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"Ding dong.. Ding dong.. Ding dong..."

Doorbell was ringing continuously making Suhana woke up from her sleep lazily. After Shehnaaz left she had her dinner and fall asleep thinking their maid will open the door for her and when she will be back the main will left for home. She walked outside and saw it was still buzzing continuously. As if the person is getting desperate. She checked the time. It says 10:50pm. She thought maybe it's Sidharth who comeback from party.

But few questions arise in her mind. Where is Shehnaaz? When did she comeback? Why she didn't come to open the door even? And how Sidharth can come back so early? He is supposed to come back late. As the party will end at 11. Then who came now? But soon her own mind replied. Maybe! She fall asleep already feeling tired and the maid must have open the door for her and she left already. As she opened the door she saw it was indeed Sidharth. Seeing him comeback early she got surprised.

"Sidharth? Tu itni zaldi wapas agaya? Tu toh late ane wala tha?" She asked

But Sidharth ignored her question royally and come inside the house in hurry and directly went inside making her sad and heartbroken. That he didn't dare to greet her and wish her good night nor even replied to her questions. She closed the door locking it properly and go back to her room to sleep. She was about to sleep when she heard Sidharth screaming Shehnaaz name loudly. As if he is looking for her crazily in whole house. She quickly got up from her bed and went outside to see what's happening. She saw Sidharth was indeed looking for her in whole house madly from one room to another. Including bathrooms, balcony and kitchen.

"Shehnaaz.. baby... Where the fuck are you yaar?" He desperately went inside the kitchen but for his disappointment she was not there too.

He quickly comes out almost at the verge of crying. Seeing Suhana he quickly comes to her and holds her hand tightly.

"Apne dekha meri Sana ko? Kaha hai woh? Kahi gayi thi kya woh? Yah gayi hai kya? Boliye? Kaha hai meri Shehnaaz?" His voice broke and eyes became teary.

Somewhere he already got an idea that she left from here to her word. Her tonight's words were ringing in his mind continuously. Plus the way she was behaving. The kisses, the love bites, her telling him to take care of himself, the goodbye moments. Everything was running in his mind like a movie. Plus now she is missing at home now. He had already checked the whole house every corner every room like a mad person. But he was in denial mood to believe it. As he can't believe she will do this to him moreover to herself. The pain of their separation. It's unbearable for him for her for them. She knows it well. She knows he will die too like her Sidharth if she will go away from him now. He can't afford to lose her again. His Sana again. He can't. She just can't go from here after what they shared in last few days. Their intimacy. The erotic love making sessions. Their passionate and soft kisses, full of love. The intense hugs. Their cuddles. Sleeping together peacefully. She can't go. She just can't leave him like this. She can't.

"Tell me? Where's my Shehnaaz?" He desperately asked in high tone

"Ghar pe hogi Sidharth. Room mein soh rahi hogi." She replied nonchalantly

"She is not at home. I have already checked everywhere. Please tell me where is she?" He again asked desperately

"Huh! Shehnaaz ghar wapas nahi aie kya walk se?" She mumbled in confusion making him relax a little for sometime, that she went for a walk only.

"Walk pe gayi hai? Kab gayi hai? Aur kaha? Apne akela kyu choda usko? Haad hai! Sara din toh ek saath ghumte rehte ho. Ab akela jane dia. Woh bhi raat ko." His voice became little calm but his heart was aching badly as his mind was screaming loudly she already left him.

"Sidharth woh 9:30 pe nikli thi walk pe. Bola niche jaa rahi hai walk pe. Zald wapas ayegi. Main soh gayi phir dinner kar ke. Mujhe laga Rajjo (maid) darwaza kholi hogi. Aur chali gayi hogi. Aur Shehnaaz soh rahi hogi room mein. Ab.. 11 baj raha hai." Suhana said in horrified voice after checking the time from wall clock

"W..wh..what?" His words come out shivering as fear of losing her consumed in his mind again.

