but I know deep down she's still your gadhi. Who craves for you a lot. 🥺

Sana I got some gifts for you all. Not so expensive like gold or diamond but special from where I live. I know my SidNaaz wants only love not gift or sees it's prize tag. They're very down to earth. Like us, normal people. No ego or arrogance still been a celebrity. Loves simple things. That's why I love you both a lot. And I respect too. Please do accept these token of love. Ek chota sa note hai. Do read it. I LOVE YOU SIDNAAZ. I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND SUPPORT YOU BOTH. ❤♾

Yours, SAM.

"Don't cry baby." Sidharth hugged to console her.

"Thik hoon main. Gift dekhe?" Sana broke the hug giving a small smile

He hummed and both start to see the gifts.

"This ektara (music instrument), blue gamcha (towel), 2 black t-shirts (I LOVE YOU SHEHNAAZ & I LOVE MY GADHI) and King mug is for Sidharth. Jaise guitar pakad ke poss mara tha waise hi ektara pakad ke marna. *hahaha Aur Sana yeh pink gamcha (towel), black t-shirts (I LOVE YOU SIDHARTH & KULLU, TU SIRF MERA HAI.), Star silver bracelet and Queen mug is yours. Plus Tiler-khaja, a sweet item made with sugar, white sesame and coconut. Yeh sab ke liye hai. Aur yeh SidNaaz wala sketch portrait bhi dono ka hai. Aur haan Rita aunty ke liye gamcha (towel), shawl aur beige colour jamdani saree hai. Hope she wears someday. Or you can wear it too. Plus healthy dark chocolate for you all. I know bade health conscious ho dono." - love Sam.

"Pose marne bol rahi hai tujhe." Sana laughed mocking him

"Mujhe nahi tere Sidharth ko." Sidharth chided with her mocking laugh

"Tu bhi toh mera hi hai. Hai yah nahi bata?" She asked in serious tone

"Hoon main darling. But yaha woh earth wale ko bola mujhe nahi." Sidharth explained calmly adding fuel in fire, as she was already got hurt with his words.

"Hmm! Chal lunch karte hai. Phir tujhe jo karna hai kar." Sana got up from bed to go, as SM already called them once before.

He holds her hand pulling her back and hugged her forcefully.

"Kya hai?" Sana asked irritatedly

"Baby tu gussa hai? Yah hurt hai?" Sidharth holds her more tightly as she was trying to free herself from his grip wiggling.

"Tere se matlab? Tu hai kon mera? Ab chod mujhe jane de." Sana tried to free herself from his grip but failed in attempt as his hold become more tighter than before.

"I'm sorry sweetheart. Please gussa mat kar yaar. Dekh main tera Sidharth..." He was cut by her

"Mera Sidharth nahi hai. Tu tere Shehnaaz ki Sidharth hai. I know. Jaa apne Sana ke paas jaa. Tu yaha aya hi kyu?" Said a super hurt Sana in anger making him hurt too with her words now.

"Yaar! Aise mat bol. Main tera hi hoon yaar. Ab toh tera hi hoon. Sirf tera. Itna gussa mat kar yaar." He tried to coax her hiding his hurt from her knowledge knowing his words had hurt her too.

After sometime....

"Dekh mujhe nahi chahiye tera pyaar aur sympathy and all. Tu jaa apne earth mein. Teri Sana wait kar rahi hai teri waha." Sana tried to push him away angrily making him angry too this time.

"Tera problem kya hai bey? Kabse mana raha hoon. But tera attitude hi alag hai. Agar tujhe lagta hai sirf tu hurt hoti hai then ap galat hai Shehnaaz ji. Hurt main bhi hota hoon." He was cut by her again

"Stop acting like my Sidharth please. Same dialogue mat mat samjha. Aur jaa apne Sana ke paas jaa. Tujhe lagta hai naa woh zinda hai. Toh jaa uske paas. Aur mujhe akela chod de." She said folding her hands been super hurt knowing her words are hurting him too.

"Main koie acting nahi kar raha hoon thik hai. Tujhe lagta hai main pichle 3 mahine se acting kar rahi hoon tere saath? Aur itne hafton se Mom aur Di aur baki logo ke saath? Haan?" Asked a super hurt Sidharth

It's been a month he's here. Mostly he stays at home only which made him frustrated a little. As no one can stay home forever. Especially a man.

"Haan! Kar raha hai." Sana chided

"Tu jo yeh sab bol rahi hai naa, jaa tere earth mein jaa. Teri Sana ke paas jaa. Sympathy and all. Isse main hurt horaha hoon. Mujhe naa tere se baat hi nahi karni ab. Jaa tu apne Sidharth ke paas jaa. Mere paas mat ana ab." Saying he freed her and got up from bed to go but was pulled back on bed by her again

"Kya hai? Jaa apne Sidharth ke paas jaa. Main jaa raha hoon meri Sana ke paas." He taunted her angrily

"Pata nahi kab tujhme usko dekhne lagi. Bhul gayi thi tum dono alag insaan ho. Agal duniya se ho. Tu woh nahi hai. Tu SUPERSTAR Sidharth Shukla hai. I'm sorry, jo mujhe laga mujhe mera Sidharth mil gaya hai. Sorry again." She moved away from him and left from there crying silently.

"F*ck! Bohot zyada hurt hogayi hai. Ab kya karu?" Cursing himself he went out to see what's she doing.

He saw she was already having lunch with SM, all quite. As he moved closer to her, noticed she was playing with her food than eating it. He pulled a chair to sit beside her. He was about sit on his chair when Shehnaaz moved away from him a little with her chair. Her this act gave immense pain in his heart and broke it too. He though how badly he had hurt her that she is running away from him now. "Does she hate him now?" "Will she leave him now?" All these thoughts were running inside his mind continuously until he finished his lunch quietly.

"Sab thik hai?" SM asked seeing them quite, upset plus she noticed the tension between two and how she moved away from him before he sit on his chair.

Both just hummed in unison in response.

"Accha! Shehnaaz main BK jaa rahi hoon shaam ko. Tu chalegi mere saath?" SM though to change their mood a little

"Ha.." She was cut by Sidharth

"Nahi. Woh nahi jayegi. Woh mera saath rahegi ghar pe. Main akela bore hojaunga iss liye." Sidharth gave a puppy face to them

"Shehnaaz ruk jaa tu. Akela bore hojayega Sidharth." SM ordered before she could even deny the idea of staying.

"Thank you Mom." Sidharth hugged her feeling grateful for letting her stay back

"She is not your Mom. Yeh Sidharth ki Mom hai. Aur tum Sidharth nahi ho. Huh!" Taunting him she left from there angrily

"Abey!!! Yaar!!! Sana!!" Sidharth got irked with her taunt and attitude that too infront of SM.

"Kya chal raha hai yaha?" SM voice and look was serious giving him chills.

He explained everything to her making her understand the situation.

"Pyaar se mana, maan jayegi. Aur yeh sab mat karo tum dono. Already kho chuke ho ek dusre ko pehle hi. Khone ka dard pata hai naa?" She paused for his reply

"Haan. Bohot zyada hai." Sidharth expressed sadly

"Toh mat jao naa uss taraf. Tera Sidharth teri Sana ka. Isse kuch haasil nahi hoga, bas dard milega tum dono ko. Present mein jio. Present mein tu hi Sidharth hai aur woh Shehnaaz. Khush raho dono. Yeh sab soch ke aur bol ke sirf dard milega Shehnaaz. Mat kar yeh sab. Samjhi? Chalo sorry bolo dono ek dusre ko abhi." SM ordered seeing Sana coming back to them

"Isne hurt kia mujhe." Sana taunted looking opposite direction folding hands on chest.

"Tune bhi hurt kia hai. Samjhi?" Sidharth taunted her back

"Sidharth.. Shehnaaz.." SM scolded them getting angry

"Sorry." Both apologised immediately

"Hug karo aur acche se sorry bolo." SM instructed them as if they're school going kids and she is their teacher or school principal.

"Mummy ji?" Sana grasped in shock

"Seriously? Hum school jane wale bacche nahi hai mom. We're adults. I'm 35, soon to be 36. And she's 33. Please!" Sidharth tried to avoid the idea of hugging Sana infront of her.

"Haan mummy ji. Yeh sahi bol raha hai." Sana agreed with him.