"Haan. Sidharth 1.5 ghante hogaya hai. Meri bacchi kaha gayi?" Suhana got worried for her and her eyes become moist too.

"Apko dhiyan rakhna chahiye tha naa. Kab ki gayi hai woh. Aur abhi tak wapas nahi aie. You should have checked upon her. You should have called me and informed me. Why didn't you went with her? Kya kar rahi thi ap ghar pe? Soh rahi thi? Jaa nahi sakti thi uske saath? Haad hai matlab yeh toh. Kisi ko padhi nahi hai uski mere alawa. Thank God main thoda zaldi wapas aya nahi toh... Ap!! Where is she now?? Kaha gayi meri Sana?" Sidharth burst on her in anger for her carelessness towards her. But it was only because of his fear of losing his love his Shehnaaz.

His bitter words moreover his allegation gave immense pain in her heart. But been his mother she understood he is in pain that's why he is reacting like this. He lost his sense now. He is not thinking straight. But her worries for Shehnaaz was consuming her mind and heart badly thinking were did the went at this hour.

"Mujhe nahi pata. Walk pe gayi thi. Niche chal.."

Before she could complete Sidharth left from home in hurry. She also followed him. As she went out, she saw he was going down by stairs in hurry. He didn't took lift. She pressed the lift button in few seconds it opened and she get inside and pressed the "G" button. Till the time she went in ground floor, Sidharth was already there running everywhere in society looking for her taking her name continuously. As if he is chanting mantas. His voice was loud but it was shaky and broken. When tears were fighting to come out anytime soon from his eyes.

"Shehnaaz... baby... Yaar kaha hai tu? Baby dekh main mazak ke mood mein nahi hoon abhi. Tu please.. please mere paas aja.. Tere Sidharth.. ke paas.. aja.." He was saying all these while looking for her madly

"Sidharth, ruk jaa baccha." Suhana tried to stop him.

When he was not listening to her words she walked first towards him seeing him to desperate looking for her madly in society every corner wherever she can go. Seeing her Sidharth got angry.

"Ap yaha kyu aie ho? Ap jake rest karo. Apki tabiyat thik hai hai. Main dekh lunga yaha. Ap upar jaiye. Main kafi hoon meri Shehnaaz ke liye." He said genuinely and run towards the society gate to talk with Anil, the society security guard.

"Yeh Sidharth.." saying this she walked firstly following him till society gate.

"Anil.. Tune dekha hai kya Shehnaaz madam ko kahi ba.. bahar jate huye? 9:30 ke baad? Akele? Haan? Bata?" He asked desperately.

His voice broke on the word "Bahar". As she going out of the society at night and not returning home will indicate which fear was consuming his mind now.

"Haan sahab. Dekha toh tha. Madam gayi toh thi karib 9:40 ko. But abhi tak wapas nahi aie." He informed

This made his fear almost turned into reality. Almost, he was still in denial mood to believe everything. That she left him like this. All alone. All over again.

"Kaha? Kidhar gayi? Kuch bola tujhe? Kuch khas yaad hai?" He asked desperately

"Haan sahab yaad toh hai. Madam ne mere saath baat kia aaj. Mujhe sorry bola jo unhone mujhe rudely baat kia tha pehle din. Jab woh aie thi. Ajeeb baat yeh hai sahab. Madam aaj wahi same kapde mein thi. Roh rahi thi bohot. Ankhen sujhi hui thi. Aur bola main bohot accha hoon. Aur bola apka aur maa ji ka khayal rakhu. Phir chali gayi rote rote. Mujhe kuch samajh nahi aya woh itni roh kyu rahi thi. Aur apko yeh dene bola." He informed making his biggest fear turned into reality and gave him an envelope

"S.. she le.. left me." He mumbled softly in shock and took the envelope literally snatched it from him.

He looked at the envelope there was written "MY SIDHARTH" and it was little wet. As if it's her tears showing her love for him and pain of their separation. Soon tears started to roll out from his eyes which was fighting to come out before. He bites his lips harshly not to cry out loud infront of everyone. His heart churned into pieces and it was paining badly. He grasped feeling choked as if someone was holding his neck with force. He gained some courage and runs towards his car. Quickly got into the car and left from society leaving a shocked and worried Suhana behind.

"I.. I'll find you... I will find you Sana. I'll.." He said inbetween his cry and driving his car rushly

After 40 minutes of driving he reached his destination. The same place where they go in Marin drive. The place from where he called her in her dream. From where he got her. From where she came to him and again left from here tonight.

"Why? Why did you left me Sana? Haan? Why did you left me alone like this? You love me right? Then why the fuck did you did this to me? To us? To you? How will I survive without you now? You idiot woman. You know I can't live without you. Still you did this to me. Kyu gayi yaar? Hum khushi khushi rehte naa yaha. Kyu kia yaar?" He shouted loudly crying standing on sand looking towards the place the place she pointed that she came from there from her earth.

He sat on his knees on same place and started to cry out loud feeling broken and defeated in life. For losing his love his Shehnaaz again. While asked her same question, "Why did she left him? Why?" continuously. After sometime he got up from there and went up on hill top and sat on it like a lifeless person. He remembered about the envelope he got from Anil given by Shehnaaz. He quickly wiped tears from his eyes and face with back of his hand. He took out the envelope from his pant pocket, saw his name written on it and kissed that place softly. He opened the envelope and pulled out the things inside it. A letter and her name "Shehnaaz" pendant. Which she wore while coming here. He kissed on her name and kept it inside his pocket again. Opened the latter and started reading after gaining lots of courage knowing he will cry again soon.

Dear Sidharth,
                             Agaya tu yaha mujhe dhund ne. Mujhe pata tha tu yaha ayega. Our secret place. Socha tha tujhe video/voice note doon. But plan drop kar dia. Aur ab letter likh rahi hoon. Kyu ki pata hai agar voice note/video banane gayi toh tujhe kuch samajh nahi ayega. Kyu ki 90% time main roti iss liye.

After reading this he started to cry himself silently.

"Kyu gayi Sana? Kyu gayi mujhe chod ke meri jaan?" He mumbled inbetween his sob and started to read again wiping tears harshly.

I'm sorry Sidharth. Mujhe maf kar dena. Mujhe pata hai tu bohot gussa hai mere pe. Jo main aise chali gayi tujhe chod ke bina bole.

"Haan hoon main. Gadhi aurat." He said angrily and started to read again

But kya karu? Tujhe toh pata hai main SELFLESS hoon. Mera family mere log sab wait kar rahe hai meri. Already der mahina hogaya hai. Aur kab tak woh log sambhalenge bata. You know media and fans, how they behave and react on everything if a celebrity gone missing for too long. They will question my family. Sidharth ke family. They're very private people. Usually don't come infront of media. They will harrassed them. Main woh nahi chahti. Mere wajah se usko kuch problem ho. Log unka jeena haram kar de. Please samajh baby. Tu chahta hai tera family teri maa, behne, niece takleef mein ho?

"Nahi.. nahi.. nahi... par mera kya? Tera kya? Hamara kya? Main kaise jeeun tere bina?" He asked sobbing softly

Mujhe pata hai baby, tu bohot takleef mein hai abhi. Age bhi hoga. Natural hai. Main bhi hoon. But yahi life hai hamari baby. We can't help it. Jo jaha se ata hai waha wapas jana padhta hai. Main bhi jaa rahi hoon. Apne EARTH mein.