"Sidharth.. Mera naam Sidharth Shukla hai madam. Yeh sab faltu ke yeh woh mat kar. Naam se bula." Sidharth frowned

"Nahi bulaungi. Kya kar lega bata?" Sana argued with him more

"Par harkate toh baccho jaisa hai." SM taunted them making them mortified

"Sorry." Both apologised after a quick hug.

"Good. Abhi main jab jaun toh baat kar ke sort out kar lo. Hmm?" Saying she walked towards her room

"Ap abhi jaoge BK?" Sana asked making them shocked

"Nahi. Abhi rest karne jaa rahi hoon. Shaam ko BK jaungi. SHAAM KO. Aur haan Shehnaaz Sidharth ka kuch soch, woh puri life ghar pe nahi reh sakta. Insaan hai woh koie janwar nahi jo pinjre mein band rahe. Yeh jo aaj fight hua yeh uske frustration hai. Hum sab bahar jate hai. But woh ghar pe rehta hai. Hmm?" Saying she went inside her room

"Matlab hum shaam ko sort out karenge?" Sana said nonchalantly, grasping him in shock.

"Abey gadhi!!! Kya bol rahi hai? Chal andar room mein chal." Sidharth took her in room forcefully

"I'm sorry Sidharth. Sab meri galti hai. Bohot selfish lag rahi hoon naa tujhe. Aise tujhe ghar pe rehna padhta hai 47*7. Sirf mere wajah se." She sulked hugging him

"Aisa nahi hai meri jaan. Agar tu selfish hai phir main bhi hoon. Mujhe bhi toh tu chahiye. Tera pyaar aur saath chahiye. Iss liye toh aya hoon yaha. Mujhe pata tha aisa kuch hoga. I'm dead here. It's a big thing for people to accept me alive. Log pata nahi kya bolnge, mujhe, tujhe, family ko. But most important tere Sidharth ko bhi. Jo innocent hai. Iss liye tujhe bola tha tab mere saath ruk jaa waha. Hum saath mein rahenge khush rahenge. Bina dare. Tu aram se rehti waha. Shehbaz Canada mein hai. Aur baki logo ko teri padi nahi hai. But.. Ab kya faida. Jo hona tha hogaya. Hmm. Abhi rona band kar tu." He was cut by her

"Sirf meri galti hai. Tu kitna bore hojata hai ghar pe akele. Aur main kaam pe jati hoon. I know tujhe bura lagta hai. Tu kaam mein busy tha itne saal. Ab achanak aise... I know it's difficult for you. Sab meri galti hai." She sulked blaming herself again

"Abhi chamat marungi main. I choose it on my own. To be with you and family. Aur bore ka kya hai? Mast entertainment hai mere liye. Abhi social media pe active hoon main thoda bohot. Aur TV aur Netflix bhi hai entertainment ke liye. Mast movies aur web series dekhti hoon. Money Heist my favourite. Zald Bigg Boss dekhunga Riya ke saath. Tera aur Sidharth ka love story jo dekhna hai. Soch raha hoon birthday ke baad suru karu. Abey!!!! Mera birthday aa raha hai gadhi!!! 12 ko hai bhul gayi kya? Aaj already 9 tarikh hai. F*ck!!" Sidharth grasped realizing he's been here for a month now.

"Tera ek mahina hogaya?!?" Sana grasped in shock too

"Haan! I guess." Sidharth said sarcastically

"Aahahann! Mat kar. Tera birthday celebrate karungi mast. Kya chahiye tujhe? Mere alawa?" Sana asked hugging him tightly

"Cake? Party?" Sidharth chuckled making her giggle

"Kutta!! Woh toh hai. But aur kya chahiye tujhe? Jo tu bolega wahi dungi." Sana asked in serious tone

"Jo mangu woh? Soch le?" Sidharth smirked

"Soch lia. Ab bol." She gave an assured smile to him. She will give whatever he will ask.

"Tu." Sidharth winked

"Main toh tera hi hoon. Mere alawa mang." Sana rolled her eyes

"Gadhi hi hai tu sacchi. Main shaadi ki baat kar raha hoon. Will you marry me Shehnaaz Kaur Gill?" Sidharth asked in serious tone holding her hands

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