"Nahi!!! I can't live without you." He mumbled crying

Main bhi nahi jee sakti tere bina. Mar jaungi tere bina. Tu please apna khayal rakhna. NO SMOKING. NO ALCOHOL. NO SELF HARM. LESS GYM. Tu thik rahega toh main bhi zinda rahungi. Sochna tera saans chal raha hai toh main bhi zinda hoon. Tu khush hai toh main bhi khush hoon. WE ARE DO JISM EK JAAN. Aur haan, Mummy se baat kar lena tu. SHE LOVES YOU A LOT. Let her have her HAPPY ENDING. Unko karne de joh woh chahti hai. Let her be with her husband. Samjha? Tereko maaf karne ki zarurat nahi hai uss admi ko. Bas tere Mom ke liye jhel lena thoda. Mera cute and smart baby hai naa tu. Mera Golu baby. Itna kar de. (There was a lipstick mark of a kiss 💋)

He quickly kissed on it and started to read again turning the back page.

Tu sochna. Tu lucky plus unlucky hai. Tujhe 2-2 Shehnaaz pyaar karti hai. But ek bhi tere paas nahi hai. Par dono tujhe bohot pyaar karte hai. Par main Baba ji se pray karungi. TUJHE TERI SANA MIL JAYE. Tujhe lagta hai naa woh ZINDA hai. Agar woh sach mein wapas ajaye kisi din toh khush rehna uske saath. Bohot pyaar dena. Mujhe pata hai tu dega. Pyaar jo karta hai use. Tujhe jo mere saath pyaar hua hai naa, woh mere saath nahi hua hai. Teri Shehnaaz, teri SANA ke saath hua hai PHIRSE. Mujh mein woh dekhti hai naa tujhe? Haan?

"Haan.. Woh.. toh hai. But I love you too." He mumbled taking hiccups

Bas ek request hai tere se, jab uske saath hoga naa. Bohot khush hoga uske saath. Toh mujhe bhul mat jana PLEASE. Main bhi tere se bohot pyaar karti hoon Sidharth. Mummy kasam! Jitna mere Sidharth ko kia hai utna tujhe bhi karti hoon. I LOVE YOU. PLEASE DON'T FORGET ME EVER.

There was her tear droplets on the word "EVER" making the word little blur. But still he can managed to read. He can feel her desperation and begging in her words which gave him more pain. His throats get dry, nose were running, body was shivering. Soon a loud bitter sob escape his mouth and he started crying bitterly in pain which he was feeling inside his heart.

"Nahi kabhi nahi.. meri jaan.. I can't forget you EVER.. I LOVE YOU TOO.." He started to cry loudly and a tear drop fall on her tears making the place wet again.

He composed himself and again started to read.

Tu mujhe bhul naa jaye iss liye yeh mera pendant chod ke jaa rahi hoon. Isko apne paas rakhna hamesha. SHEHNAAZ dekh ke meko yaad karna tu. Aur khabardar yeh pendant agar TERE SANA ko dia toh. Ispe sirf mera haq hai. Jo tujhe de rahi hu main. Samjha kutte?

He can feel her possessive and jealousy in her words for which a painful chuckle left his mouth. She thinks he will forget her. That he needs her name pendant to remember her. She is a big fool.

"GADHI AURAT. Isko lagta hai main isko bhul jaunga. Kabhi nahi. Bewakoof aurat. Mujhe chod ke chali gayi. Kamini." Saying this he cried again

He again started to read after sometime.

I'll wait for our reunions on other side with our partners. Tab shayed tere se bhi mulakat hojaye. Teko bhi pyaar dungi don't worry. My possessive and jealous EARTH 13 SUPERSTAR SIDHARTH SHUKLA. I LOVE YOU KUTTE. 💋💋

Love,

Yours Shehnaaz.

P.S. - I LOVE YOU INFINITY. TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. WAITING TO MEET YOU SOON. (Fingers crossed)

He kissed the letter numerous times and hugged it while crying saying "I love you Shehnaaz. I need you baby. Please come back to me." continuously like chanting mantas.

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Ding dong! Ding dong!

"Riya dekhna kon hai subhe subhe. Main naha rahi hoon." SM shouted loudly from bathroom

"Ji nani." Replying Riya went to open the gate in hurry hearing continuous doorbell

She checked from the door hole and grasped seeing the person standing outside. Quickly opened the door and both hugged crying badly.

"Sanu."

"Riya."

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